Oh hey. Public apology kinda.

[Schwanke668]

I do occasionally get a little preachy and since people are generally on guard about people of my general spirituality being preachy it can even seem that I'm more preachy then I really am lol.

So this is like a general sorry if I get a little preachy and sorry if I seem more preachy then I am and Goddamnit am I pissed at anyone that made you defensive about what I have to say lol.

Sorry. Just figured I'd say that since I cant always tell if I'm goin too far in that direction. Very hard to balance when its such a hot topic in so many circles like this one.

 

[IJesusChrist]

Yeah, I'm not used to hearing the word God, Jesus, and Christianity more than once in a post - it's a different view. I appreciate it, but I don't always empathize with it completely... Just letting you know

 

[Schwanke668]

Yeah. I dont expect people to agree me with me with some grand revealatory like "wow, I never thought of it that way before, that makes complete and total sense now that you said it that way. That changes everthing I ever thought about that subject before." lol.

But I also know from experience that a lot of the 'crap' that I spout tends to sink into people's minds and anoy them and after a while pop up at a later date in some wierd situation. Sometimes consciously sometimes unconsciosly. In Christian circles its called planting seeds.

The "Truth" is addictive and unavoidable and once you receive it it infests you kind of like a tick that burrys its head in you and you have to work really hard at getting it out. I would even go as far as to equate real Truth to a parasite. Its a bitch to get rid of and half the time you dont even know its there lol. Even if I am wrong on things or people just ignore it, some of the crap I spout will stick with people and hit them at a later date. Ive literally had people tell me that something I told them months ago came back to them in the middle of something they were doing and all of a sudden made total sense.

As long as people treat everything I say as 'just another view' then its just the same as if we're talkin about people's different perspectives on the effects of LSD on the mind or the usefullness of trippin on shrooms in different situations or whats the apropropriate time in your life cycle to begin fooling with high amounts of THC or whatever. If anything my goal is to get people to treat my gibbersh like just another view and get PAST all the inverse-dogma of freakin out over mentions of "Jesus" and "God" and "Pray" and "Christ" and "Christian" and so forth. Its like Christians freaking out over the word Psychedelic or a parent going apeshit over mentioning 'smoke'.

Just be careful, treat Jesus like a Drug and you WILL get addicted lol. Thats my whole point about trippin on Jesus. I get high off him. Literally. I get hooked and trip for hours just from prayin for twenty minutes. I skyrocket in what I call that spiking and its like a spiritual "Hey! I can see my house from here!" moment and then im trippin balls for four hours lol.

 

[ophiuchus]

nobody should have to apologize for who they are. i don't expect it from others, and i don't feel that i need to myself, unless maybe i come into contact with someone right after something i perceive as intensely negative. that can throw me off a little bit. other than that, if you're being your normal self, being sincere, then fuck what negativity other people project on you...