Depression...again..

[Forkbender]

Questioning is good, but don't overdo it. Don't question who you are, question what you think.

 

[restin]

^questions are good but questions need answers. Open yourself for new answers and change.

 

[Ahuaeynjxs]

I don't want to sound like a know it all... but...

The cause of your depression is your sexual practices. The "million dollar" spot you are talking about must never be pressed while you have a n erection, it will force micro-fissures in your ejaculation duct and completely destroy your libido in the long term.

You might be able to remain hard for a long time and eshaust partners, but thats not libido. Libido is when the penis bioelectricity creates a feeling of "vibration" in the spine.

Not only this is breaking your tubulures, you are also detroying your testosterone hormonal axis, you must produce way too much adrenaline-cortisol. Your dopamine must be extreemly low, your serotonin unable to buffer the up and downs.

And most sad of all, you must not attract many ladies in a purely physical way ; but don't loose hope, anyone can heal and they have in the past.

If you start by regulating that ejaculation frequency, you will see immediate improvement, you see its not about the nutritive value of sperm, thats ridiculous mythos made by people with tight prostates, who cannot make a godess climb to the 7th sky. It's really sad I know 90% of the so called gurus tell you must not waste the sperm, scientifically... this is totally ridiculous. It's the regulation and emptying the gonads not fully , maybe 2 thirds, which is important, it signals your body that your cycle is understood and it starts to heal.

Sorry there is no other magic way to heal, when you penis is full of libido ALL THE TIME, you will be so hot you will bet dozens of smile from ladies everyday, but since you wont be so edgy on adrenaline, you wwill be able to control yourself so well that they're even going to be impressed at what a man you are.

You're going to have to stop smoking mostly as well, your liver is obviously sick. Especially smoking WITH masturbation... sorry to sound so alarming , but I have studied endocrynology for 5 years and treated people for this kind of problem for 3 years, couples too. This is my actual job, and there is no ambiguity in this. If you choose to smoke, you must not masturbate, anytime you do hormone altering drugs, you must not have sex, or you're going to sink even lower in the depression. Not only you wont enjoy the cigarettes like you can, you will live generally less. By what you say I feel you are meaning to say you prefer to live intensely than for a long time, thats why you keep cigarettes and the enjoyable state of mind , cool and stimulated... but that tought is going to catch up behind you.

Don't turn yourself into a farce, you're still young it will be easy to heal ! I healed from a similar condition myself, and helped many people. You will need kava, and magnesium and fish (or golden algae) oil, and other stuff...

 

[Psyolopher]

Know it all, well lol you seem to know it all anyway! :lol:
So basicly you're telling me to choose between my two favorite hobbies?
:lol: I like them both.
But thanks, from now on i will kill my soldiers with a piece of paper! :lol:
Btw, your job is kick ass....well are you like a doctor? What is your job title?
I'd like to ask you a couple of quick questions through through PM if thats ok with you....
Some of it is abit to personal to post on here...
Btw, when I find a good sex partner....And do alot of sex everyday or every other day...I feel ALOT better.
Buuuut obviously im lonely these days.
Thank you. Actually people pick up easily on my energy.

If im feeling sad, or anxious people ignore me.
If im feeling GOOD, and full of positive energy, women smell it and check me out more.

Its kinda funny.

 

[Ahuaeynjxs]

Pheromones

a man that knows his hormonal cycles will know how to squeeze those out at the right times and make the ladies pleased. The more complex the attitude of the man towards his emotional-hormonal cycles, usually the more complex the pheromones the body puts out.

My job title is "Shaman" lol... I have no degree, but since I was in a part of the world where cultvating medicinal herbs was legal and all, I had lots of free time to read tons of scientific articles and people came to me to ask questions, eventually I had a whole database of people experience. Sadly however they usually shy off once they know the truth about the fact that a man does not need a woman to feel "satisfied" with himself, thus looking way more attractive for the opposite gender

So I got people who said yeah thanks it worked... but noone was open enough to share to me how it evolved, well some but not much. So thats why when it comes to woman, I don't know it all. But I know myself, and everyone calls me Shaman lol...

 

[IJesusChrist]

How are you?

Let me guess: better?

Indeed, you have little to no symptoms, correct?

Ahh, so you realize something?

No, not that. It's deeper!

 

[Psyolopher]

Ahuaeynjxs: Pheramones....They play a vital role.
But Energy does play a rather big one aswell....(in my personal, non professional but philosophical and self experienced way.)


Yeah Christ, thanks alot.
Well, things still go up and down.
UP and down...Like heaven and hell.
But i've known of the revolution for some time now, the world is waking up.
And i try to speed it up as much as i can by experssing it and thinking about it.
And so must all of you, who know what iam talking about.

Actually strange events have happened to me.
Good energy exploding, creating reality....in such a way it cannot be coinsidence.

WHO FEELS IT KNOWS IT! UNITE!

 

[BrainEater]

i want to share that i love how kind many here are and how they approach these topics and really want to help!!!!!!!!!! by the way psyololopher there you go! :mrgreen: positivity elevates!!!! besides the rollercoaster you are naturally in of course!!! lol !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! feeling good is no privilege that you have to attain or so.... feeling good is essential to create positivity. so: you don't have to feel bad about the whole feeling good drama... like: " oh no i don't feel good that's so bad.... i do feel bad now.... i am never gonna feel good..."see: it just leads to where you started or even behind it so the first thign about starting to feel better is to actually do it and logically do things that bring this with it.


peace :weedman:

 

[IJesusChrist]

Here was my spiral:

Man, I kind of feel down...
No I don't.
Yeah, you actually do.
Yeah you're right but I should stay positive..
Ok go for it.
I can't.
Why not?
I'm feeling down.
Come on cheer up!
Ok.
Is this fake happiness?
Yes.
That makes me feel like shit.
How is it fake?
Its not.
Then I can just make happiness?
Yes.
What's real?
Nothing.

That makes me feel like shit.
Lolz. :lol:

There is always the positive, which is always correct, being covered by the negative, which is always correct too.
2 worlds.

 

[Psyolopher]

Here was my spiral:

Man, I kind of feel down...
No I don't.
Yeah, you actually do.
Yeah you're right but I should stay positive..
Ok go for it.
I can't.
Why not?
I'm feeling down.
Come on cheer up!
Ok.
Is this fake happiness?
Yes.
That makes me feel like shit.
How is it fake?
Its not.
Then I can just make happiness?
Yes.
What's real?
Nothing.

That makes me feel like shit.
Lolz. :lol:

There is always the positive, which is always correct, being covered by the negative, which is always correct too.
2 worlds.

Wow I can really relate to this spiral!
Shit!