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[Brugmansia]

Datura is a freakin strong aphrodisiac in very small doses, but it wil drain you 4 times more than if you were in a natural state. It can even be dangerous to the heart if you take a little too high of a dose and have greatly stimulating sex.

Greatly stimulating sex? Tachycardia? Tantra?

Anyway, I do 2 grams of mushies, or take a few good hits of weed and do tantra sessions of a few hours with only minor stimulation of the nipples and zone down there. Sometimes the heartbeats of cannabis are disturbing me to get a constant stream of erotic senses which is supposed to set up all the desired presence. As well as the dry throat. I prefer 2 grams of mushrooms for tantra. The deep physical relaxtion and energetic mind.

I personally don't see how datura fits in with tantra, tantra is not ingesting an aphrodite and having sex. You'll need a washed body from tone to head, no sweat or whatever. A soft skin which holds enough water.

Tantra is using meditation and the consciousness as a primairly source to have sex, physical touch is just a subtle tool. And since I'm a man, the orgasm is irrelevant. I just dream sexually through meditation in where I keep the peak right before an orgasm.

If I'm getting one, I contract and can do it endlessy over and over again. And if I actually orgasm after a few hours, it gets so intens that it's painful and I'm knackered as hell. If I'm not orgasming, it feels like my body is so energetic that I feel like running and running.

Hours of crazy sensual joyness to shiver from. And a bunch of energy for it in return. I wouldn't even go back to physical sex, it's just poor to me. Tantra is naked sex, physical sex is always with clothes on.

 

[druglessdouglas]

serving suggestion :wink:

 

[Ahuaeynjxs]

Greatly stimulating sex? Tachycardia? Tantra?

Anyway, I do 2 grams of mushies, or take a few good hits of weed and do tantra sessions of a few hours with only minor stimulation of the nipples and zone down there. Sometimes the heartbeats of cannabis are disturbing me to get a constant stream of erotic senses which is supposed to set up all the desired presence. As well as the dry throat. I prefer 2 grams of mushrooms for tantra. The deep physical relaxtion and energetic mind.

I personally don't see how datura fits in with tantra, tantra is not ingesting an aphrodite and having sex. You'll need a washed body from tone to head, no sweat or whatever. A soft skin which holds enough water.

Tantra is using meditation and the consciousness as a primairly source to have sex, physical touch is just a subtle tool. And since I'm a man, the orgasm is irrelevant. I just dream sexually through meditation in where I keep the peak right before an orgasm.

If I'm getting one, I contract and can do it endlessy over and over again. And if I actually orgasm after a few hours, it gets so intens that it's painful and I'm knackered as hell. If I'm not orgasming, it feels like my body is so energetic that I feel like running and running.

Hours of crazy sensual joyness to shiver from. And a bunch of energy for it in return. I wouldn't even go back to physical sex, it's just poor to me. Tantra is naked sex, physical sex is always with clothes on.

You sure are one interesting man !

You take mushrooms or cannabis to do tantra ? Are you talking about lonely tantra here or do you have a woman with you ?

It sounds to me like you are refering to the tao-tantra which is the sublimation of sexual energy, however you might try to describe it you just cannot because it's unique for everyone and you certainly cannot "cause" this experience with psychoactives, you might get the illusion you are having tantra because your hormones are free-flowing, but you keep nothing in the biology of the information-energy you can attain, which is the true goal of this practice.

I haven't spoke about tantra perse anyways ; I just said that if you are a "real" tantric lover, you will feel the damage to your hypothalamus from a high dose of psychedelics.

You said it, you need a soft skin to hold water, but I'm not even sure you understand what causes the skin to hold more or less water. You certainly have a good feel of the basics, but you require body level understanding as well !

Orgasm will never be irrelevant as long as the upper crust of the earth is mostly silica (quartz) and the "matrix" is thus supra-luminal, you need to study a little quantum mechanics if you want to be able to steer the wormhole of your tantra.

The endless orgasm syndrome is caused by dopamine and endorphin overexitation of the brain and is a seriously draining problem, it can be very dangerous especially if you ejaculate at the same time, or if you have not ejaculated in a long time. You might have adapted somehow and able to recuperate some of the energy though very strong will, but I am certain this is nowhere close to the energy you would get from a sane understanding of body hormonal cycles as cited in the old chinese and indian books, and as lately understood by science.

