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High Angeliki ,
It sounds like you have a similar problem to me . Very many BAD things happened to me in my childhood and youth . There is no treatment and no therapy for me . The only thing i can do is try to acept it and move on : But thats VERY difficult because everything i see , hear and do reminds me of bad experiences i`ve made . The nightmares nearly every night dont help at all . I think i`ve acepted my past and it doesnt realy bother me , i`ve forgiven the people that abused me . BUT , i cant understand why the nightmares dont go away and sometimes feel that my life isnt realy mine . I have to be my friend , i have to give myself reasons not to be depressed and give myself my own therapy every day . Other people have got good memorys to comfort them in bad times . I havent ever had anyone show me love . The only love i`ve experienced is from a few dogs and thats what i use to pep myself up when i`m down . Luckily i`m a hard mother fucker and refuse to be down or depressed . If i did i would loose and i"m NEVER prepaired to loose . Hold your head up and smile , do your best and love yourself . You are you and your history is your history , you cant get rid of it only learn to acept it . After a time you will have good experiences to have , look back on and comfort you , and things will change .
Any doctor that laughs at you is a shit doctor , and any doctor that doesnt know about st.johns wort is a sharlatan . Here it gets prescribed by psychiatrists very much .
I dont think you have said what sex you are or how old you are ?
Take care of your self , dont let it get you down and never give up , you are worth careing about and fighting for .
Fucking shit i`m in tears again .
It sounds like you have a similar problem to me . Very many BAD things happened to me in my childhood and youth . There is no treatment and no therapy for me . The only thing i can do is try to acept it and move on : But thats VERY difficult because everything i see , hear and do reminds me of bad experiences i`ve made . The nightmares nearly every night dont help at all . I think i`ve acepted my past and it doesnt realy bother me , i`ve forgiven the people that abused me . BUT , i cant understand why the nightmares dont go away and sometimes feel that my life isnt realy mine . I have to be my friend , i have to give myself reasons not to be depressed and give myself my own therapy every day . Other people have got good memorys to comfort them in bad times . I havent ever had anyone show me love . The only love i`ve experienced is from a few dogs and thats what i use to pep myself up when i`m down . Luckily i`m a hard mother fucker and refuse to be down or depressed . If i did i would loose and i"m NEVER prepaired to loose . Hold your head up and smile , do your best and love yourself . You are you and your history is your history , you cant get rid of it only learn to acept it . After a time you will have good experiences to have , look back on and comfort you , and things will change .
Any doctor that laughs at you is a shit doctor , and any doctor that doesnt know about st.johns wort is a sharlatan . Here it gets prescribed by psychiatrists very much .
I dont think you have said what sex you are or how old you are ?
Take care of your self , dont let it get you down and never give up , you are worth careing about and fighting for .
Fucking shit i`m in tears again .