^exactly!
my biggest fear would be that the psychology of the great mass will never change. that it always will be mind-steered people with a tendency towards submission - whatever thing it is: god, government, "reason", other people - instead of taking ultimate responsibility.
it's weird. while my experience is rather blissful of that kind of "mindset" - being your own god, taking responsibility, letting it flow - I still feel a tad of fear whenever I try to get there. it's a bit as if a part of my mind is afraid, not exactly me. it's like the image of myself fears for its existance (rightfully so).
ego stuff.
why are some people afraid of moments of stillness? yesterday I was sitting together with a friend in his room, and there was a pause in talking and videowatching etc. and as I was sitting there he'd get up and run around doing random things, like putting this there, the other one there, putting trash in the can, instead of just sitting there. you might say he wanted to clean the room, but the motivation was different.. I started talking again about some stuff to comfort him, but I still didn't really get it.
:finga: :twisted: 
