So here's the report
Tripping in the morning.. gotta love it 8) it was quite a strong trip, I think the fact that I have only eaten one green apple throughout the day contributed much to this
Only in the evening when I was just buzzing a little bit still I ate again
The morning mindset and having rested were very welcome!
I dropped at about 8:20, 100mcgs
I watched a part of fear and loathing in las vegas as it came up, I was laughing very loud after a while
After that I went to my computer to listen to some music.
When I got up from behind the computer, I was tripping hard.
I noticed how time on this substance seems to move very slow, yet you are euphoric and enjoying yourself very well, really nice
I could enjoy a lot of common things a lot more then usual.
I also noticed some lessons that were learned in the past days that I had supposedly 'forgotten' coming to surface for reviewal.
After this I listened to some music downstairs lying on the couch, very enjoyable.
Your thoughts are racing and moving forward at a steady pace, perhaps thats why time seems to go so slow.
Yet I also found it nice to sometimes let it carry me and not actively think or anything, this way I felt more open to the subtle effects and visuals also.
Is ego death possible with acid? I think I might have almost gone there, yet I remembered stories of people that were in their acid trip forever so I didn't go there deliberately, though it was very tempting.
When I went into my barn to smoke a cigarette, my neighbours started a conversation outside that went on for about half an hour.
It seemed as if they were standing right next to me as I listened to it, hoping for them to quit it soon so I could go back into the house.
When it was time to leave the house I got a little stressed, is this left in the right way, anything I could have forgotten?
On the way to my brothers house I was tripping fully
The people outside seemed a bit like mindless cattle with no control over their own behaviour, or at least in some much narrower consciousness, I get this more often when tripping.
I felt a bit paranoid, yet wearing my sunglasses made me feel a little less weird.
Cycling was not a challenge yet I did have some very annoying muscle cramps.
Nevertheless when I arrived at my brothers house I was sweating like crazy.
The atmosphere at my brothers house was grim, a den of youngsters that smoked strong weed and lpaying video games all day lacking anything else to do.
Paranoid and moody, egocentric and grumphy.
Yet somehow they managed to live together in relative peace wich was a comfort.
It was as if they were in their own world piece by piece.
Yet I knew this was sometimes bad there and it didn't ruin my trip (yet).
Seeing my mushrooms that I had standing there had started coming up was a real comfort as well.
They were also composing hiphop songs (lmao) they had been doing this for quite a while.. wich I find really, really lame but now because of the creative aspect I liked it, not the thing itself but the fact that they were being creative
There were also a lot of guitars around wich were played sometimes, I liked this as well
I tripped there for the remaining hours mostly exploring the visuals wich were totally awesome at some times.
They were very digital, 3-dimensional and geometrical, awesome and of great complexity and speed, moving and warping.
When I was on the balcony at some time, I would close my eyes and imagine this bright fluoriscent color red, make it brighter in my mind and when it was right I opened my eyes and I would see the sky full of kaleidascopic-like twisting things in all colors of the rainbow 8) I could reapeat this for as much as I wanted to
I also noticed the difference in the nature of the trip and the visuals between acid and mushrooms, acid being discovered/created by the human being more high-tech and digital, wich I connect to human creation and engineering.
As apposed to mushrooms wich are from the earth being more mystical.
I ate at my brothers place and was forced to stay there until my parents would be asleep
I did not like this at all, the grim atmosphere was painful.
I was buzzing lightly still I think, when I got home and looked in the mirror my pupils were still dilated
This was like 24:00 ^^ a little suprising as I thought the time span for such a light dose would be max 10 hours or sth for me
But I guess I was wrong
All in all I had a great experience, but next time I'll just wait until I have the place for myself for a whole day.