Allusion a dit:
i understand what you are saying. but can you understand what i am saying? i am saying that it doesn't matter what you say, be it (quoting you, not remarking on the words themselves) "word/expression", or "experience", that all that doesn't matter, because at the end of the day, not one word in the english(any) language has intrinsic value. the definition of a word simply references other words, that refer to other words, for more references to other words references that continue to reference themselves into infinity.
you even say it yourself, perhaps unknowingly: "I am referring to the experience of dying and being reborn, I am not referring to the words "ego death"."
it's all referring. it's all "mapping the territory"... :lol:
you are asserting that the map is the same thing as the territory, that is a category error/fallacy, there are in fact TWO things, - 1.the map (refererence), and 2.the territory (the referent), these are not the same thing, the map is not the same thing as the territory. The map is a squiggly pattern on a big piece of paper, the territory is the actual physical landscape to which all the squiggly lines refer (or 'map out')
a psychedelic trip is not simply the word 'psychedelic trip' written on a piece of paper, it is an experience which happens in the mind after the ingestion of psychedelic drugs, where you see colourful patterns etc. We employ words and concepts in order to talk about our experiences, but the words and concepts we employ, are ontologically distinct entities from the experiences we are using them to talk about.
So it isnt 'all referring', there are references, and there are the things beyond the references which the references point to, there is the word 'allusion' written on a page, and there is ALSO the person, you, to whom that word 'allusion' points to. It is basic conceptual hygiene to acknowledge the distinction between a word, and a thing referred to by a word.
We have experiences, and we build verbal maps of the experiences so that we can understand them and talk about them, that is surely the meaning of 'psycho-naut', explorer of mind, explorers go on adventures and make maps of unchartered territory, and the most exciting, dangerous and profound adventure to embark on is psychedelic ego death/transcendence, the discovery of the nonexistence of the separate self.