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[Forkbender]

Professional help.

 

[silv]

yup I posted that first, however as soon as it was posted I clicked edit so maybe because I did that so short after posting it didn't show?

 

[Guest]

Thats exactly what I just said I'm trying to do.

Not thats it's very important... if we don't act, it's only the world who will take a beating, and who cares about the world, right ?

I don't mind seeing 80% of the population die, but some of you might, because thats exactly the plan put up by the illuminati ; I offer an alternative.

Take it or leave it, it's not extreme in itself.

Ok, now I see that you really have issues, thanks for convincing me.

 

[st.bot.32]

I only hope that if his plan comes crashing down (which it is bound to do), he will be all right. From experience, having an encompassing, seemingly unquestionable belief system shatter is easily one of the most intense trips there is. Only long afterwards you realize you have been so consumed that you have to learn how to appreciate the here and now, life, all over again.

 

[Ahuaeynjxs]

It's essential that you guys do not beleive in me, so I'm willing to look like I have issues to anyone that isn't psychonaut, no problem.

You all know I'm suicidal, I still think about it everyday, not because I'm building a beleif system, quite the contrary, my mental suffering is exponentially increasing because it's already been shattered, and although I'm incapable of harming myself, I know well how to kill my own mind, that is to say, I remember how to die.

However it's been said so many times, the professional help thing, it's gotten ridiculous ; if you only knew who you're dealing with here. You can be sure I will remember all thats been said.

Anyways I'm not going to begin again on that ; have it your way like you always did.

Mara and CM made it last night... I'm quite impressed ; did you talk to her about all this bro ?

 

[Forkbender]

However it's been said so many times, the professional help thing, it's gotten ridiculous ; if you only knew who you're dealing with here.

Precisely because you say such a thing, you need help. If you want to talk to anybody about your personal issues, I think a lot of people here are willing to be a listening ear.

 

[forgetoz]

DSM-V is going to have a condition named after you.

 

[druglessdouglas]

:evil:

 

[Mara]

Mara and CM made it last night... I'm quite impressed ; did you talk to her about all this bro ?

??? :shock:

What is this about?

 

[GOD]

What are you hinting at arsehole ? Whats your game ? That was the end for me , as far as i`m concerned you can fuck off and die . Where i come from shit like you gets their legs broken and their ears cut off for saying things like that .


Its time this fucker got banned . He is causing to much trouble .

 

[Ahuaeynjxs]

This is getting freaky, you caught my message as I was posting it, and I had no idea you were still reading the boards.

Anyhow, since you are not aware of the discussion that has taken place, I'm going to bow for the moment being, acknowledging your magnitudinal magnifiscience.

You will most likely soon realise why I like you, what I meant is that I have lucid dreams every night which I truely feel are more than dreams, and you were present last night, and we banished one of the ancient ones, a glorious victory for the human species, you have played a key role.

 

[Caduceus Mercurius]

This is getting freaky, you caught my message as I was posting it, and I had no idea you were still reading the boards.

Same here.

 

[Ahuaeynjxs]

God, Douglass, you are turning yourselves mad here, this is not good for your respective healths.

You speak about banning "the fucker" me while I'm writting about banishing an anscient, whom I call fuckers.

I know you can all feel.

 

[st.bot.32]

and although I'm incapable of harming myself, I know well how to kill my own mind, that is to say, I remember how to die.

if you only knew who you're dealing with here. You can be sure I will remember all thats been said.

Remember, others here HAVE tasted the edges of death in some way. It is quite an assumption to make, that others don't understand you. Maybe some actually do, because they've been there and come back to tell the tale. This is a psychedelic forum where some people have decades of experience tripping balls and experimenting with all kinds of conscious-altering, alternative beliefs, lucid dreaming and magickal techniques. Maybe some here actually know something you don't and you should consider listening to them.

I've been here long enough to know that folks here don't use the words "you need help" or "you are ill" lightly. It is not intended as an insult. It is out of genuine concern for your well-being.

 

[druglessdouglas]

:evil:

 

[druglessdouglas]

I vote : delete him

 

[spice]

Why come here?


What's REALLY your game?


From what I have read, that YOU have written, you don't have enough to offer, ( or are unable to explain it good enough ) to entice any genuine psychonaut to team up with you to go get a bag of weed.

You need to figure out what it is you want, man, because it appears you just want to sow discord.

This is the way YOU make it appear. If you are mis-understood, then it is upon you to clear it up, not insult everyone to straighten them out.

 

[Ahuaeynjxs]

Why do you all think I'm here, if it's not to share and learn from others who might have lived similar experiences...

Honestly this kind of talk only reinforces my virtuous nature.

I have just read about the DSM-V... it seems it's filled with conflicts of interests and deeply biased by the medication industry. Is it a coincidence it's scheduled to be published in 2012 ?

If you really want the waves to settle, you'll have to stop throwing rocks and blowing docks.

I am responsible for this, I know. What a rush. I feel more alive than ever !

 

[GOD]

No . I believe in love . Sometimes there comes a time when you see someone in pain and its more loveing to kill them than to watch them suffer or alow them to hurt others Just like hitler or pol pot it would have been loving to off them . With me everyone has two chances . When they fuck the first one they get warned and if they do it again they go .

 

[Ahuaeynjxs]

I know spice, if I did this, I did not mean what I thought, I am chanelling my own star. If you met me you'd know I'm nothing like that, but it holds alot of significance for me.

It's no game to me, and I want nothing, que sera, sera ³.

I'm looking forward to the day where I can see if you are talking through your hat, god.