Share Your Transformative Experience(s)!

[Forkbender]

One day I'm going to copy all your posts into one big file, Brugmansia.
It is right up there with the great mystical texts.

:heart: & :idea:

 

[????????]

hehe, I as well enjoy his impromptu psychedelic remarks.

 

[IJesusChrist]

Adrian:
I realize what you're saying is true, I tried basically everything to change my views: forget it, make it a positive experience, just accept it, etc...

I've basically forgotten it. But when it arises it's strong, it's almost as if I step into a whole nother world. It's odd, I belive "despersonalization" is what they call it. The world becomes nothing - like everythiing doesn't truly exist - like your sleeping, and waking up constantly, realizing.

Wow, I just had an apiphany.

Holy shit. I have to go think about this. good day

 

[????????]

^share!!

 

[ophiuchus]

yes i second that

 

[IJesusChrist]

I realized, that when I had just begun to smoke weed (14? 15?) I would get alot higher than everyone else... alot higher. I used to tell people "Man i keep getting waves of waking up... its like I'm slowly falling asleep every five minutes and SNAP I wake up in reality"

I remember saying stuff like that vividly (although I don't remember the feeling completely)

But I just connected my trips on stronger drugs with that - I would feel like I wasn't in reality for along time, maybe hours, then I would WAKE UP. Boom, here I am in reality... then slowly drift into dreamy thought again, and wake up.
Its just so confusing I can't really understand all this yet. Mostly because I just can't remember the feeling fully of first smoking weed.

I'll try and peice this together some more with some bedtime thought.

 

[????????]

maybe you're one of those whose tolerance to cannabis is peculiar and you were literally tripping while your friends were only high? it's like that recent thread, don't remember which section is in, where the op had a smoke and then had a word with leaves.

 

[GOD]

I had a transformative experience today that put me in a diferent reality . I went to the bank to pick my pension up and it wasnt there instead i have a 1000 E minus !!!!!! Zap ..... time stoped and reality changed . A soliciter has presented a falsifyed court document and the bank has given him my money . Not only that the bank gave him 1023 E in my name !!!!!! I dont have credit with my bank they wont let me make a minus . Now i owe my bank the 1000 E plus % plus % for going into minus plus the money for my acount plus % on that . Non of the bills are going to be paid . That means % again plus a warning . I also have zero money to buy food . The bank has the legal duty to replace my money and put everything back how it was but they wont . They sent me to the police and they said the bank must pay imediately . The bank was closed when i got back .

The idiotic things are that the guy who has taken the money left a clear trail to himself . And the bank has clearly fucked up as they arent alowed to give him my pension or make debts for me .

Its going to take a lot of action and going to solicitors and courts . Its also going to take AGES but in the end everything will be sorted out .

I am now in a different dimension .

 

[IJesusChrist]

I had a transformative experience today that put me in a diferent reality . I went to the bank...

Ahh... the world of money.

????????, Could you link me to that topic??
And yes, basically I don't just get "high" on weed. I get really fucked up.

 

[ophiuchus]

hmm (^), i always seemed to get waaay more high than any of my friends as well... i wonder if that has any correlation, as i would assume. weed is a sort of milder psychedelic, esp. when you don't amoke it for a long time then go back to it

 

[restin]

I had a transformative experience today that put me in a diferent reality . I went to the bank to pick my pension up and it wasnt there instead i have a 1000 E minus !!!!!! Zap ..... time stoped and reality changed . A soliciter has presented a falsifyed court document and the bank has given him my money . Not only that the bank gave him 1023 E in my name !!!!!! I dont have credit with my bank they wont let me make a minus . Now i owe my bank the 1000 E plus % plus % for going into minus plus the money for my acount plus % on that . Non of the bills are going to be paid . That means % again plus a warning . I also have zero money to buy food . The bank has the legal duty to replace my money and put everything back how it was but they wont . They sent me to the police and they said the bank must pay imediately . The bank was closed when i got back .

The idiotic things are that the guy who has taken the money left a clear trail to himself . And the bank has clearly fucked up as they arent alowed to give him my pension or make debts for me .

Its going to take a lot of action and going to solicitors and courts . Its also going to take AGES but in the end everything will be sorted out .

I am now in a different dimension .

sounds like big shit :? Good luck with that.

 

[????????]

Could you link me to that topic

yes.