Let it out!

[druglessdouglas]

poisoninthestain ive been there too. it does hurt

dont take it personaly though, it seems to be the modern way. it would be worse to be in a loveless relationship IMO

time is a great healer if we are patient. use the oportunity to rediscover who you are. its easy to forget while in a relationship as you tend to live for the other person. i do anyway

 

[poisoninthestain]

DruglessDouglas...yes, I did the same thing. I forgot who I was. I have grown tremendously from the experience as much as it burned me. I never realized all my vicious negative cycles I do on a day to day basis that would annoy any normal person over such a long time.

Thanks to both of you...just knowing I'm not alone is a major breath of fresh air.


But on the bright side, I'm stilling albidum tonight!

...hopefully I'll get some nice yields. I plan on writing a formal writeup on the chem section of the forum eventually involving albidum's saf concentrations in the bark and other parts of the tree from different ages, seasons, %'s...basically something comprehensive about albidum.

 

[Forkbender]

That's a shitty situation, p-stain. My only advice, from experience, is to not put you feelings away, because sometime you have to feel them anyway and they will go bad after a while of suppresion.

 

[Caduceus Mercurius]

I was looking for a picture of really cool dude, but Google Image search sent me here: http://www.ramheadoutfitters.com/gallery.htm

:evil:

 

[Forkbender]

I just had a great shit. Such a relief!

 

[Mr.Smith]

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[restin]

Was it Mr. Smith? Don't do anything that has to do with information about you and your money as long as he's ill.

 

[Twilight]

I'm afraid of the deep sea.

 

[GOD]

System restore is not a good idea as if you have problems with your system they could also effect / infect that to . I have an acronis boot CD copy of my "C" partition and every time i feel or see that i have problems i just wipe the partition and put the clean copy back in . It takes a few minutes to do the wipe and to put the copy back in .

I also dont have anything personal on my computer , the juicy bits are on an external hard disk drive wich doesnt get turned on unless i`ve pulled the net cable out of its socket .

I have had similar problems to you twice in the last week .

 

[GOD]

I just did a deep system scan with cackperksky and found these 2 times , once in the bit of my hard disc drive i use and ....... in the system restore .

Trojan.bat.small.ai
Trojan.win32.genome.mhc
Trojan.win32.genome.hdr
virus.im-worm.win32.sohanad.x

I have not been to any sites that i havent been going to for years exept one = i was uploading to youtube ?????

The problem was solved by puting my acronis boot CD in , deleting the "C" partition , repartitioning and puting a back up in . It took less than 7 minutes and i know that my system is 100 % clean now .

 

[GOD]

This morning when i turned my browser off my computer froze . After a few minutes i re-started it . When i turned my browser back on all the settings had changed ?

 

[Mr.Smith]

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[restin]

I am getting paranoid :shock:

 

[GOD]

I got some american airforce polaroids years ago and i look realy cute with them on and my pink skin tight jump suite rideing my bike .

 

[Toxica]

Hmmm in fact I always let my emotions out, u mean I always share it and almost never hide.

I'm a bit frustrated about my relationship with on man...
What do I love?)) I love whole univerce and every creature)))
I don't like to think about fear and don't like to feel it.
And I'm not angry now))
I'm a bit asamed of my behaviour on one afterparty because I was too drunk.
That's all))

 

[Caduceus Mercurius]

LOL, I had just started writing a sad post here, but then I received an email that took away weeks of uncertainty. It's a financial thing and I think I have reason to be optimistic again. :smirk:

 

[Mr.Smith]

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[????????]

what? how?

 

[GOD]

If one of the bones between your knuckles and your wrist is broken it hurts like fuck and you cant use it . A finger hurts but not nearly as much .

Have you been punching walls ?

 

[poisoninthestain]

I'm pissed at how companies label their products...

I hate it how all the interesting chems are in the shit that doesn't have it listed on the back.

I hate how whenever I look for sass oil I find "concentrated", "extract", or the infamous "fragrance" oil instead of "essential" oil which just reminds me of how i hate this corperate manipulative bullshit...

...i want FUCKING essential oil...not fragrance...goddamn...

and the funny thing is it'll say something like "100% pure, uncut and undiluted..."

HOW THE HELL can you have fragrance oil that isn't non-synthetic...jesus christ.

RAWR!