I HAVE POST SOME OF THIS WORD'S ELSEWHERE, SO U WILL READ ONLY PART WHICH COUNTS ON "MAGIC" HAND:
CUT FROM LETTER: GORAN TO GOD
Magic is something invisible, years of study are needed to accomplish it (which stage? Hell if I know). Why I study "magic"? Cause my grandma and mom have such "powers" which are so weird and logically-scientifically deniable. People round hers would tell that they are not normal! Crazy maybe!(they keep that for themselves and for "known" people, also my grandma is desisted(dead) but I like to talk bout her like she's alive)
But define me what is normal NOW, HERE, in this WORLD? People and society has given such declarations what it normal and what is obscene! Also HERE is big thing. Peruvian people look on sex and materialism as "taboo behavior"! They respect PEDRO and never use it alone, only big groups like 10+++ people.One user or fun user is big SIN)
Magic isn't right word for rituals, religions, myths, believes, spirits of life, nature, "lower life" like serpents, insects, fungus, non living material like minerals, soil, stones, water (which are all 100% of our structure, material structure, so why we call it immaterial material?) Also "magic" live in our DNA. DNA isn't only factory of amino acids, enzymes, carriers of genome. DNA is radio transmitter just like it is also radio transmitter!
First DNA or actually RNA comes from something 3,5-4 billions of years. "Magic" or life forms which we call spirits and Gods define changes in that RNA (which has transformed herself into DNA). So we are all part of first virus, every tree or plant generally, every animal, even The Earth herself and Universe as whole "magical" generator! And please tell me that Universe is physical formula and definitions!??? I would like to hear what U say bout that.
Entheogens are "magical" tools which we need to use cause our perceptions of life, existence and connections with Universe are lost and DNA can't speak with The World and Universe any more. Westerns are the most critical population. We are lost in fear of dieing, lack of money, wrong values, material body, looks, and so on..., I can write whole day bout vices and lost ways in western life!
DNA is the ONE!! DNA is ultimate connector of everybody with everything! Read some books bout DNA and "everything". I could give U some advices?. And PM how U are doing. U know what I mean (C). Can give U advices what to do to help yourself. Peace
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