Loneliness

[Brugmansia]

Bullseye.

 

[Rymmen]

I can relate. I think I've come to terms with it, though...

 

[Thanatos]

Interesting topic! I recognize a lot in what you guys said. Good to see that I am not alone :mrgreen: .
I always had the feeling that somehow I was different then the rest of the world.

I spend a lot of weekends completely by myself, and I am not bored for even one second. I always feel sorry for people when they say something like “I am always getting so bored when I am sick and have to stay home…

 

[thadivine]

i feel very alike Thanatos.

Perhaps you can search something about ADD, couse i think i have something like that. Or something what new age people like to call "indigo child".

I can be alone, i can be with friends, but overall i feel like being alone wherever i am, with whoever i am.
I always feel like being "different"

but at the same time i like being "different", but the other way i think why cant i be as them? why cant i be happy doing useless materialistic things?

 

[????????]

My last posts here have been like I agree 100%, I relate, I dig that, etc reading all your posts it's like reading things I'd write!

people say to me "you did nothing yesterday you stayed home." Really? So being in my house equals to being in my room staring at a wall?!? I read lots of interesting things on the internet, I hear music, I draw now and then, I read books, I watch movies, I try to converse with my inner selfs and discover the different layers of consciousness and existence!! but it's nothing!! becasue I did all that at home its absolutely nothing, apparently I need to be outside my home so what I do accounts to something. The truth is I feel I get more done in my room that out there making small chitty chat, which is not necessarily the case, but sadly, the majority of time it is.

why cant i be happy doing useless materialistic things?

I understand you, but, why would you?

 

[thadivine]

why cant i be happy doing useless materialistic things?

I understand you, but, why would you?

I dunno but i guess its just so easy to be happy then

Its that i know that its better this way and i wouldnt ever want to trade my open mind, but it makes life a lot more difficult then being happy with the materialistic BS life...

 

[????????]

do you remember that scene in the matrix where cypher pleas to the machines to plug him back in while eating that chicken? it's the easy way of course! but in my case it just goes against my nature, as so does to posters here, you included

 

[thadivine]

i guess i just dont have a choice :lol:

meh, i DO like to get a lil taste of all the culteres around. Just tasting them once in a while. it doesnt matter how materialistic (or whatever) they are, i just like tastin em.
But while i taste em i stay true to myself recognising its not for me, its just a way to "explore" the world...Whereever i are, whatever i do, i stay in my own reality. Observing...

eh oh well

 

[????????]

In variety lies pleasure, taste away!

 

[Thanatos]

"you did nothing yesterday you stayed home." Really? So being in my house equals to being in my room staring at a wall?!? ...

...apparently I need to be outside my home so what I do accounts to something.

I know exactly what you mean. Try to explain that...
I think that most people will relate that to themselves: they get bored, so they think you are bored too when you stay home.
It might have something to do with sensory input: outside you will get more of that, so you are less exposed to your inner self. Or a kind of cultural ‘brainwashing’: when everyone says staying home is boring, then it should be true.