I never SAW mdma until I was 32 years old......
But it came to me at a period of great upheaval in my life, and my way of being, as did LSD and psilocibin.
I think now, looking back on it, that somehow, the three of them together, NOT TAKEN TOGETHER, synergized my subconscious mind into evolving my conscious mind in a very specific way.
I abandoned every single thought process, every wrong-headed notion, every traditional idea that I had, in a period of a few years....psilocibin was instrumental in some of it....it is what opened my eyes to the fact that we are multifaceted beings INSIDE OF OUR minds....in other words, it, I believe, made me understand that there is no, 'I'....but rather a series of 'I"potentialities.....LSD helped me to see that I could take these potentialities in a direction of my choosing....
But MDMA, MDA, and MDEA, made me understand that all I had to do was BELIEVE, and 'get my heart in the right place' and it would happen automatically.
This is very hard to hang words on, but it is the very essence of how I discovered what I learned LATER was called 'Metaprogramming'.
...and it's for real.
But it came to me at a period of great upheaval in my life, and my way of being, as did LSD and psilocibin.
I think now, looking back on it, that somehow, the three of them together, NOT TAKEN TOGETHER, synergized my subconscious mind into evolving my conscious mind in a very specific way.
I abandoned every single thought process, every wrong-headed notion, every traditional idea that I had, in a period of a few years....psilocibin was instrumental in some of it....it is what opened my eyes to the fact that we are multifaceted beings INSIDE OF OUR minds....in other words, it, I believe, made me understand that there is no, 'I'....but rather a series of 'I"potentialities.....LSD helped me to see that I could take these potentialities in a direction of my choosing....
But MDMA, MDA, and MDEA, made me understand that all I had to do was BELIEVE, and 'get my heart in the right place' and it would happen automatically.
This is very hard to hang words on, but it is the very essence of how I discovered what I learned LATER was called 'Metaprogramming'.
...and it's for real.