PsycheSmirk
Neurotransmetteur
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- 27/12/08
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- 68
Lately I've been getting pretty disturbing and unpleasant highs... or at least, they're unpleasant when I'm with people and smoke, which is usually how I smoke. If I'm by myself I don't have a problem with it because I have no one to be embarrassed in front of. :?
Okay, so basically, the first effects that tend to come on is the usual (well, at least for most people I know) hazy vision, the beginning feeling of transition of normal thinking to a head-change, and a warm tingly feeling throughout my body.
A couple minutes later, things are starting to get pretty different. My surroundings seem to melt away and it feels like I'm somewhere else. I kind of just look around at things and stare at them as if I have no clue what it is. People's voices distort and sound like something else. I hallucinate that I'm walking backward or forward, and that people are saying something completely different than what they're actually saying. This is when the people I'm with usually look at me oddly, because while they're still passing around the second joint just finishing off their like, 8th hit, I'm pretty much tripping on just one big hit of the stuff.
Minutes after that, physical effects come on, and come on hard. My whole body shakes, and my muscles and nerves start twitching like CRAZY and I can't stop it. Along with this, my whole body sort of pushes itself outward. For instance... I push out my stomach, and I exhale really hard (this is probably just because I'm short of breath...). And all those things I do, I am not aware of doing unless I actually stop and think about what I'm doing.
Then my mind starts messing with me and my high/"trip" gets to the disturbing part. I feel like everybody that I walk by is talking about me and knows that I am high. I feel like the people I smoked with are thinking badly of me and they're planning to ditch me somewhere and/or get someone to like... beat me up or something like that. It's weird. And when this starts happening my whole high gets just about ruined.
So... while all of this is unpleasant when I'm with people, it's very cool when I'm alone and just laying down, because I can think my weird thoughts and not have to care about communicating with people.
But since half the time I smoke I'm with people, I need to know if there are techniques or something to control yourself.
Thanks.
Okay, so basically, the first effects that tend to come on is the usual (well, at least for most people I know) hazy vision, the beginning feeling of transition of normal thinking to a head-change, and a warm tingly feeling throughout my body.
A couple minutes later, things are starting to get pretty different. My surroundings seem to melt away and it feels like I'm somewhere else. I kind of just look around at things and stare at them as if I have no clue what it is. People's voices distort and sound like something else. I hallucinate that I'm walking backward or forward, and that people are saying something completely different than what they're actually saying. This is when the people I'm with usually look at me oddly, because while they're still passing around the second joint just finishing off their like, 8th hit, I'm pretty much tripping on just one big hit of the stuff.
Minutes after that, physical effects come on, and come on hard. My whole body shakes, and my muscles and nerves start twitching like CRAZY and I can't stop it. Along with this, my whole body sort of pushes itself outward. For instance... I push out my stomach, and I exhale really hard (this is probably just because I'm short of breath...). And all those things I do, I am not aware of doing unless I actually stop and think about what I'm doing.
Then my mind starts messing with me and my high/"trip" gets to the disturbing part. I feel like everybody that I walk by is talking about me and knows that I am high. I feel like the people I smoked with are thinking badly of me and they're planning to ditch me somewhere and/or get someone to like... beat me up or something like that. It's weird. And when this starts happening my whole high gets just about ruined.
So... while all of this is unpleasant when I'm with people, it's very cool when I'm alone and just laying down, because I can think my weird thoughts and not have to care about communicating with people.
But since half the time I smoke I'm with people, I need to know if there are techniques or something to control yourself.
Thanks.