I know I can do like you say and fantasize that sexual relations is a lower form of tantra, but superiority complexes have never made any community evolve, you have to know your place in life...

An orgasm isn't suppose to hurt you, you are not supposed to do tantric "masturbation" for hours and drain so much dopamine out of your body (thats the joyness pleasure) ; you are supposed to ejaculate within 15 minutes if you are celibate, because you need feminine hormones to balance your inner fire or it is simply harmful. Maybe if we lived 20 thousand years ago with all the noble gasses and minerals in the air, with the lush vegetation and no pollution that would work, but here it's simply bollocks.

Whatever people might say about it, contraction of the inner muscles for "meditative tantra" is not better than the guy who's driving on his kidneys in his car and contracts his anus while pressing on the breaks and derives pleasure from making a point in driving ethics to his fellow neighbor. Okay maybe it's a little better, since the adrenal glands are unlikely to fire as much, but if you ahve pain during orgasm you have a serious electrolyte issue and most likely lots of adrenaline in your bloodflow !

The "pleasure shivers" you talk about is merely dopamine, everyone gets that, there is nothing exeptional about it, people take drugs to get it, and they get it the same as you do !

Never get back to physical sex ? You're laughing in my face here, it sure sounds like you've never had fulfilling sex or a real orgasm, that makes me not take it personally !

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[druglessdouglas]

at least hes getting sex

 

[Caduceus Mercurius]

Ahuaeynjxs, what's your view on vasectomy?

 

[restin]

wazzat?

 

[Ahuaeynjxs]

Hehe yeah you can well tease me Douglas, I'm waiting for your invitation to a house full of sensually sound woman ! (I have seen like 3-4 in my entire life?)

I think any kind of surgical operations that are not essential to immediate life-threatning events is wrong.

Heck if one would really want to get long-term sterility in a painful and stressing way he would always get some *potent, and purified, important* neem oil in his vas deferens and get up to one year of sterility that would come back soon after.

Eating neem oil capsules for 2 months and then continuously will produce the same kind of sterility in men that is reversible and will only slightly cool down the libido, but other herbs can be used to heat it up to par.

Vasectomy will cause definite imbalances in the body , causing problems in the long term, I've seen it many times and it's very sad because often its irreversible. I know some of those people are helped tremendously by particular supplements however !

 

[Caduceus Mercurius]

Which supplements? I've been experiencing chronic pain for two years now. The pain seems to come in waves.

 

[Ahuaeynjxs]

The primary effect of vasectomy on male sexual function is cutting down about 30% of the testosterone production which is about 40% of the testicular function, provided that it doesn't interfere with the adrenal testosterone production that contributes about 10-20% of the overall testosterone amount, depending on age.

Some men starts to experience male menopause night sweating when their testosterone level in the brain is low enough to trigger the flooding of the pituitary LH and FSH during night sleeping, and others experiences semen production disorder and body pains or aches due to insufficient androgen hormones (DHEA, androstenedione, testosterone and DHT) for erectile function, nervous sensitivity, semen production and prostaglandins E-1 and E-3 synthesis (the flexibility and anti-inflamatory hormones).

Prostaglandins E-1 and E-3 distributes in semen, cerebrospinal fluid, brain, nerve, tissue and joint, and both are the body house keeper and cellular healer. If you are aged this combined with lack of collagen production can be tremendously painful. Generally, deficiency of androgen hormones will chemically induce over-production of Postaglandins E-2 in the body. Postaglandins E-2, the cellular/DNA destroyer, suppresses immune, causes inflammation, and induce cancer via stimulating the release of pro-inflammatory factor Interleukin-8 (IL-8) . These prostaglandins are used against the body foreing invaders in normal situations. The most affecting areas by prostaglandin E-2 are the prostate and testicles, following by the penis, groins, perineum, low abdomen, low back, tailbone, legs, neck and brain.

Without them, the situation becomes very bad and you may get heart attacks, strokes, headaches, body stiffness, pains and cramps. The penile erectile and testicular pains are typical. In particular, the prostate and urethra are likely to suffer from chronic abrasion, termed as prostatitis and urethritis, respectively, by the ejaculation jet with a high level of prostaglandin E-2 and its derivative 19-hydroxy-prostaglandin E-2.

