I've been troubled by visions of past lives since as long as I can remember (and before I can).
Hearing certain songs, seeing certain picture, even seeing certain buildings can make me break down and cry. I have no control over it really, it just happens... My emotions feel as if they have all been stirred in a blender and I need to explode.
I usually see some weird story line with these images/songs/places that don't make any sense. They never include "me" it just includes what I perceive should be me, and something or someone else.
My mother told me a story of when I was 1ish years old and greensleeves came on the radio. I was sitting in the living room in a crib type thing and being quite. When the music started playing I started balling. There was nothing she could do to even remotely stop me, and she said she had never heard me cry like that before.
I heard greensleeves for the first time I "remembered" in the 1st grade. It was during christmas time and I found it on a piano song. I replayed it 10 times atleast and I couldn't stop crying. I kept getting this image of sheep and green. Sheep and green. Over and over. It was green but it was "time to go" kept going through my head...
I've had too many of these type of experiences to count and they've slowly gotten weaker and weaker. I still get them, not as often and not as strong anymore... My knees used to buckle and I would slam my fist on the ground at times just at seeing the sun set in a certain way, over a certain hill because it reminded me of something. But I didn't know what...
I don't think I'll ever figure what these episodes are from...
