sweet
thats another thing, taking a monsterous sized hit is something im hoping to accomplish at some point within the next 5 years
im talking like...heaps
i want to become buddah in a single night lmao
got onto a few blots the other night, after a long drought
good fun
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not the most comfortable trip i've had because i was tripping with people ive never done it with before (luckily of course i enjoy the company of all the people there and trust them) but one of my cousins had work and so couldnt trip, when he came home he got drunk and stoned and it was just annoying being in his beligerent presence, hes not very open in the first place
luckily im pretty good with handling my emotions on my trip, not controlling them just handling them when they come, so i avoided a potential bad trip with him
also a friend was tripping pretty hard off a single blotter and was getting stuck in a mind spiral going back and forth "is this normal conversation?" and then asking if saying that was normal conversation, etc etc etc. i kept trying to help him out of it but he couldnt help but bring it back up constantly
i felt sorry for him having to deal with that but i didnt want to get stuck there so after helping him as much as i could (in the end it sort of helped) i conversed with some other people
another kind of strange thing was that my cousins friend was tripping also, ive met him many many times and hes a good bloke, but in high school me and his current girlfriend had a little fling, she was also there tripping
it was just a bit awkward even though he doesnt know about it, we both did lol, nothing was said but yeah...
good time but i felt like i was abusing the drug instead of using it because i didnt think about anything bigger than i normaly would and i watched a couple of movies and bullshitted around the whole time
by the end of it i was feeling quite antisocial because the people around me had drained me, which hadnt happend before when i've done it with my friends, i felt like being alone and i was emotionaly strained, felt like a zombie the next day
next time im doing it alone in my room, the most comfortable place for me in the world to trip with no one there to bother me with nonsense