MDMA experience

[Psychoid]

Is it just her that you don't find attractive or all women in general? That's an important question I think.

 

[Ultima]

well.. i think when i had my mdma experience it made me realize that i am a bit of a shallow guy. i started seeing this girl because she has a very cool personality, and she also has alot of responsibilities. i kind of try to avoid the whole looks part, dont get me wrong she isnt ugly, just got the hottest chick out there. anyway, yeah. i find other women attractive tho, but now i dont tell myself i want to sleep with them.. to tell you the truth i could care less if i end up talking to them or sleeping with them...

ahh, could these feelings be due to my medication as well? im currently taking dexadrine. (i have noticed that im not as happy, or as much fun when im on this, but i need to take it for my job) maybe i should just go single for a while. that way i dont have to think about things like this.

 

[Psychoid]

ahh, could these feelings be due to my medication as well? im currently taking dexadrine. (i have noticed that im not as happy, or as much fun when im on this, but i need to take it for my job) maybe i should just go single for a while. that way i dont have to think about things like this.

Very possible. Any stimulant diminish libido on the long-term I think. Well in fact from my experience with speed it increases it temporarily, while the euphoria is there, and when I come down I don't find women more attractive than guys. And I'm not at all attracted to guys.

 

[Caduceus Mercurius]

we had a 3 hour sex session, where at the end i couldnt even finish

There's no need to finish. In fact sex is most pleasurable when you have reached the stage where you can go on forever. It may be easier to reach this stage when you're on certain drugs, but you can also get there with practice (and knowing how your body functions). If you take it easy for the first half hour, you will notice that you can then release the breaks and simply enjoy the dance for hours without having to worry about 'finishing' too soon.

to tell you the truth i could care less if i end up talking to them or sleeping with them...

That's actually a very good attitude.

 

[Ultima]

well its official, im no longer seeing this chick. im actually glad that i took this substance with her. it showed me that this relationship wasnt going to work out. i figure its better to find out now then later after waisting time and money into something meaningless. thanks alot for your input and info.

 

[Caduceus Mercurius]

it showed me that this relationship wasnt going to work out. i figure its better to find out now then later after wasting time and money into something meaningless.

Ah, so an important breakthrough after all. Congratulations! This goes to show that MDMA isn't just a love drug. Where love is lacking, it will become apparent.

 

[Brugmansia]

It's just plastic, the chemical overstimulation pushes the real self to the background by isolating the self with a love wall, which acts as the temporarly upper surfance as well as the main projection to the external world during the high.

I'd have to say mescaline really just dissolutes the barriers around the self, and then it depends on how much love there is in anyone's self. In theory, a person with zero love in his self with remain just as cold as when being sober. A person with an excessive amount of caring and love in his self, may act very like he wants to give everyone a hug if the boundries are no longer present.