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toogoodforyou

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Hey guys, how you doing? been lurking on the forums for sometime now finally got registered and posting :)

2 weeks back while on a holiday i did MDMA with some guys i had just met & smoked cannabis with, all went well then and i had a great time tripping and dancing on psy in a very scenic place. After the MDMA wore off, i took a stupid decision and did some acid. I had done acid earlier, but never such a strong dose as this one. The 1st 1 hour was fine and the initial effects started. Started having slight hallucinations. After 2 hours of doing acid we all decided to go out and have some food. That was when i completely flipped out. My trip started going bad and i forgot where i was and who were the fuck were guys i was with, i got deluded and thought i was a coke addict. I left them and decided to head back to my room. Soon, i started thinking i was crazy or dead. I called up my fiance, & after talking to my fiance on phone for 2 hours i finally calmed down and found the way to my room.

I have done acid 4-5 times before with my friends but never have had a bad trip. I think the reason for having a bad trip was that i did it after MDMA and with people i had just met sometime back.

I'm completely unsatisfied with my last trip (obviously) and i'm planning to do some acid again, but i have learned my lesson and i'm gonna trip out only with my fiance in a safe setting. My question is will my last 'bad trip' have any effect on my next acid trip?? or should i wait for a while before doing it again?? Any tips to avoid having a bad trip?? My fiance will be doing it for the 1st time. Advice and suggestions welcome.

Peace
 
I'm near from falling from exhaustion so I won't go through this extensively, but I can give you the following advice : Wait 'till you feel good enough to do it again, and as you're GF will be a first timer, take a small dose, so you'll still be able to help her if she goes wrong without going nuts yourself.
 
The trip you had wasnt realy a bad one if you could go home , telephone and be rational . You sound like you were just a bit confused and maybe a bit frightened . Next time try to controll the set and setting = maybe read a bit about set and setting and do it at home and relax . You are probably right about it being uncomfortable because you did it in a new place with people you didnt know . It would be better if you did a trip on your own first before you do it with your girlfriend . But dont worry about it , it was a time and a place and next time it will be different .
 
Thanks for the help guys. I'll wait until i'm fully ready as you say. Yeah, i think i'll do a small dose initially & i'll make her take a small dose too incase she can't handle it. If the trips begins well, i'll do some more :)

GOD, it was after 2 & a half hours that i had the senses to start finding my room. Till then i was terrified, and i thought i was a crazy coke addict with no teeth. I also was under the delusion that i had sold off my camera & phone for drugs. Hehe... now that i look back it seems silly. Oh well, i'm fine now and what doesn't kill you makes you stronger.

Cheers
 
Any tips to avoid having a bad trip??

Endure it. Take the fear of a bad trip head on. Anything that you experience in the bad trip is just an illusion. Try to learn from your experiences. Most of the time, the learning comes from the bad trip, than the good trip. The good trips are euphoric and connect you to nature, but the bad trips show you your weakness, and tend to make you learn more about youself whether you like it or not. Also another tip to avoid these bad trips, is save your doses for a pre-planned night. Don't take substances back to back. Just my opinion.

PEACE & LOVE
 
People need to be taken outside their comfort zone.
 
How trigger this yourself, Buffachino?

Somehow watching the news worked pretty well for me, occasionally. Or searching for devilish influences on purpose.
 
I think Buff doesn't have a comfort zone, he's comfortable anywhere :mrgreen:
Although I haven't had a bad trip myself, I did have a very hard time at my first Ayahuasca ceremony (wich I'm still writing about, when it's done, I'll post it)
 
Depression on a trip is the worst, it's much much worse than fear.
But like one of you said, take it head on, accept it, no matter how hard.
Fighting depression under any influence, bad.
Accepting what you realize, good.
Feeling bad sometimes, good.
 
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