John Doe
Banni
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- 28/1/10
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The whole thing shows that max hasnt had an ego death . The size of his ego proves that . The whole time he has been talking about ego death as the process of the ego dieing . In his case when he had a nervous breakdown while abuseing drugs because for one he is frightened of dieing . In my opinion that is a conscious reflection of his subconscious guilty conscience . IF thats not true mad max will explain in detail here to us all EXACTLY and FULLY what happened to him , how many times it happened , with what drugs and in what circumstances . Check mate max . Your ego wont allow you to do that because it controls you .
ALL the other people in the discussion who obviously have had an ego death at least partialy are talking about ego death . That is what happens after the ego is forced one way or another to take a back seat . So the diference between it dieing and it being dead .
Max another thing that shows your disgusting swollen ego is the way you ....... your ego ...... is prepared to destroy any credibility that you had in public by your answers , the way you argue and by the way you take childish swipes at Lazarus after he has left us .
Max ...... you will definately have that bad trip / nervous breakdown again if you dont do some serious work on yourself . You cant run and hide from your subconscious . You cant lie to it . It knows the real you . Your problems are rooted there . Remember ...... those that dont learn the lessons of history are destined to relive them .
To sub_rosa . I think that Lazarus made the sex offer to you for two reasons 1 because he likes a good fuck on drugs and 2 to show contempt for max . The way you answered was very well thought out and well worded . You sound to me like you are a decent , intelligent woman........ but very naive and unexperienced in the psychedelic sense . Remember ..... set and setting ...... are with sensible research , understanding and knowledge the keys to positive drug experience . That would rule out haveing trips with people with swollen egos , especialy those who have a history of bad trips , and people who cant / wont explain their bad trips as i asked max to do above . IF he cant / wont do it here he proves what Lazarus said , what others have said and what i say .
To leospace and the administrators . If you want to get your oh so favorite big stick out and censor this post please remember all the potential and past victimes of mad maxes sick and idiotic personal theorys that need warning and only censore some of the words and not the whole post ...... AGAIN .
EDIT - I edited this post because i dont want to destroy max . I dont think he deserves that . I think in his own and other peoples interests he needs to rethink and change his position .......... and the way he argues .
ALL the other people in the discussion who obviously have had an ego death at least partialy are talking about ego death . That is what happens after the ego is forced one way or another to take a back seat . So the diference between it dieing and it being dead .
Max another thing that shows your disgusting swollen ego is the way you ....... your ego ...... is prepared to destroy any credibility that you had in public by your answers , the way you argue and by the way you take childish swipes at Lazarus after he has left us .
Max ...... you will definately have that bad trip / nervous breakdown again if you dont do some serious work on yourself . You cant run and hide from your subconscious . You cant lie to it . It knows the real you . Your problems are rooted there . Remember ...... those that dont learn the lessons of history are destined to relive them .
To sub_rosa . I think that Lazarus made the sex offer to you for two reasons 1 because he likes a good fuck on drugs and 2 to show contempt for max . The way you answered was very well thought out and well worded . You sound to me like you are a decent , intelligent woman........ but very naive and unexperienced in the psychedelic sense . Remember ..... set and setting ...... are with sensible research , understanding and knowledge the keys to positive drug experience . That would rule out haveing trips with people with swollen egos , especialy those who have a history of bad trips , and people who cant / wont explain their bad trips as i asked max to do above . IF he cant / wont do it here he proves what Lazarus said , what others have said and what i say .
To leospace and the administrators . If you want to get your oh so favorite big stick out and censor this post please remember all the potential and past victimes of mad maxes sick and idiotic personal theorys that need warning and only censore some of the words and not the whole post ...... AGAIN .
EDIT - I edited this post because i dont want to destroy max . I dont think he deserves that . I think in his own and other peoples interests he needs to rethink and change his position .......... and the way he argues .
