ibiza fucking island :(

[st.bot.32]

u know high level of nicotine can cause problems other than lung cancer

overuse of nicotine makes me ANXIOUS. when i was smoking half a pack a day i was constantly jittery and up tight. probably a combination of that and caffeine. i'm still addicted but down to smoking like once or twice a day--and usually 1/4 a cig at a time.. i don't feel like my brain is saturated in nicotine anymore at least

 

[mysticwarrior]

Negative thinking can be the cause of this imbalance, so what's not psychological about that?

You cannot cure a depression caused by imbalance or some other brain disorder by just thinking positively I guess.

For a imbalance of neurotransmitters in the brain, you do not need to have a brain disorder. If you have a bad day, you also have a imbalance of neurotransmitters in the brain. And if you have a depression that is not caused by brain disorder, but just by a lot of problems you have been trough, then a depression can be cured by positive thinking and changing your attitude, sports etc

Of course if you have a brain disorder, then you cannot cure it by only positive thinking. I wish it was possible, then i would already have cured myself from my Attention Deficit Disorder.

Negative thinking can be the cause of this imbalance, so what's not psychological about that?

You cannot cure a depression caused by imbalance or some other brain disorder by just thinking positively I guess.

You'd have to stop thinking altogether.

Can you explain that?

 

[mysticwarrior]

i told my psihiatric about the drugs that i abused but he doesn't know shit about drugs ..

I am sure that he knows enough about drugs, it's his job to work with it.

 

[restin]

I don't want to argue but I really believe that a CT is not a bad idea. I don't say he has a disorder I simply can't and I really don't hope so!!! Still, never say die.

I was btw very inspired by your MDMA-inspired post, I feel very the same.

 

[BrainEater]

i guess because thinking is the source of a depression (cycle of negative depressing thoughts) of which both negative and positive thinking are part of and thus you'd be better off not thinking at all in order to cure it. (= not being it or feed it by thinking it or rather by being thought by it) so that would be sort of a transformative approach. well i guess it's not easy though as thoughts sometimes are nasty fellows who want to take you over... :axe: :x


tudy i wish you all the best and that you get better soon. just don't try to force anything, the healing process should come naturally if you treat yourself well. (or get treated well) you'll be alright!!


peace

 

[mysticwarrior]

I don't want to argue but I really believe that a CT is not a bad idea. I don't say he has a disorder I simply can't and I really don't hope so!!! Still, never say die.

A ct-scan is of course not a bad idea, and if he feels his self better by doing that, then it's a good thing. But it was not directly necessary.

I was btw very inspired by your MDMA-inspired post, I feel very the same.

Thank you

 

[Lion]

I don't want to argue but I really believe that a CT is not a bad idea.

better safe then sorry.

if there's no fysical explanation, then:

you have to swim the deepest and darkest of seas just to climb high over the mountains and roawr like the greatest of Lions!

 

[mysticwarrior]

you have to swim the deepest and darkest of seas just to climb high over the mountains and roawr like the greatest of Lions!

So this is why you nickname is Lion

 

[wellbie]

they is a question that may been over look..........in ur quest .......as u woke ...did u at any time run a fever ......or wake to a wet pillow ,hair ,shirt.ect


run a fever in your sleep ??????????????

 

[Forkbender]

Negative thinking can be the cause of this imbalance, so what's not psychological about that?

You cannot cure a depression caused by imbalance or some other brain disorder by just thinking positively I guess.

You'd have to stop thinking altogether.

Can you explain that?

Sure.
Thinking is never aimed at the here and now. If you think, you ponder the future or the past or you are with your head in another place. This will distract you from where you are and what you are doing, causing you to autopilot through life instead of living it. One might say that you can think about the here and now, but then there is still a distance between you and the here and now. Thinking creates duality, keeping you from living your life to the fullest.

 

[Bastiaan]

I must honestly say that I think forks first post could be the best advice.
If you are addicted to nicotine, that's too bad, so am I it won't matter that much but make sure you get enough vitamin C.
You can buy vitamin C-1000 tabs anywhere.
I have had a similar mix almost a year ago now.
It fucked me up really bad as well.. haven't done any uppers since.
I still don't fully feel recovered, I think due to the fact that I haven't done everything I am supposed to on a consistent basis.
But I know I will be recovered soon, because I still feel better every day!
It gets better!
So do these things and when you start noticing this you will feel hope!
If you ask me, especially doing a lot of physical activity (sports) is very important, but the rest is also very important.
Take it easy on yourself for a while, chill out, don't expect much from yourself and come to rest.
See the recovery time as an investment in yourself and your health and your future.

What have we learned? Coke+mdma=bad mix, especially in high doses
Besides, I think they kind of blunt eachother
Now that we know this please nobody be a smart dude and ever take this -_-
We've tested it for you.. effects are not even as you would expect and this fucks you up real bad

 

[tudy]

thx all for the advices again i hope i will recover soon ... the hope dies last ... another question please can u tell me what did the mix affected or what reaction has been made on the brain levels so i can tell my psychiatric coz believe me here in romania the psychiatrics don't know shit about drugs ... especially mdma crystals

 

[druglessdouglas]

it was there already Tudy. the drugs were just the trigger. you can tell your psychiatrist about the drugs but i doubt he/she will really care too much about them. you just need a lot of patience with yourself. youll work around it

 

[mysticwarrior]

Negative thinking can be the cause of this imbalance, so what's not psychological about that?

