I've had 5 episodes of amphetamine induced psychosis. The first of which was an OBE. I was taking adderal as prescribed by my parents, I hadn't eaten anything all day, and I was ingesting quite a bit of caffeine throughout the day. No sense stimulus at all the whole day you could say (besides the caffeine) and under extremely high amounts of stress. I goto a pizza place, get a pizza. I take a single bite into the pizza, at the moment I tasted the pizza I felt as if I had been ripped from my body and shot up the distance of myself (head to toe), as if I was a shadow of myself hovering above. This lasted about 20 seconds and scared the shit out of me, I thought I had gone totally insane. This was my 1st drug induced psychedelia. My third episode of psychosis was the worst. Again, same conditions as the 1st experience (lots of caffeine, hadn't eaten all day, EXTREME stress). I was laying in bed with my girlfriend, who was the only person I felt I could rely on at the time. She came into the room and immediately started yelling at me (losing my last piece of peace). All of a sudden my tv stand began stretching taller and smaller. The room began to jut out extending 1 dimension away from me. I got up so I could walk to the corner store to shake it off. The staircase was doing an indescribable number as I walked up it. I get outside and begin walking, i cut across an empty parking lot and around the corner of the building. Immediately as my perception gained sight of round the corner a man approached me. A black bum proclaiming he had my cigarettes and that I had walked like a Snowman. I asked him what he meant and he described the exact brand of cigarettes I had been smoking and the pack I had in my pocket. I became extremely paranoid and tried ending the conversation. He begged me to come with him to an Alcohols Anonymous meeting with him, but the time was 2-3 AM. I then attempted to shake his hand and end the madness but he would NOT allow me to shake his hand or get too close in any fashion. I then told him I needed to get going and he replied "Ok, ill be walking to the
AA building down your street, catch up if you'd like". This man I had never seen in my entire life new which street I lived on, what brand I smoked, that I was on probation and needed to begin attending AA meetings soon, as well as his knowledge of the street I had lived on. I bought what I bought and headed back, never seeing the guy again. I get into my house and the odor of the most foul odor was annihilating my olfactory, I then inquired with my roomies in the room, and were extremely confused and worried about me. I then get into my room and lit up a bowl and eventually the nightmare ended as I fell into the unconscious.
Pharmaceutical companies are pure evil.
ADHD is not a disease or disorder, the populous is just upset that some people can think about many thoughts at once, and we cannot have that can we.
