So cute of you guys to worry as you seem about my helth !
It is clear to me, that a huge difference of age produces a kind of misunderstanding.
Look, I am near 50 now, and you would give me no more than 35 acc. with the little girl of my man. This is to say, I am in a perfect condition. Not a miserable junkie or something.
In such a long drug's experimented life, you should figure out that I already rocked with all available things... ALL, hash, shits, shrooms, LSD, meds, opium and opioates, coke, as well as alcohool which can be considered as a drug to me (though not my favourite !)... Via all possible ways also. The only ones I don't used yet are Salvia, DXM (tried without success at all), Exctasy... "new drugs" in general. And hopefully and willingly, speeds and Meth which I do not want to.
As a doctor's wife I can tell that many medicaments are much dammaging that the old good opium, which I will always keep as my favourite to lots of pains help. And, in the context of the medical safety of my injections, with trustable products (e.g. medical morphine, pure water for solutions, sterile material aso), I am having the best and the highest.
The only concern I submitted to you was products composition related, not behaviour ones !
At the moment, as in general, my sole addiction is tobacco (which I never managed to quit). And morphine in gellules. So what ?
Do not judge and discriminate "this is good" / "this is bad". Things are never that simple in life. And as life goes on, lighting changes and underrstanding continuously evolves. And to me, drugs help opening minds to "alien", curiosity and intelligence, better than following the general consensus. That's at least what I thought it should do...
But thanks anywat for your care, if this is really care as I hope.