druglessdouglas
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One last thing: I just feel I should say that you come off as rather dogmatic, douglas.
what are you doing?
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magickmumu
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JENKEM.
druglessdouglas
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thats why i stick to jenkem. you dont get a tollerance. mind you some people never learn how to relax on psychoactives, or from day to day.
shame
still, ive been taking mushrooms for 21 years, so i cant be going too far wrong
shame
still, ive been taking mushrooms for 21 years, so i cant be going too far wrong
I've gotten as much insight out of a mild mescaline dose as I have off of an intense 16-hour acid trip, more than I've ever gotten out of mushrooms, less than I've gotten from my intense cannabis and hash sessions.
There are no rules.
What you get out of the experience of course is affected by your environment and where you place yourself, but in the end it depends on YOU. Your state of mind. If you challenge yourself or not.
I've had little glimpses into how memory affects present experience, how belief filters reality, how the senses intertwine, how to deal with stress and emotional periods of life, how to deal with death, a feeble glimpse into the ebb and flow of life and perhaps the nature of god. How to relax. The nature of fear and love.
These are all things that were already on my mind. When moments came up in my various journeys the doors opened and sometimes it was weeks or even months later that the inspiration derived from the experience came to me. Often there are no words for these experiences either, or the words take even longer to form.
As to whether or not i've improved as a human being as a result of these experiences, I don't know. I think I am a more relaxed and rational being as a result. I think I am better able to deal with stress than I used to be. I think I don't get as easily depressed, and when I get down, I can handle and even make use of the situation. I think I am less afraid and more open.
I do believe it is possible to do these substances for the wrong reason. Getting physically addicted to a damaging substance is bad IMO. On the other hand I don't think doing mushrooms for fun is necessarily bad. Learning is often its own reward, and exploration, play is often fun. Once again it depends what you are personally getting out of it. Not my place to judge other's motives. I did mushrooms for fun once and really got a lot out of the experience, in fact more than I have out of some of my serious mushroom trips. Insights just kept hitting me when I least expected them.
And when it comes to glue sniffing, can't say I've ever tried it. :lol:
There are no rules.
What you get out of the experience of course is affected by your environment and where you place yourself, but in the end it depends on YOU. Your state of mind. If you challenge yourself or not.
I've had little glimpses into how memory affects present experience, how belief filters reality, how the senses intertwine, how to deal with stress and emotional periods of life, how to deal with death, a feeble glimpse into the ebb and flow of life and perhaps the nature of god. How to relax. The nature of fear and love.
These are all things that were already on my mind. When moments came up in my various journeys the doors opened and sometimes it was weeks or even months later that the inspiration derived from the experience came to me. Often there are no words for these experiences either, or the words take even longer to form.
As to whether or not i've improved as a human being as a result of these experiences, I don't know. I think I am a more relaxed and rational being as a result. I think I am better able to deal with stress than I used to be. I think I don't get as easily depressed, and when I get down, I can handle and even make use of the situation. I think I am less afraid and more open.
I do believe it is possible to do these substances for the wrong reason. Getting physically addicted to a damaging substance is bad IMO. On the other hand I don't think doing mushrooms for fun is necessarily bad. Learning is often its own reward, and exploration, play is often fun. Once again it depends what you are personally getting out of it. Not my place to judge other's motives. I did mushrooms for fun once and really got a lot out of the experience, in fact more than I have out of some of my serious mushroom trips. Insights just kept hitting me when I least expected them.
And when it comes to glue sniffing, can't say I've ever tried it. :lol:
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-Marijuana
-LSD
-Psilocybe mushrooms
-2C-E
-2C-B
-5-MeO-DMT
-5-MeO-MIPT
-2C-C
-PCP
-GHB
-MDMA
-MDA
-MDE
-DOB
-DOM
-Wellbutrin
-Codeine
-Cocaine
-Methamphetamine
-DextroAmphetamine
-Ketamine
-Oxycodone
-Hydrocodone
-Morpheine
-Methylphenidate..
I am definately missing a few! But yea...what have you done?
-LSD
-Psilocybe mushrooms
-2C-E
-2C-B
-5-MeO-DMT
-5-MeO-MIPT
-2C-C
-PCP
-GHB
-MDMA
-MDA
-MDE
-DOB
-DOM
-Wellbutrin
-Codeine
-Cocaine
-Methamphetamine
-DextroAmphetamine
-Ketamine
-Oxycodone
-Hydrocodone
-Morpheine
-Methylphenidate..
I am definately missing a few! But yea...what have you done?
What have I done?
Mostly shroom trips as I discovered how easy they grow
Marihuana (daily use)
MDMA once every 2-3 months
LSD: couple of days ago I had my first one :mrgreen:
Mescaline: low to medium dose once
Speed: 3 times and didn't like it
Salvia: never had a breaktrough, lost interest
Alcohol: 3 beers a week lately
Tobacco daily
Self made opium
Bad XTC pills
Calea
Catmint, Leonibus S., Leonibus L.,...
Wishlist:
I was planning on doing 2CB this period, but I've lost that contact :?
I'm also curious about how cocaine feels but I don't search for it.
