First, best of luck and healt to you all.
I'm going to France friday for a week of snowboarding.
When I return I'm going to stop smoking marijuana.
I smoked it daily for +-7 daily and the longest time whitout smoking is 3 weeks straight. It's not that I'm sick of smoking I really always enjoi it and lately I just smoke 1 joint a day.
It used to be a howl lot more, I used to work in a supermarket (AH) which is a braindeadjob when your working 40 hours a week. I had this period when i started working at 7a.m. Already stoned at 6.45 a.m. Smoking a joint on my bike the way over, having lunch at home whit a joint and rolling one for when works over. I had a few of these periods but there's more.
I used to work whit my speed/xtc dealer at the same job for over 6 years......let of tell you thats hard on a friday morning when all it takes is one textmessage and when he came to work I had everything I wanted.
I used to have a "small"(I mean 1 grams and 3 pills) speed and xtc problem doing it every weekend for far to long to the point when I felt the xtc when it wore off and felt like shit for at least 3 days a week.......
But thats all behind me,
I gues it al changed when I started eating muchrooms on a regular basis once a month ordering at azarius tripping all alone in my bedroom total darkness and silence laying in bed, thinking about my life, my past and future.
Really you all know how "boring" speed and xtc is compared to mushrooms if you know what I mean.
Wow that takes a load of my chest thanks for reading.
Peace