First you need to find the right ejaculation frequency for your age and physionomy ; at age 18-25 you can ejaculate every 2 days if you're celibate and every day if you're in a couple ; at age 25-35 you can ejaculate about every 3-4 days if you're celibate and every 2-3 days if you're in a couple ; at age 35-45 you can ejaculate every 4-5 days if celibate and so on...

Then I would suggest you get your daily dose of LOTS of small germinating grains for the phyto-androgens they contain. Take a mix of Oat groats *4 parts*, buckwheat *2*, spelt *2*, soft kamut *2*, chia *1*, and sesame *1*, and dip all this in a ceramic or pottery for 24 hours before eating, changing the water after each day if you don't eat it all at once. If your seeds start looking more like sprouts than chunky grains, then you went too far, it's not bad but you want some carbohydrates still left in there so the phytoandrogen is not oxydised. Add lots of nuts and little fruits high in antioxidants like blueberry and goji, and honey to taste.

Take at least 2-3 big gelcaps of fish oil or the vegetarian golden algae DHA oil 3 times a day with each meal AND 1-2 gelcap of borage or primrose oils, take a good multivitamin with chelated versions (ie : ester C instead of cheap ascorbic acid).

Get some DHEA if you can, 50 mg twice a day sublingual is ideal, dermal patch would work too I guess, you might have to ask your doctor for that one.

Buy yourself bulk amino acids (kinda cheap) and make yourself a good mix (arrange for a dose to be about those quantities) like this :

L-Lysine, 200 mg
L-Arginine, 500 mg
L-Omithine, 200 mg
Glutathione, 300 mg
L-Tyrosine, 200 mg
L-Taurine, 300 mg
L-Glycine, 200 mg
L-Alanine, 300 mg
L-Glutamic Acid, 100 mg
Acetyl-L-Carnitine, 200 mg
N-Acetylcysteine, 200 mg
Dimethylaminoethanolamine (DMAE), 50 mg
Citrulline 300 mg

Take that after breakfast and after dinner in juice. Add broken cell chlorella (3-5 grams).

Buy youself bulk herbal extracts to encapsulate :
Maca
Panax Ginseng
American Ginseng (adaptogens)
Damiana (balances hormone levels)
Pumpkin Seed (prostate)
Horny goat weed (acetylcholine enhancer)
Avena Sativa flower extract (enhances free testosterone)
Chrysin (bioflavonoid),
Saw Palmetto (prostate)
Nettle Root (anti-aromatase)
Ginkgo Biloba (helps microcirculation in the capilaries)
Griffonia Simplicifolia Seed (or pure 5-htp)
Mucuna Pruriens (l-dopa, dopamine precursor)
* this product is not suitable for people with dopamine-induced disorders such as high-blood pressure (hypertension), stress, anxiety, psychiatric disorders, and epilepsy. *
Tribulus Terrestris
Eurycoma longifolia (testosterone enhancers)
beta-ecdysterone (super bioflavonoid with androgen qualities)

The goal is to get a little of each , not enough to get "high" but to tonify the system to adapt.

That would be a good start !

 

[Caduceus Mercurius]

I'm already using most of the supplements you mentioned. I do think regulating the ejaculation frequency might have an effect, but I've been in the dark as to what is beneficial and what is detrimental. The good thing is: during arousal there is no pain. But after prolonged arousal the pain seems to become more intense.

 

[HeartCore]

but if you're a lucid dreamer or a tantric lover you will definately notice the harm of high dose psychedelics on the brain.

Au contrary for me...

Back up claims of mushrooms causing physical harm with proof please.

It can be good for someone who is preparing for a once per year mushroom journey, to abstain from sex the days before. Why? Because you can have sex the 360 other days of the year when you don't make a journey. It's more about attaining a certain mind set, to be focused on whatever questions you may have, before actually ingesting the sacrament and not because the mushroom doesn't want you to have sex before.

Btw, sex on a full dose of mushrooms can be the most amazing thing and I wonder if you are aware that tantra was most likely developed by people high on soma.

