You have actively chosen a path, and your way is the path of universal love. I don't judge you, now I am rather jealous that you have the strength to go this path. I can't.
It's still beautiful that you see it this way.
Merely by seeing it this way you are contributing a lot, I hope you can acknowledge this for yourself because it is true!
People around us are fucked up, the world is fucked up.
And the fact that there is no direct cure or fix and that these sick people harm also the ones around us and is a heavy burdain of great pain.
Sometimes I think the most loving among us suffer the greatest.
And then there's personal problems.
Life will never become easy for anyone, even if it's just for seeing the injustice around you and feeling the inability to truely do something about this suffering.
We will never be able to truely enjoy our problemless and perfect life full of joy and love knowing that people are beeing exploited and that injustice takes place.
Dedicating oneself to love is the most beautiful gift that you can give yourself and this world, but I know pretty much nobody that is actually doing this.
We are simply not strong enough.
As long as you actually admire this the most of everything, you are being very strong already imo.
But we can give each other strength and every truely good thing you do is a truely good thing done.
We can't hurry this up, it takes too much out of us.
We must take it easy, and not acuse ourselves of not loving enough.
Love cannot be forced.
I always think to myself nobody's perfect or they would'nt be walking around here if that makes sense.
But actually I don't believe this, I think I say this to myself to point out the above stated.
There are times in ones life, when things aren't looking like love at all, when your loved ones are suffering, when pain is felt greatly and strength is nowhere to be found, I speak out of experience.
You don't have to give much love to be a good person, it's not like if you are not contributing you are working against
Especially when times are tough.
If you are strong enough not to act upon your hate in tough times you are being strong imo.
Everyone probably (I myself definately have) has felt hate in his/her life lots of times.
It is human, I don't like the word natural in this kind of context so I am not going to call it this.
But even when we FEEL hate, we can still be strong and not act upon it.
For it is when we do this that we come at the point that we truely ARE working against it.
Against love, against us, against ourselves.
But even if one does, that doesn't mean I don't like him/her personally.
It only brings me pain and grief and true pitty (not the kind that is like standing above someones acting, commonly used in society but the real thing)
Or at least I TRY to experience it this way.
To try is all you have to do.
All you may do.
It is beautiful.
Hate, pain, jealousy and anger into love, joy, peace and compassion
Amen!!! :heart:
Srry for long post btw
Pouring my heart out makes me feel so good