You cannot cure a depression caused by imbalance or some other brain disorder by just thinking positively I guess.

You'd have to stop thinking altogether.

Can you explain that?

Sure.
Thinking is never aimed at the here and now. If you think, you ponder the future or the past or you are with your head in another place. This will distract you from where you are and what you are doing, causing you to autopilot through life instead of living it. One might say that you can think about the here and now, but then there is still a distance between you and the here and now. Thinking creates duality, keeping you from living your life to the fullest.

Thanks

it was there already Tudy. the drugs were just the trigger. you can tell your psychiatrist about the drugs but i doubt he/she will really care too much about them. you just need a lot of patience with yourself. youll work around it

I fully agree with this.

 

[JohnDoe_2012]

tudy,

Part of the problem sounds familiar in that you're getting moments of anxiety, the key thing to remember when it comes to anxiety is that the more you think about it the worse it can get as you worry and become anxious over how bad you're feeling/the thoughts you're thinking. Instead try this:

Look up some breathing exercises for overcoming anxiety online. A simple start until you've done that is anytime you feel like it's all too much and you're losing touch with reality just try and think of nothing but your breathing. Just sit still for a moment, close your eyes if it helps, and focus on your breath in and then out, in and then out. If a thought pops up, even one like "this is silly" or "this isn't helping", don't address it directly or start thinking further about it. Just know that it's a thought and that's all it is, it's words within your mind.

Focus on your breathing and believe that you're going to be ok, the worst has passed you by and now you're on the way to feeling better and at home in yourself again. If you want to take it a step further you can put your feet firmly on the ground wherever you're sitting and imagine roots coming out of your feet into the floor, connecting you with the Earth and everything in it. You belong here, you're a person in a world of people and your mind and your thoughts don't have to lead you, you can choose to find a place of calm anytime you feel like it.

Some of that might sound 'new-agey' or like bullshit, which you know what on the surface it is, you aren't really sprouting magical roots or harnessing some secret power, the point is your mind is what is making you feel anxious in the first place. What drives your mind is your intent, conscious or unconscious, so believing things will be ok and using little tricks like these to distract you and reconnect you to the real world will help.

Last but not least: stick with it, other people have been where you are now and they've come through it. We all face challenges but that's when we need to figure out a way to come through them, don't give up!

 

[tudy]

they is a question that may been over look..........in ur quest .......as u woke ...did u at any time run a fever ......or wake to a wet pillow ,hair ,shirt.ect


run a fever in your sleep ??????????????


i woke up with wet shirt and hair 3 or 4 times since then

 

[wellbie]

we Americans have a saying .other than the world hates us (LOL)

when visiting a country unknow to us .DON"T DRINK THE WATER

and i will say this to u a lesson given is a lesson learned .some peep they just no trusting them and bee more sure of one self and know what the hell it really is ....yea sounds like a nagging brother .i got two of them (LOL)



reason i ask of the day in question ....u may have poison one self by a un experience chef ....with cost cutting and all for profit remedy , just many factors with out test of product to come to conclusion effectively, mda may not been react properly ..with that said many dangers come with enlightenment, under reduction , not clean ,,,,i reckon what trying to achieve ,the master cook was a dirty ass slob that all most killed u , and had no pride in the art of chemistry


they is a light . the brain is a wonderful world . and has the capacity to learn over , I would try the CT scan if at all possible .take some pressure off one self , some thing are only permanent if u leave it at that


, running a ex stream temp is highly dangerous and lead me to think u indeed may been poisoned by unclean product

 

[tudy]

running a ex stream temp is highly dangerous and lead me to think u indeed may been poisoned by unclean product

i didn't get this part can u be more specific?

 

[restin]

when visiting a country unknow to us .DON"T DRINK THE WATER

I disagree. When I am in Asia, why should I go to McDonalds instead of eating asian? You will never find out anything about their culture or understand them if you go there and do your stuff. If course, this situation is different but generally I disagree.

 

[wellbie]

running a ex stream temp is highly dangerous and lead me to think u indeed may been poisoned by unclean product

i didn't get this part can u be more specific?

thallium ....or other metal....the mdma may not been mdma at all PMA??? u probably would never know it

and the most .that i been reading in Med journals....in time u will get better . and the head doc is in fact treating u as if u been MDMA poisoned , and should help with the fevers , and wouldn't hurt if u do some research on ur own . as to the production of Ma ,Mde, mdma , pma , take a look at the risk , but what life with out risk ...........it better to live than not lived at all .....



and as for eating food from a land a far ..no prob .got nada to do with drinking the water .......by the way is a joke , that like going to Mexico and not drinking the tequila..wasted trip , or going to a Las Vegas bunny ranch and stair at the gal that half naked ....