Edit: BTW Nice pod, that's what I was here for to mention

 

[Ahuaeynjxs]

It's kind of anectodal because it was on wild datura delirium that I met the lady which thought me how to instinctively use my body level knowledge to answer most of the questions I had about this subject, then intuitively found the knowledge to support such deductions.

And we start talking about it on this thread !

It will definately help... I have seen you, you look strong and healthy this shouldn't be too hard to fix your problem in the long term, but if you can get that vasectomy reversed, don't hesitate one instant, the natural alternatives are much less harmful !

What is fun about endocrynology is that its so complex that its not really what you can memorize about it that gives you clues, its if you have a good enough concentration to remember most vectorisations in the knowledge to observe it as your body reacts to different stimuli, and remember at the same time what makes you feel better or less good.

Some people realise they been damaging themselves dozens of years later when it's a little too late to heal and preserve, now your body is only more sensitive to what would have eventually happened, so you might be in a better position after all than if you had not this inconvenience.

There is much to sex that still needs to be discussed, of course questions stimulate my fervor in writting and I will most likely blog all that in a structured manner soon enough.

Just one example ; when you are in a couple your woman has to take the same nutrition and supplements as you do because you will transfer alot of substances in intimate contact with her. If you lack good prostaglandins because you produce less androgens, you want your woman to produce more androgens and more prostaglandins that you can absorb to compensate. But for that to happen the woman needs to be brought to piezo-electric emotional coherence, in order to achieve that the woman has to be on top and move forward-backwards so that her clitoris is rubbing against your pelvic bone, her gspot is stimulated by the penis erecting like a boomrang shape, and her epicenter at the end of the vagina stimulated by the glans penis becoming bigger and "pumping" at the same pace as her heart.

The trick is to keep the heart rythm at a maximum speed of .8 seconds, if your woman's heart beats faster than this the electrical resistance and adrenaline will pull too hard on the main nerve for the woman to "bloom". Then your strokes have to listen to her heart, literally, you have to find the good rythm to arrive at your full thrust right after her heart beat pushed the hormones to your sex organs, it's like riding a wave but since you become into a trance you don't quantify, you just multiply and add waves at the same time, it's a very unique phenomenon that cannot be reproduced alone exept by the "chemically" enhanced immortal taoists, or the grandmasters whatever you might like to call them.

Once you have this and the woman blooms, the membrane permeability in the vagina increases tremendously as the pineal secretes cascades of melatonin-serotonin-pinoline-DMT, brigning a very profound trance that replaces the more common dopamine "light" trance. The woman starts producing the good prostaglandins in incredible quantities when this happens, that is why it is important to remain joined for a while after lovemaking, because you absorb those sublimated hormones and procursors to wellbeing.

It will happen if you do it even a little right, but the effect is multiplied by 100 (I'm not exagerating) if you can make your woman orgasm. You will know when this happens (it happened to me only once because the woman has to be very healthy and with dopamine reserves, thus very hot) becaus the woman's head will automatically bend backwards, the jaw will drop and she will begin to shake like an earthquake. Nothing describes this better, it is not shaking like a jerky movement or even like muscular shaking in pleasure, it is like an eartquake and if that happens you will wonder where the energy comes from, it is very alarming for a man to feel this if he dosen't understand what is happening. Then you have to hold down the woman lightly, and the energy radiates from her plexus in waves like hot lava, if you are only slightly sensitive you can feel the heat from them, it's not real heat however.

Then the most strange thing happens, the woman starts yelling, but not at all like she is having an orgasm... it sounds like she's unconscious but that her vocal cords are going full force, it dosen't sound particularly pleasurable for her, but being where you are, you know she's having the time of her life. This will last one full minute and there is simply no way you can quiet the woman, even if you have to ! (kids sleeping, guests in the next room)

Then you can feel as she comes down from it that her legs become very strong and she does not tremble, that means the orgasmic energy wave reached her brain and unlocked her estrogen feedback loop in the brain, deeply. She will be completely satisfied and fluid in he gaze, like her eyes are brighter than ever, this will last at LEAST 24 hours, and if the woman is powerful enough (requires big belly with huge breathing capacity) she can have 2-3 of such powerful orgasms, but not more. If the dopamine level in her drop too much and her androgen is being used up her prostaglandins will deplete and she will experience cramps, don't abuse the good things !

