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Neurotransmetteur
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- 21/1/09
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To clarify the title, I am referring to those from the tryptamine and phenethylamine lot. I ask this because I badly want to experience again the kind of hallucinogenic activity I remember from taking LSD several years prior, but I truly NEVER, EVER want to deal with the anxiety and depressive thoughts that I felt on it. I had done LSD a few times which were good experiences, of course, until it become truly mentally disturbing the last time I did it. Ever since then I've been scared to try any hallucinogen for fear of coming even close to repeating it.
However, reading about experiences with the 2-C's, it seems that there is a different psychological effect to be had, at least with lower doses. People seem to report more of a giggly, giddy feeling (with a touch of the empathy). While I did feel rapturously joyful on LSD, there was always an underlying tension, even in the good parts, that I was riding on the "edge" of something (crumbling mentally, perhaps?). There was something so raw about it - made worse by the insufferable length of the trip - that affected me a great deal. Spending the day after drooling while staring off into space, feeling like a jackhammer was taken to my brain, is an awful comedown to recover from. I like to introspect, but not at the speed and ruthlessness which LSD seemed to force.
Strangely enough, the best experiences I've had with ANY drug - other than MDMA, of course - were using moderate-to-high levels of DXM. I absolutely LOVED the dissociative state. I was truly shocked to read on several forums later on that people found it to be more disconcerting than LSD and/or a generally unpleasant, dirty experience. Not at all! I loved the body high, the marked antidepressant effect/euhporia, the afterglow - listening to Enya while floating in different directions (by mentally willing it) remains one of the peak experiences I've had with psychoactives.
An interesting thing about the disassociative state I noticed - and which may explain its appeal to me - was that, in direct opposition to my LSD experiences, there was *absolutely* no anxiety or fear. In fact, the DXM was so calming that even the thought of death no longer seemed scary. Same with Ketamine. Again, I never went Gracie and Zarkov-esque with dosage, but I did some solid exploring. 8)
I do want to try the 2C's, but I'm wondering if I'm in for the same awful feelings that I had on LSD. What do you guys think? Is it a different experience? Care to compare LSD to some of these phenethylamine compounds?
Thanks a bunch!
However, reading about experiences with the 2-C's, it seems that there is a different psychological effect to be had, at least with lower doses. People seem to report more of a giggly, giddy feeling (with a touch of the empathy). While I did feel rapturously joyful on LSD, there was always an underlying tension, even in the good parts, that I was riding on the "edge" of something (crumbling mentally, perhaps?). There was something so raw about it - made worse by the insufferable length of the trip - that affected me a great deal. Spending the day after drooling while staring off into space, feeling like a jackhammer was taken to my brain, is an awful comedown to recover from. I like to introspect, but not at the speed and ruthlessness which LSD seemed to force.
Strangely enough, the best experiences I've had with ANY drug - other than MDMA, of course - were using moderate-to-high levels of DXM. I absolutely LOVED the dissociative state. I was truly shocked to read on several forums later on that people found it to be more disconcerting than LSD and/or a generally unpleasant, dirty experience. Not at all! I loved the body high, the marked antidepressant effect/euhporia, the afterglow - listening to Enya while floating in different directions (by mentally willing it) remains one of the peak experiences I've had with psychoactives.
An interesting thing about the disassociative state I noticed - and which may explain its appeal to me - was that, in direct opposition to my LSD experiences, there was *absolutely* no anxiety or fear. In fact, the DXM was so calming that even the thought of death no longer seemed scary. Same with Ketamine. Again, I never went Gracie and Zarkov-esque with dosage, but I did some solid exploring. 8)
I do want to try the 2C's, but I'm wondering if I'm in for the same awful feelings that I had on LSD. What do you guys think? Is it a different experience? Care to compare LSD to some of these phenethylamine compounds?
Thanks a bunch!