No, when it's lost, it's gone.
And than it's not that i don't like something anymore, but i need a new influence to get me interested again.
Example:
I like drawing, when i start something, i won't finish it, and i don't want to finish it, no matter what i do.
But if i get a new idea, i start drawing something else, and then i like it again, until... :wink:
And that's with everything now a days. Also with work.
It's pretty fucked up to work somewhere and that i don't like it anymore after less than a week.
Goran.Hrsak a dit:
Dextro-Levo-Meth-Benz-...-amphetamines are highly addictive substances!
Ritaline doesn't have such big issue! And side effects are lighter then amphetamines. Also Ritalin is DAT (dopamine inhibitor transporter) with agonistic act on epinephrine receptors with secondary effect on serotonin receptors. What this means? Ritalin have 30% power of cocaine and 30% power of amphetamine. But amphetamine solo is only epinephrine and serotonin agonist with bunch of others side effects! I have never tried Adderall as pill but street speed yes. Ritalin is mother comparing with solo acting uppers!
Keep in mind that dex-amph no street speed
I'm also familiar with street speed, but not doing it anymore.
Street speed had also some positive effects on me. I was completely organized in my head, and i wanted to finish work what i didn't want to finish anymore (without speed). With unfinished work i reffer to the top of this reply
BUT, it had also negative side-effects, indeed pretty addictive and it fucks your body and personality up.
But that's street speed, and no pure Dex-amph (5 mg a pill) what is from a legal laboratory.
Sources on the internet say something else about ritalin and dex-amph, they say dex is less resourced but it seem to have less side-effects.