Ayahuasca
Vaporized DMT
Mostly shroom trips as I discovered how easy they grow
Marihuana (daily use)
MDMA once every 2-3 months
LSD: couple of days ago I had my first one :mrgreen:
Mescaline: low to medium dose once
Speed: 3 times and didn't like it
Salvia: never had a breaktrough, lost interest
Alcohol: 3 beers a week lately
Tobacco daily
Self made opium
Bad XTC pills
Calea
Catmint, Leonibus S., Leonibus L.,...
Wishlist:
I was planning on doing 2CB this period, but I've lost that contact :?
I'm also curious about how cocaine feels but I don't search for it.
Ayahuasca
Vaporized DMT
druglessdouglas
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drugsrreligious(hehe) youll have to tell us about your DOM & DOB experiences.
its the only 2 on your list i havnt tried yet. how many mg's, how long did they last etc. was it all sweetness tranquility and peace?
its the only 2 on your list i havnt tried yet. how many mg's, how long did they last etc. was it all sweetness tranquility and peace?
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BTW, nice first post. Dicksizing is our game, you know. :wink:
BTW, nice first post. Dicksizing is our game, you know. :wink:
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It's not about the size, it's what you do with it
(I know, I know, twas in sarc-mode, but I do admit, the topic has that kind off feeling to it)
druglessdouglas
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its because im a sarcastic bastard. it seeps into everything i do or say
I apologise with all my heart
and i realy, realy mean that
its because im a sarcastic bastard. it seeps into everything i do or say
I apologise with all my heart
and i realy, realy mean that
grassisgreener
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Cannabis (Daily)
Alcohol
Hydrocodone
Methylphenidate
Lorazepam
Cocaine
Diazepam
Salvia
Nutmeg
Kava
LSA (HBWR + Morning Glory)
Oxycodone
Tobacco
Codeine
DXM
Alprazolam
Passionflower
LSD
Opium
Various Barbiturates
DOC
i know I'm forgetting some
and i think that's a good list considering i was strongly anti-drug until this year
Alcohol
Hydrocodone
Methylphenidate
Lorazepam
Cocaine
Diazepam
Salvia
Nutmeg
Kava
LSA (HBWR + Morning Glory)
Oxycodone
Tobacco
Codeine
DXM
Alprazolam
Passionflower
LSD
Opium
Various Barbiturates
DOC
i know I'm forgetting some
and i think that's a good list considering i was strongly anti-drug until this year
Ill try to put them in the order I first tried them
1. Caffeine
2. Alcohol
3. Tobacco.
4. Cannabis
5. Speed
6. Ecstasy
7. Salvia
8. Mushrooms
9. Ketamine
10. DXM
11. GHB (once, a very small dose, but I liked it, I would like so much to take more)
12. Coke (tried it for the first time a few days ago )
The difference between me and a glue sniffer? Well... I never sniffed glue :lol:
1. Caffeine
2. Alcohol
3. Tobacco.
4. Cannabis
5. Speed
6. Ecstasy
7. Salvia
8. Mushrooms
9. Ketamine
10. DXM
11. GHB (once, a very small dose, but I liked it, I would like so much to take more)
12. Coke (tried it for the first time a few days ago
)The difference between me and a glue sniffer? Well... I never sniffed glue :lol:
psm
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TV makes the stupid even more stupid and the smart one smarter...Meduzz a dit:
druglessdouglas a dit:
Tea
Coffee
Alcohol
Tobacco
Cannabis
Coke
Coke (the other one)
Ecstasy
Opium-Hash mix (once)
Communication
Sex
Sparsely some of the natural stuff that grows in my region (wiccan drugs)
Truth is, I never tried a lot of drugs. Mostly because I see drugs in a certain set for a certainpurpose. And I never had the chance to have the proper setting for them.
I always wanted to try other stuff but I don't see that much of a need.
I have been a metaprogrammer since my infant years. If I would tell you, how I perceive the world and all that lives on it, you certainly would not believe me. You would most likely not believe me, if I would tell you, what I have seen and how my mind works. And it does do without drugs.
I always saw drugs as a way, but certainly they are not the only way. Especially not for a Psychonaut.
Yes, if I get the chance to try something and feel comfortable with the set and setting, I will go for it. Until then, I do my it without. And until now, I have not met anyone on par (which is in no way a judgment or valuation) yet and I have traveled half the world.
What is in me, is what is outside of me. And it has been as long as I can remember. I did try to make sense of it when I was younger, then I gave that up, willing to accept that I am just plain crazy until I realized, I don't need to give a shit anyway. Since then, I accept, that my mind is nothing but a tool to a cosmic function. Not much more, then a receiver for a transmission I often don't understand. And while I have been seen as the antichrist, an alien, a Spook and many other things, I am a prophet, a jesus, and never wanted to be. I am nothing and all. And while it makes me cry too often, I have many laughs as well. For all that, I never needed any drugs.
Most likely it was all triggered by a shock, I experienced when I was 18 month. Combined with genetics and a rather moved childhood, it all fell into place. By no means it makes me special, better or anything else. Except maybe weirder then most you will meet...
