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tryptonaut a dit:
Quit smoking dope. I was experiencing the same a few years ago - I don't know if it came from smoking too much weed, or if that just made it worse. I definitely know that if I hadn't stopped smoking weed from dusk til dawn, I would have killed myself at some point because I was going crazy.

It doesn't mean you can never ever smoke weed again, let alone do other interesting drugs - you just have to quit smoking daily. And try to quit it totally for at least a year.



I agree.
With me it's just the same.
I am addicted to cannabis. If I smoke to much my head gets all foggy.
When you have a weed cloud in your head all the time, it's hard to figure out who you are.
 
Weed it is a tremendous teacher, because of the ability to run your transparant vision with no effort while moving on in the object orientated world. Everything is directly processed, and you won't have to wait with what you have seen, for the next time that you're tripping.

Weed keeps the doors minorly open as long as you have THC in your system. Making it utterly interesting to lead a daily high life for a certain period of time in your existance.

Since you're so used to having such a very mild psychedelic experience (which THC gives), you're constantely going through life and the running time without having a sober mind. To yourself, this may feel pretty much as being sober (especially if you're a dedicated psychonaut too), since the mind gets easily accustomed to the effects of pot. And the use of it integrates easily in your daily activities, habits and routine.

Within the subconsciousness, seeing the constructs behind the moving images in the daily life, is constantly present and running without too much of your notice. It happens 'naturally' with no effort. And it can teach you a lot. But you'll have to watch out, too...

It is also stored directly that 'double-sided' in your memory. What you see throughout the daily life, gets not just stored as the witnessed visual content, but with the codes and constructs enclosed. The harddisk of the memory gets twice as much data to store, which can lead to 'errors' in some people's control center after years. Psychotic episodes is what society calls it. But from our standpoint, is a crash for too much incoming information over a long period of time and insufficient free space.

So long time use of weed can result in a sort of amnesia of having a pure 'total straight society head with no deeper observation', which is a elementary need to go through life on a smooth path with control and relaxtion. It can also cause difficulty in finding a decisive identity since you're in fact, present in both worlds, hanging between them. Processing data from one world, to another other and vice versa.

So later on I'd say, treat it as a normal psychedelic, there'll come a point that you have seen weed. The natural limit of transparancy. But since smoking had become a habit, you tend to proceed that way.
 
QUIT THE DOPE. It aint called dope for nothin!
I smoked for many many many years religiously every day, and night for years. The only time I quit for nearly a year was after a big shock I had, my mum had a heartattack (dont worry she survived). But I got 'bored' and returned to friends who all soked and pushed dope. Please listen to above poster about only chilling with people who dont smoke

Dope has been made to seem cool, because you know who really pushes it?? The global elite is who (read DRUG WAR)............So it suits them us all 'self-medicating' on dope right? Now, I am not trying to demonize the herb. But what i AM saying is that when it becomes all the time, then that is the problem because you are filling body with toxcins. It never has a break. The brain feels always mushy/foggy. Eyes bloodshot all the time. Heart pumping. Pressure on glands. and other organs. Its DOPE effects mask pain of body etc that you need a healthy body and mind to know about

Believe me, when you quit you will begin feeling so great. Feel free to contact me ,,,and HAPPY NEW YEAR :)
 
magickmumu a dit:
Wise words from zezt.

Agreed!

While I see nothing wrong with drugs (obviously), addiction is a nasty thing. When you can't see every day because of a drug fog, you have a problem.

First of all: Get off the dope, and let it clean it's way out of your system. You may even want to do some research as to the best way of "airing out" your body.

Secondly: Get active. Take up a sport, or get a gym membership (and use it!!!). Go for a run every morning, or even every other day. Just get your body moving!

Lastly: Improve your daily diet. While I realize I'm making a great assumption here, boxed, ready-meals don't do you any good. Pizza or McDonalds five days a week isn't good for your body, or therefore your mind. Start taking some proper vitamins, and eating real food. (Again, I know I'm assuming that you eat a lot of junk, but I smoke weed and know how it makes a person).

All that said, good luck on improving your physical and mental state. It's a hard thing to turn around, but as they say "admitting that you have a problem is the first step", and in my opinion, the hardest.


@Enivid, Mind if I use "They call this the Pyschonaut Forum but Forum really means Support Group :)" as my sig?
 
Much wisdom in this thread.

I was definitely going crazy and the weed wasn't helping. I started to eat better, sleep more regularly, took a break from psychedelics, improve my posture by sitting and standing straight (I was a permanent slouch), started spending more time around other people, and tried to change my smoking habit from 'I need it all the time' to 'at the end of the day I will get stoned for a few hours'. But above all, I got out of my own head. I hope this helps.

I'm still a huge pothead. I think the other things mentioned above are just as, if not more important than quitting the weed, but many of the things said in this thread have inspired me to give it a break/cut down. The biggest break I've had went for maybe 3 weeks at most. Eventually I want to only smoke once every few days. I think being sober most of the time will be a strange and interesting experience for me.

Good luck to everyone finding themselves, I will just wait for myself to find me. :P

@Arcticpheonix: Psychonautics Anonymous? ;)
 
Artic Pheonix I think I used the term and Enivid was quoting me. Of course you may use it as your sig, Its your sig and I myself have never copyrighted a phrase and if I met any one silly enough to tell me they had I might have to laugh :lol:

Psychonautics Anonymous has a good ring to it 8)

Truelly tho, The anonymous side takes away alot of the barriers we as human beings have becuase we remove the human contact allowing us to open up more and talk deeper. Also it allows for people to find alot of info anonymously, I bet this place is responsible for the education of some extreme noobs that at one point were a danger to themselves, thier friends and the reputation of every psychonaut.

This place is a self help class, A guidance centre, A kick up the arse when you talk shit and A breeding grounds of enthusiastic thoughts, theorys and general conversation. Best of all tho, No matter where you are in the world, America, Europe, Africa, The Middle East if you can get to a computer you can engage with like minded people, share experiences and learn.
 
{the past}
 
Thanks Sticki, and my apologies, I completely missed the quote box. :oops:

I have to agree with the Psychonautics Anonymous idea though. Nothing takes away a persons inhibitions like knowing all you have to do is make another account. It's so silly when you think about it. I doubt anyone here would judge a person because they were wrong or misinformed, and yet we all have that initial fear. I must say though, I for one am glad I found this place. ;)
 
ealank5 a dit:
Im at a loss.
untill novermber started, i was the most content person in the world. my life was great, and i was the happiest ive ever been. Now it seems like its going to shit, and i cant controll it. I feel lost, and im strugleing to get back to who i was, im borderline insane
Did something specific happen? Did something change in your life, or in the lives of those around you?
 
If you go too far down the rabbit hole, you will see somethings that stick around...
I've seen some pretty devastating things, and I can say they don't matter, they are worthless depressing things to think about.
I have not had many learning experiences, things where you learn to cope, or use what you learn in a positive way, it's all very iffy and makes me nasueas to think about.

What I'm getting at here is not all information is meant to be known. Ignore some of it, that which bothers you isn't needed, but you must always learn.

If you feel lost, it is because you know too much, you're thinking too much about what isn't important. Think about the day you live in, not where your future is going, or where your past came from. Make tommorrow better.
 
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