I where just spending time listening to muse, and they have a song named "A dying atheist". IJesusChrist, you gonna like it! So now sit back in your chair, relax and breath slowly, and just feel the melancholy of this song. And think without being scared about the unexplainable. There are just still things what are only explainable with metaphors, but as time passes science makes them explainable.
Look for example to quantum physics, it is in my opinion the science of spirituality. They still to faraway from the truth, but these days they improve there theories continuously, and they progress constantly. In my opinion it is the science of spirituality, only it is not yet perfect. But where getting at least somewhere, so don`t be so hard for your self. Since spirituality and science will soon come together.
I also had a time that i was for 100% atheist. I could not understand why people could believe in fairytale`s and it did frustrate me constantly, but could let my self go and believe some stupid bullshit, like demons, angels, ghosts, mystical powers and revelations. I was so fucking hard on my self, but from the moment i did let go my mind where ever it would take me, i started to understand how important this metaphors seemed to be. For me, Science can be pretty feelingness, because it can not yet explain everything. You get born, live a couple of years and then you die and turn to dust in favor of nature and mother earth.
If i would get a long with these kind of thoughts, i would go seriously depressed, so this is where for me the metaphors step in place. It's not the truth nor it is only just bullshit, but it is the language of the possibility's. You have to fully understand/experience the language at work, to really understand what it could give you. If you would only listen to it without reasoning or questioning it. The language gives so many answers to big questions that can later be answered by science. This is how it went, and how it always will be.
Greets,
Mystic.
lyric:
Eerie whispers
trapped beneath my pillow
won't let me sleep
your memories
I know you're in this room
I'm sure I heard you sigh
floating in-between
where our worlds collide
It scares the hell out of me
and the end is all I can see
and it scares the hell out of me
and the end is all I can see
yea yea yeaaaaa yea yea
yea yea yea
yea yea o aaa oaaaaaaa!!
I know the moment's near
and there's nothing we can do
look through a faithless eye
are you afraid to die?
It scares the hell out of me
and the end is all I can see
and it scares the hell out of me
and the end is all I can see
yea yea yeaaaaa yea yea
yea yea yea
yea yea o aaa oaaaaaaa!!
[Instrumental]
It scares the hell out of me
and the end is all I can see
and it scares the hell out of me
and the end is all I can see
yea yea yeaaaaa yea yea
yea yea yea
yea yea o aaa oaaaaaaa!!