GOD a dit:
I dont see much/any takeing drugs for inner growth . I see recreational use , playing , drug abuse , escapism , relaxing . Maybe some of you have learned something from your drug use , but i dont see people planning to do it , doing it in an ordered way . The learning just seems to me to be a by product........ and very little .
Well, I have made remarkable diagnoses about my health, body and mind. The destabilisation of myself into pixels, re-gained it all back and limed myself into a more purified me. An I that's constantly euphoric and pleased about being present with a consciousness.
I'm quite an heavy exerciser when it comes to strength, muscle build, endurance, limberness. But the physical part is only the outer glass model, the content should be filled with confetti. You can live your life in a very modest and solitair way while being 'on the top of the world' without having to claim anything significant from others or the world, which is the life environment and our collective bath in which we have to divide space with and for each other.
I have checked how my lungs were doing their work, how my heart beats, how my veins are. I can even smell what's in my urine as in nutrition form. Or taste it to check my interior. In fact, I can detect or anything is wrong in a VERY early state. Although people, or doctors will call me idiotic.
You may be right that we're just a few souls amoung five billion people and therefore, it won't make a change. But at least we're aware of our conscience and having a perfectly sane and healthy brain that has a strong self agentship. And since a true psychonaut is very susceptible for impulses, smell, taste, touch and generally fragile, we don't need much to pick the joy out of life and please ourselve. Yet we ain't easily hurt or emotional unstable, but rational, sincere and mentally strong. I can bite as a snake, with mathematical strategies. But only if my life is in danger, not to push myself through, to take revenge or to rule.
Less sources are burnt, but maximum feelings and antenna's are experienced. That's what a psychonaut can achieve along with his journey's of course.
Discovered tantra through psychedelics and being in able to perform it in a sober state as well, I'd say I'll never switch back to sex with another person as a basis. Sailing with the erotic senses within my awareness without losing the energy through an orgasm is a true utopia to me.
I wouldn't exchange my fragile body and mind for a billion dollars, or any worldwide acknowledge.