I have much more to say ; I hope this is interesting for you all !

 

[Ahuaeynjxs]

but if you're a lucid dreamer or a tantric lover you will definately notice the harm of high dose psychedelics on the brain.

Au contrary for me...

Back up claims of mushrooms causing physical harm with proof please.

It can be good for someone who is preparing for a once per year mushroom journey, to abstain from sex the days before. Why? Because you can have sex the 360 other days of the year when you don't make a journey. It's more about attaining a certain mind set, to be focused on whatever questions you may have, before actually ingesting the sacrament and not because the mushroom doesn't want you to have sex before.

Btw, sex on a full dose of mushrooms can be the most amazing thing and I wonder if you are aware that tantra was most likely developed by people high on soma.

Edit: BTW Nice pod, that's what I was here for to mention

There is a major difference between the psylocybe mushrooms and the soma mushrooms (amanita genus)

Sex on Soma can be experienced in our age by the holographically actualised humans without any damage. Most humans are high on soma like it or not, the human body is host to hundreds of mushroom species, the amanita being one of them, fungus can morph into 7 distinct forms of DNA encapsulation, which is not understood fully by science. Amanita Muscaria would be a good example of symbiotic mushroom in our body, Candida Albicans would be a good example of how a harmless mushroom can morph and lay waste on biological systems (it can even eat heavy metals and poisons and thrive in some forms), Tinea is a good example of a purely parasitic mushroom.

Now there is a clear distinction with tryptamines, any triptamine will enhance ion migration (body electricity) in living tissue with differences in different species. In humans the effect permeates the brain and the neo-cortex which is also a mystery to science, to me it is not so, but it would take a long time to explain everything, and proofs are only attainable by throurough covering of all the scientific paradigms.

Where you get lots of ion migration, you get lots of free radicals, where you get lots of free radicals, you get neuron damage. This is well known and they will tell you to drink alot of polyphenols, it's good for you !

When you train you enhance circulation and create free radicals to challenge the muscle tissue, when you have sex you create such things but you fluidify your bone marrow fats and challenge the whole spinal column, then you take tryptamines the energy is amplified, making up for a GREAT time, I agree, but you will have as much free radicals to deal with.

You will not go like : Ouch my neurons... but maybe when you hit 60 you'll think less than you should have been able to maintain. Who knows what the effects will be, times change, the effects of psychedelics then are not the same than now, because our biological conditioning is different, because the electrical matrix which influences us is different.

My body just knows it's bad, I'm sure however that we can elaborate a scientific conclusion on anything my body feels or my mind can grasp logic from.

 

[Caduceus Mercurius]

but if you can get that vasectomy reversed, don't hesitate one instant,

I've tried to get one arranged, but the doctors don't want to cooperate. They want to cut nerves and stuff. The only chance I have is to pretend the pain has gone, and that I now want a reversal because I want to have more children (which I don't), and pay for the operation myself. I might try that route next year.

 

[Ahuaeynjxs]

Here is some hints about sources :

http://www.sciencedirect.com/science?_o ... d84ff782ff

http://www.zeenews.com/Sci-Tech/Eco-New ... 8news.html

http://books.google.com/books?id=YPnmE1 ... #PPA283,M1

http://digg.com/tech_news/Quantum_Physi ... _Atheists_

 

[Ahuaeynjxs]

Yeah be careful about the doctors that operate you... the biochemistry of psychonauts is nothing they could ever understand, so you have to know what they do and how they do before accepting anything !

I think your second option sounds better right now, in the mean time try to get your nerves a little better.

If you can get your hands on DMSO, you might just have found exactly what you were missing, sulphur being the 4th most important mineral in the body. And applied locally it increases the flexibiity of skin-nerve tissue tremendously. I mean it the pain goes away and the collagen becomes flexible almost immediately, I had similar problems to you due to mercury destroying most of the enxymes that make DHA-EPA useful.

DMSO is so nice, it will even drag everything that small enough to go through skin with it in a few seconds through the skin into the fat layer, including vitamins. What I do it put a little pure resveratrol in it, dilute it with water and then rub it where it hurts and its stiff, then coat the whole thing with alot of Shea butter (alot) you can almost feel the vitamins pull into your skin.

