Brugmansia
Holofractale de l'hypervérité
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- 2/11/06
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San Pedro does that to me as well, especially at higher dosages.
There's such an element which makes me feel me, myself like there's no need to add someone else to my existance.
It feels so extremly pleasant to be placed in my body that it's like there's a whole circle of company around me. Dark green, red and purple are the colours of mescaline to me.
It is no wonder that some Indians learned the younger men to jerk off and shared such an intimaty which is considered as gayness in the modern world.
I'm heterosexual. But I don't feel the need to live with a woman. I'm just loving organisms in general and if I'd pick a certain woman it'll feel like it pushes my universal love more to the background.
I'm open for it, but the certain love chemistry of two persons has vanished. And this made a significant contribution to the goodness and peace attitude I gained to all people rather than making 'selections'.
Shrooms and acid are just harsh compared to a good dose of cacti.
Either way, I practised physical sex but for me it comes nowhere close to tantra. Ejaculating on a regular base feels like I'm ignoring life and the heavenly journey of it. Sex = purely mentally, just mental excitement without any physical contraction or an ejaculation.
There's such an element which makes me feel me, myself like there's no need to add someone else to my existance.
It feels so extremly pleasant to be placed in my body that it's like there's a whole circle of company around me. Dark green, red and purple are the colours of mescaline to me.
It is no wonder that some Indians learned the younger men to jerk off and shared such an intimaty which is considered as gayness in the modern world.
I'm heterosexual. But I don't feel the need to live with a woman. I'm just loving organisms in general and if I'd pick a certain woman it'll feel like it pushes my universal love more to the background.
I'm open for it, but the certain love chemistry of two persons has vanished. And this made a significant contribution to the goodness and peace attitude I gained to all people rather than making 'selections'.
Shrooms and acid are just harsh compared to a good dose of cacti.
Either way, I practised physical sex but for me it comes nowhere close to tantra. Ejaculating on a regular base feels like I'm ignoring life and the heavenly journey of it. Sex = purely mentally, just mental excitement without any physical contraction or an ejaculation.