I've recently been talking to mama about determinism versus indeterminism and spiritualism.
I've come to some striking conclusions (for me they are huge, I think most of you have always had this headspace);
Science is the study and implementation of predictability, however the predictability always has a margin of error - a "+/-" after all predictions or measurements. We attempt to consistently predict the outcomes of our actions on a day to day basis, and most of what we are used to doing - walking, driving, talking, writing, looking, perceiving, all have such a low margin of error that we can do them without taking into account that every step, turn, word, glance, or so on, has a small chance of being distinctly wrong from what we are used to.
This is the product of the "messy" and chaotic nature of the universe we live in - the universe perpetually becomes more chaotic. This is one of the greatest laws of science, but basically points out that science will never be able to measure perfectly. Beyond that, we hit this giant road block in "real" science when we came across quantum mechanics - we no longer had the ability to make ever increasingly more accurate predictions and measurements. Science hit a wall of precision and accuracy.
No longer was it possible to predict a hurricane absolutely, no longer was it possible to predict all. Chaos theory was a problem, but quantum mechanics shut the door.
What I used to get out of this is quantum mechanics is wrong - the quantum mechanics is just some mis-interpretation of how we can predict reactions to out actions. But I have digressed from this path;
I now am seeing that reality is consistently changing direction - constantly on an unknown path to us - impossible to predict. These probabilities of the future compound on one another to create real impossibilities.
My mama believes in tarot cards. I don't.
She believes in talking to the after life. I don't.
But steadily I am seeing that my perceptions of the universe have been faltered by the very foundation in which the majority of my ideologies have been constructed upon: Science.
The more I glimpse the big picture, the more I see a whirl of unknowns. A great force of uncertainty destroying our confidence pertaining to all-knowledge. We are being humbled by the more we know, rather than gloating.
I can hear a mouse in my wall and it's bugging me... byebye