Weird Reocurring visual

[Trip]

Hello everbody. This is not at all anything against psychedelics, I love them. I see no reason to try drugs like cocaine or heroin, when we have psychedelics. However I have always had this thing that I see but then immediatly block out of my mind while tripping, as I get a really eery feeling everytime I see it, I will explain.

#1Did shrooms last summer, (first psychedelic expirience) Perfect trip, nothing negative except for about 10 seconds when I was laying with my eyes closed and all a sudden seen me except looking different.. head kinda different shape, like more of a oval and tilted like a alien's(i didn't look like a alien though) And my eyes stretched back, very dark, and my mouth also kind of weird looking... When I think of the overall picture, I think "birdlike."

Now When I seen it I don't know why but I got very scared kind of and knew that it was somethign I did not want to think about, so immeditaly blocked it out and talked to friends.

#2Bought some salvia, me and my buddy were in the woods smoking it from the bong, and as I take my hit and close my eyes, I open them, to see my best buddy looking the exact same way I did, (head, eyes, mouth). Also, I hallucinated him making a realllllly big looking tight lipped grin(scary grin). I immeditaly looked away to focus on nature, and once again, blocked whatever my mind wants to think about out.

#3 I had 2 acid trips and seen it minorly in my head, didn't bother me too much as I immediatly took it out of my head.

#4 Worst one yet. I was in my room, tripping quite hard on some acid. I clsoed my eyes and felt that something was weird, as I opened them, there was me, in my weird birdlike messed up looking way, on my wall (in my wall, not actually coloured or anything.) This scared me to death, my mind went nuts and I started blocking it out because I cannot take what this is, and what will happen if I think about it or focus on it while tripping. I have a overwhelming feeling something bad or scarey will happen if I do. Any advice on what I should do? It never has actually ruined a psychedelic expirience for me, as I always get over it soon enough my focusing my attention on something else. Thanks!

 

[Guest]

embrace the visual and let go. you gotta face the bull and grab it by the horns.

 

[JustinNed]

I agree ^ I think the only way you will get over this is to not block your mind but embrace whatever it is. Just let your mind take over and face your mental fear, only when one faces a fear can one get over it.

 

[druglessdouglas]

yeh embrace it dont feed the wierdness. itll prob stop happening when you let your mind suss it out. theres nothing to fear but fear itself.

 

[Trip]

Yeah I guess you guys are right, it is the only way. I just don't like the idea of going through a bad trip I could have avoided by simply not thinking into the visual. Oh well, I guess if it keeps up it has to be done, thanks guys haha.

 

[JustinNed]

I don't think there is really a "bad trip" as long as something has been learned. Maybe have a close friend with you when attempting this, I would also do a full dosage for a full trip as well!

 

[mysticwarrior]

I`ve had some bad-trips, but once you back to normal, you will have no regret. It's really interesting, facing your fears can let you grow.

Gr,
Mystic.

 

[druglessdouglas]

think of it as a wierd movie with special effects going on and you may enjoy it. it cant hurt you any more than a fairground mirror can. the full dose advise id agree with. its my experience that you get so deep into it freeking out doesnt cross your mind. but thats just me. trust your own judgement. PAY NO ATTENTION TO THE MAN BEHIND THE CURTAIN

 

[mysticwarrior]

I think the fear where you scared off, is the fear from story's of people who did have bad trips. Many times, these story's sounds really scary, and they are. But at the same time there not that hard when it happens to you. Of course, you would almost freak-out when it happens. But there is always something helping you go trough it.

I've had many bad-trips before, but it fascinated me so much that i just keep experimenting with it. But once i did learn to just accept what ever it was, i just keep having nice en beautiful trips and almost no fear or whatsoever.

Don't be afraid of all those horror story's around there, and if it happens, just let it be!

Gr,
Mystic.

 

[Trip]

Haha you all convinced me , I'll let ya know how it goes.. I'm going to give myself a good break though as I've tripped every weekend in the past month.. I know thats bad but LSD and Mushrooms were not in my town since summer! So I just coudln't help myself, had to make up for all that time haha

 

[raverfreak]

Your probably a shape shifter. Play around with it. Get into feeling like your this bird creature, then when you start to grow feathers, video tape it and post it in here, so we all can learn how to morph into another creature.
I know Ive had the same hallucinations come back to me on different trips and some even follow me around the room. Images of translucent kalidescopes, stained glass windows, sploches of color, pictures, animals, methaphysical creatures, and geometrical patterns. I happen to think they serve some meaning, but as for what? Beats the hell outta me. Some sort of subconscious effect comming out into the relative field of existence i guess.

 

[Forkbender]

So, have you tripped and contemplated the bird? I missed this thread back then, but my advice would have been pretty much what is posted above. The only thing that will make your trip bad is precisely something you don't want to think about and making it grow in your mind. (Don't think about a pink elephant!)