Talking about heroes:
The hero bears
silent tears
broken heart
the hero bears
the soul’s apart
no one hears
burning mind
the hero bears
eyes now blind
wicked cheers
dessert lands
the hero bears
what never ends
fog that clears
emotions hot
the hero bears
but I am not
"What am i doing"
I actually only started diving into this "psychedelicness" at the beginning of this year.
I`ve smoked occasional cannabis before, but was`ent really "aware" yet.
Now:
Ginseng (green thee) daily.
Cannabis, daily.
Mushrooms, small and high dosed. monthly.
LSA seeds: Hawaiian baby woodrose, morning glory.
and other mild herbs like: catmint and such.
Besides psychedelics i like to drink Lemonjuice, healthy + it can really enhance my tripping sensations!
I rarely drink alcohol, when i do i prefer vodka (smirnoff) again with lemon
I`ve tried smoking Salvia leafs lately but got no effect, i probably did it wrong.
So i`m gonna get some 10x extract next time, and do it properly.
XTC is on my "to do list" to.
Right now i`m looking to find some LSD...
I actually only started diving into this "psychedelicness" at the beginning of this year.
I`ve smoked occasional cannabis before, but was`ent really "aware" yet.
Now:
Ginseng (green thee) daily.
Cannabis, daily.
Mushrooms, small and high dosed. monthly.
LSA seeds: Hawaiian baby woodrose, morning glory.
and other mild herbs like: catmint and such.
Besides psychedelics i like to drink Lemonjuice, healthy + it can really enhance my tripping sensations!
I rarely drink alcohol, when i do i prefer vodka (smirnoff) again with lemon
I`ve tried smoking Salvia leafs lately but got no effect, i probably did it wrong.
So i`m gonna get some 10x extract next time, and do it properly.
XTC is on my "to do list" to.
Right now i`m looking to find some LSD...
SpiralArchitect
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Hm, interesting...
I have to ask, does it matter what drugs we have done, or does it matter what we have learned in these experiences?
I have experience with a lot of drugs, but does that make me more 'enlightened' automatically than say, someone who has none?
No. I don't think so, not one bit. Someone who has been sober their entire existence may have more insight, revelations and understanding than all of us, combined.
We can all flash our 'wangs' and see 'whos is longer', but how well can you fuck?
You cannot make love if you cannot caress ones soul. 8)
Comparing 'what we have done' imo, is diametrically opposed to the psychonautic way of life. This isn't a competition, this isn't about past experiences, and taking all the drugs we can; it's about learning, about our soul, our minds, our spirits and the entirety of existence.
I have to ask, does it matter what drugs we have done, or does it matter what we have learned in these experiences?
I have experience with a lot of drugs, but does that make me more 'enlightened' automatically than say, someone who has none?
No. I don't think so, not one bit. Someone who has been sober their entire existence may have more insight, revelations and understanding than all of us, combined.
We can all flash our 'wangs' and see 'whos is longer', but how well can you fuck?
You cannot make love if you cannot caress ones soul. 8)
Comparing 'what we have done' imo, is diametrically opposed to the psychonautic way of life. This isn't a competition, this isn't about past experiences, and taking all the drugs we can; it's about learning, about our soul, our minds, our spirits and the entirety of existence.
BrainEater
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Me too. You can always join the ego-game, but it doesn't make your dick one inch longer. So better learn about growing your dick instead of growing your wanking ego .... It's sick anyways, because if you have reached the level of comparing the quality of your experiences with the experiences of others, then you don't believe in your own experience anyway, so it would be quite pointless to even compare the experiences in the way you maybe do, but most times the things you know about the experiences of others are far from the "actual truth" anyway....
peace.
peace.
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i never asked what drugs you were doing. i asked "what are you doing?"
i was very unspecific, its the troll in me
i was very unspecific, its the troll in me
SpiralArchitect
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Well, what am I doing?
I am trying to learn, more about me, humankind, the universe and the song it sings.
I am trying to love, me, humankind and the universe we all sing with. Become more in harmony with nature and the spirits. Quit being an ignorant mental, physical mortal being, 'to still be human and swing on the spiral of divinity'
I am just trying to live, with all my righteousness and mental, and spiritual capacity. I'm not trying to solve the 'puzzle of life', but merely assemble my small, and insignificant part of the large picture. Drugs just help me open my mind to new, yet already existing, pathways of interpretation and insight; to tread slowly on the highways of giants.
I'm trying to avoid meeting girls. :lol:
I am trying to learn, more about me, humankind, the universe and the song it sings.
I am trying to love, me, humankind and the universe we all sing with. Become more in harmony with nature and the spirits. Quit being an ignorant mental, physical mortal being, 'to still be human and swing on the spiral of divinity'
I am just trying to live, with all my righteousness and mental, and spiritual capacity. I'm not trying to solve the 'puzzle of life', but merely assemble my small, and insignificant part of the large picture. Drugs just help me open my mind to new, yet already existing, pathways of interpretation and insight; to tread slowly on the highways of giants.
I'm trying to avoid meeting girls.
:lol: 
