tryptonaut
Holofractale de l'hypervérité
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My most blissful experiences, well, I got some that were extraordinary, but in retrospect I can't really put them into order. My first probably was my first mdma experience when it really kicked in and I realized I loved everyone.
Another one that I would list here (even though some might not approve...) is my first time I did cocaine. It was pretty good cocaine and the line was way too much, but then, when I couldn't feel my legs anymore I looked into the sky, saw the stars and the moon and felt like a hovering god. That one was very short-lived to be honest...
Then my first high-dosed shroom trip. After the panic and fear had retreated, after I had learned that my life was not over and my sins will be forgiven, then suddenly the bliss started. Clear and focussed I suddenly understood what it was all about and why Buddhists were right... and so on. I felt like a monk after 20 years of silent meditation - or something like that.
Then I had -two times actually- another shroom trip with some few grams (like 6g? maybe) with a bit of ephedra extract before (like half a red super-cap, being something like 30mg ephedrine) and experienced the most exclusive brain-orgasm you could ever imagine. The second time was the most extreme, it was so blissful that it almost started to hurt. I knew if I got any more happy than that, then my head would explode. It lasted for at least an hour and I knew that no drug in the world could ever be better than that - because nothing could get better than that. Definitely not, no imaginable feeling better, because this feeling was at the verge of mental destruction
The most important for me will always be the first high dose of shrooms, because it really meant something and changed me.
That's weird - I am actually from a city (not a very huge one, but I grew up in a roughly 600.000 inhabitants city area and I really like big cities to live in (I feel less watched by neighbours - something that always bugs me in rural areas where your ultra-conservative neighbours always keep a close look on you...)
However I think huge, isolated areas are very magical to me as well. I don't feel lost or anything, I like to be alone in nature. By the way if you like being alone, try living in a big city, you'll see you can be more alone in anonymity sometimes than in a small village!
Another one that I would list here (even though some might not approve...) is my first time I did cocaine. It was pretty good cocaine and the line was way too much, but then, when I couldn't feel my legs anymore I looked into the sky, saw the stars and the moon and felt like a hovering god. That one was very short-lived to be honest...
Then my first high-dosed shroom trip. After the panic and fear had retreated, after I had learned that my life was not over and my sins will be forgiven, then suddenly the bliss started. Clear and focussed I suddenly understood what it was all about and why Buddhists were right... and so on. I felt like a monk after 20 years of silent meditation - or something like that.
Then I had -two times actually- another shroom trip with some few grams (like 6g? maybe) with a bit of ephedra extract before (like half a red super-cap, being something like 30mg ephedrine) and experienced the most exclusive brain-orgasm you could ever imagine. The second time was the most extreme, it was so blissful that it almost started to hurt. I knew if I got any more happy than that, then my head would explode. It lasted for at least an hour and I knew that no drug in the world could ever be better than that - because nothing could get better than that. Definitely not, no imaginable feeling better, because this feeling was at the verge of mental destruction
The most important for me will always be the first high dose of shrooms, because it really meant something and changed me.
my girlfriends from a big city and places i feel most at home in she finds lonely and alien. for me its the lack of people that makes it special.
That's weird - I am actually from a city (not a very huge one, but I grew up in a roughly 600.000 inhabitants city area and I really like big cities to live in (I feel less watched by neighbours - something that always bugs me in rural areas where your ultra-conservative neighbours always keep a close look on you...)
However I think huge, isolated areas are very magical to me as well. I don't feel lost or anything, I like to be alone in nature. By the way if you like being alone, try living in a big city, you'll see you can be more alone in anonymity sometimes than in a small village!