I'd suggest once you feel some improvement and feel your body can take it, add some collagen-glucosamine-chondroitin to the regimen but make sure the collagen have all the forms you need (there is a type of collagen for nerves, articulations , skin etc...)

I truely hope you and your lovely family get better soon !

 

[Brugmansia]

You take mushrooms or cannabis to do tantra ? Are you talking about lonely tantra here or do you have a woman with you ?

It sounds to me like you are refering to the tao-tantra which is the sublimation of sexual energy, however you might try to describe it you just cannot because it's unique for everyone and you certainly cannot "cause" this experience with psychoactives, you might get the illusion you are having tantra because your hormones are free-flowing, but you keep nothing in the biology of the information-energy you can attain, which is the true goal of this practice.

Individually. I'll create the presence myself through meditation. Not just the extended thoughts from the effects of shrooms. Exhanging mass object orientation for pure energy through objectless navigation, from where I create whatever my self will wants.

But it's more, I can work on my vitality and strongness by testing my weakness in the meditation. If doing, or encountering it in reality. I can break through negative energy through doing the actual confrontations with my experiences done during the meditations. Making improvements before I even go into in reality.

I haven't spoke about tantra perse anyways ; I just said that if you are a "real" tantric lover, you will feel the damage to your hypothalamus from a high dose of psychedelics.

I'm susceptible for every micro impuls within my interior and brain.

I feel the dust coming in in the mucous membrane of my nose along with transported oxygen to my blood and brains.

And yes, I do detected that psychedelics affect the endocrien system. But I know it's so extremly minor that one can do it a thousand of times without having to suffer from noticeable improper functions. Yet again, I'm willing to take this damage for a rational life with sanity.

But I rather take this for guaranteed, then doing a substance in where a very little bit too much, damages the veins and heart. And by blocking the sweat glands, brain temprature rises rapidly, hence the breakdown of braincells.

Datura shares many cardiovasculair properties with cocaine. Having sex on a little bit cocaine is already such a heart eating activity. And tropanes even have worse other effects amoung them.

May I remember you that GHB, is anything but a favor to your principles.

You said it, you need a soft skin to hold water, but I'm not even sure you understand what causes the skin to hold more or less water. You certainly have a good feel of the basics, but you require body level understanding as well !

Ever heard of diureticals? These need to be avoided first with food intake. And yes, the oh so healthy vegatables are nasty diureticals. Knowing how aldosteron acts within the endocrien system is essential. Knowing how to esthablish balanced kalium and sodium levels in the blood is a nice beginning, far from advanced knowledge. And actually detecting it with your consciousness is part of it.

I know I can do like you say and fantasize that sexual relations is a lower form of tantra, but superiority complexes have never made any community evolve, you have to know your place in life...

Everyone has a consciousness which can potentially expand to a universe for it's own. After all, entheogen means the God within yourself. Not really an inferior presence I'd say. But I still remain as just another guy in life. However, just taking the substance and letting it go without trying to shape my dreams would have never brought me there. And it's hard to do so if a big dose of shrooms peaks. It hurts a lot.

As I said in another thread, living your life is just storing memories. These memories can be re-used to create whatever your self will wants.

An orgasm isn't suppose to hurt you, you are not supposed to do tantric "masturbation" for hours and drain so much dopamine out of your body (thats the joyness pleasure) ; you are supposed to ejaculate within 15 minutes if you are celibate, because you need feminine hormones to balance your inner fire or it is simply harmful.

15 minutes is like eating hamburgers at McDonalds. Focussing on a sophisticated taste and extend the duration of consumption is what I prefer.

Whatever people might say about it, contraction of the inner muscles for "meditative tantra" is not better than the guy who's driving on his kidneys in his car and contracts his anus while pressing on the breaks and derives pleasure from making a point in driving ethics to his fellow neighbor. Okay maybe it's a little better, since the adrenal glands are unlikely to fire as much, but if you ahve pain during orgasm you have a serious electrolyte issue and most likely lots of adrenaline in your bloodflow !

The "pleasure shivers" you talk about is merely dopamine, everyone gets that, there is nothing exeptional about it, people take drugs to get it, and they get it the same as you do !

Well okay, let me do my running sessions of 2 hours and you take your nap. Each his own freedom.

Never get back to physical sex ? You're laughing in my face here, it sure sounds like you've never had fulfilling sex or a real orgasm, that makes me not take it personally !

Sheesh !

Seems like I'm a nutty. I'm not upset or hurt about your comment, just in case.


By the way, just for my education course (I love to hear as many sources for just having the knowlege) How do you ingest Datura properly?

Tell me about the ground, how to determine the influence of the moonlight, season, size, colour, condition, roots. I know shamans who lived close to nature could pick a determined dose through judging factors like these. I wanna know your inputs since I read theories about it. And the more grounds I'm finding, the more 'stable' these theories become.

 

[Caduceus Mercurius]

I've got all the supplements I want in my shop downstairs. I think I've tried to kill the pain with high doses of MSM (somewhat similar to DMSO) in the past, but it didn't cut it. And I haven't tried a cream yet. I have MSM cream here.

Resveratrol is expensive, but I could order some.

Currently I'm using Panax ginseng, Ginkgo biloba, Chlorella, EPA & DHA, different types of mutlivitamins, zinc, Saw Palmetto, glucosamine, chondroitine, MSM, antioxidant complex, Rhodiola, Devil's Claw, Garlic, psyllium husk fibre, grapefruit seed extract, cannabis vapor, melatonin, calcium & magnesium, Borage oil (GLA), CLA, silicia, and a whole bunch of others I forgot to mention, everything natural. No pain killers.

 

[Ahuaeynjxs]

Well I wasn't expecting anything, but you are sure honest and compassionate enough to communicate with me.

I have many different views about the practices of meditation... when a buddhist sees me he looks me in the eye and makes facial expressions which I have noticed they do not do for anyone else.

I don't think I am "right" because I am great and that I've elucidated the mystery of the world. I think I was lucky, having mercury in my system made me able to do many tasks at once VERY FAST, my relation with the mushrooms helped me see some connections, and in one lucid dream I have had the workings of nature imparted to me by the Tao, and the counsciousnesses that reside therein which I called the great Oval and the Ovum whom are obviously the "new" "creators" of our galaxy.

So I'm the definite anti-hero, I have not deserved what has happened to me, nor I have worked for it, it is why I come here to share and I'm also interested in your views.

Your words certainly make sense to me , but I always see things that I experienced that do not work with what you say.

Your work with emotional coherence makes alot of sense ; but the part about you creating the feminine "presence" in your mind only leads me to think that you are deifying nature as a godess and thus connect to the daemonic lemurian pandemonium at the same time.

I would warn you to be careful, because if your heart is pure in your intention no living man can interfere with your "diamond vehicle" anymore like in the medieval times, but the time-lord demons which are merely magnetic wave responses to the solar flare activity in the mantle of the earth will try to use your field for biological transfer and bargaining if someone close to you ; that you merely think a second about in your practice gives it spirit. I have never met a man that can keep his spirit completely clear in meditation, I would sure be intrigued !

There is alot of misconception ; when meditation becomes ritual (which sitting and planning a meditative session is) the matrix evolves a singularity in its core, it was not so even 10 years ago !

Godess worshipping in any form to me is contrary to our holographic nature, that is why I think that loving a woman is more in line with the principles of my tradition. It's simple, truthful (biologically integral) and natural at the same time.

I agree that the psychedelics are probably amongst the least harmful of the endocrine modifying substances, but they certainly shouldn't be combined with sexual activities, the only exeption is Amanita Muscaria and even then it would require an holographic connection with a woman, because the mushroom hate just one thing ; to be taken as a god. It's easy to see how something that lives inside you can perceive many unrelated actions as deifying it.

Yes cocaine and datura have tropane actives, but the tropane side of cocaine requires an extremely large dose to kick in (which is what most people consider a quite small line, rofl) but datura tropane effects in very small doses are no challenge for the body, and can be medicine to many. But I'm talking about a few seeds here, and it all depends on the potency of the seeds.

GHB you have already in your body, GHB people eat in meat, GHB is an essential nutrient and is lacking in many vegetarians because it is very hard to make for the body. There has been many scientists disputing the illegality of a substance that can be found in the body, like DMT. Some doctors even quit their job, some university professors as well, to fight the governement against the banning of this wonderful molecule.

1-2ml of GHB in normal semi-viscous concentration is not harmful at all, the small glass of wine I'm drinking right now to warm my heart is much more harmful to my liver and brain.

now 3-4 ml of GHB, combined with sex, is against my principles ! GHB is a tonic nutrient, not a drug.

Of course I know what diuretics are, I'm a living encyclopedia

It was true in the age of taurus, it was less true in the age of pisces, but as the spilled water of aquarius seeps your feet this might just not hold that much truth now. I submit to you that the quantity of water you hold is in direct relation to your relationship to the mushrooms in your body and the form they take.

The scientists like to speak alot about sodium, but the piezo electricity of the body is much better served with complete mineral electrolytes like unrefined sea salt or crystal salt.

My digestive system and most likely many other psychonaut's is very special because I can easily absorb lots of water in my intestines if its salinity is ideal, and then go without any water for weeks at a time. Of course it's not a good idea to do that, I just know I can and still feel very fine. When I feel that I need to urinate and know that I shouldn't, I can easily reabsorb the water in my system and condense the urea and ammonia in a very small amount of urine that I can pee when I feel I reabsorbed most of it.

Diuretics or not, I do not pee more, this is simply not what makes me loose water in my cells.

15 minutes is a very arbitrary number, but I wouldn't compare it with fast food. The goal of having a regular ejaculation frequency with less "shivering" that is burning of dopamine-oxytocin leads to a certain peace of mind. Because then you have still reserves to play music, and dance with bliss. I'm sorry I would love to say your practice makes sense to me, but I prefer much the joy of playing music and dancing to sitting there for two hours making waves with my inner circular muscles.

Of course I admit it is highly spiritual, but for my body it is simply not sane unless you combine with a testosterone enhanced trance (you need to move). And the concentration required for brigning music about breaks the tendency of the mind to settle in the ease of a ritual.

In the olden days those plants were influenced alot by the lunar cycles and the precession of the equinoxes, but in my experience it is not much so anymore, from the same plant I have seen seeds extremely powerful and others barely perceptible. The single pod seems to be integral however, so I suggest to store the dried pods separately OR mix the seed bang completely.

Then you have to find out what are your doses by communion with the plant spirit and bodylevel knowledge. Those special plants have a very intimate relation with the silica matrix and contain already the information for anyone to properly interact with them. These plants have much more genetic intelligence than we do, their structure is much more complex.

All I can say is chew well, and use your sophisticated taste to perceive, the taste of "oh this is going to make me high" is a holographic perception and a very good example that times are changing.

 

[Ahuaeynjxs]

Sounds to me like you are on the good path to healing Caduceus !

I would suggest you do not use the cannabis vapors too close to where you think you will be sexually aroused, unlike anandamide the cannabinoids do not break down into usable parts by the body.

We have to remember cannabis is not fully understood by science yet, it's is such an amazing molecure, THC. It can act both as a free radical scavenger, and as a free radical causer, it tends to bring the body to balance, but , there are always buts.

The cannabis effect is very sensitive to the state of the living mycelia inside you, if the mycelia is unhappy and irritated, the cannabis will most likely be detrimental. Sex is one thing that can irritate the mushroom inside us tremendously, it seems to be very picky on the type and moment of sexual stimulation. You have probably noticed periods where you almost have no pain , and life seems to be better too... this is only because we have ont main nerve in our body, and we don't grow it, we stretch it. The mushroom can pull or push on that nerve forcing it to cripple or expand and break its myelin sheath.

So if you plan to use cannabis the same day you will have sex, make sure you move alot in between, and that you don't feel high anymore before you do so !

Melatonin you shouldn't take on the same day you have sex either, this will confuse your body especially if you use it regularly.

Apart from that your regimen sounds very good, but you have to understand why your body is giving you pain to make it all work to your advantage, this is where most people in your situation tumble.

In order to have a proper erection you need integral spinal fluid, open hormonal (prostaglandin) ducts, good water retention and "cool blood". This way it wont hurt and it will also boost your potential.