31andsunny
Neurotransmetteur
- Inscrit
- 22/12/10
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- 54
First off I couldn’t ever write enough to completely describe this trip im describing the best I can I feel like theres lots im missing and don’t remember but here it is this is my frist trip with 11 grams
information
Male, 17 years old at time of trip 6’2 about 220 pounds
Species of mushrooms is unclear but they were dry and said to be strong
Dose: 11 grams
Consumption on the way home affects at home in basement with a good friend who was not shrooming just really high
The onset took around 2 hours I was thinking they weren’t gonna work not sure how long the duration
Okay so I started smoking pot like half a year before I decided to shroom and I was a big pothead smoked everyday so I was at a friends house with about 6 ppl waiting for the dealer to brg 11 grams of shrooms I was gonna buy while we were waiting we smoked a ton of weed over an ounce I personally chipped in about a quarter ounce and then when we got the shrooms I was super baked I was planning to eat them with a couple friends (J) (W) (S) but (S) decided he didn’t want to and went home and we couldn’t get a hold of (J) and now (W) didn’t want to but he was spending the night at my place I began eating them at around 12 am while walking home handfuls at a time they actually tasted good idk if It was cuz I was high cuz I heard there posed to be grose I thought I was prepared for shrooms id read a lot about them but I guess I wasn’t or I was just really high cuz idk why I ate them all
I was laying down on the couch feeling disappointed because I tought the mushies were duds it has been almost 2 hours by now and I never felt any thing. I had my laptop on my lap looking up trippy videos on youtube trying to trip my self out to no success (W) then put on prying open my third eye by tool this is when the shrooms started kicking in the song was really bothering me and tripping me out so I turned it off at this time my ceiling was a bright orange and it seemed like it was alive the letters on the laptop screen started moving off the screen itself. the laptop felt wet and started melting so I put the laptop down the way my arms moved was just insane I remember thinking I had 4 arms and they were stretching or something now I lay down enjoying the lights of the ceiling for awhile and then I closed my eyes I had intense close eyed visuals that were Blue and black swirling tunnels i then started concentrating on the tunnel and whats at the end all of a sudden it turned into this 3d image of a guy sitting by a fire who stands up and is moving around I was enjoying the trip up until this but this completely freaks me out I don’t know why I don’t know if I stood up right then but the next thing I remember is getting up completely confused not knowing what’s happening, what I am, where am I, I look to (W) who was sleeping, I call his name and asked what’s happening and he says I don’t know in a certain tone that just added to the confusion (it was like a tone that was like saying I did something soooo stupid and wrong) so I run up stairs and im not sure what exactly happened after this at all but I remember going to open the fridge and I remember going inside the fridge or something but I broke it somehow and I live with my grandfather and he hears it and comes down creaming and shit and now I run out the front door I felt like a ran to a familiar street which is pretty far from my house I was sure I was there but im told I just ran to the street and came back and that I fell down my front steps but my grandpa helped me back into the house and I ran out the back door again to my back gate and then i remember feeling like my tongue had disconnected and was moving freely my mouth was the outer edges of the universe and my tongue was moving around it (best way I can describe it) then I felt my tongue disappear I thought the universe was over or something and then I got back inside and down to the basement back on the couch my grandpa found out I was on mushrooms (W) cuz I was too fucked up to talk I remember thinking I was breaking everything or that everything was just breaking I actually grabbed my Call of duty game disc and supposedly bit it and bent the fuck outa it idk y so my grampa calls his friend who is our neighbour cuz he dosent know what to do and figures he will cuz hes done them before and there talking to me idk what there saying but I kept asking am I gonna die and he would say no ur gonna be back to normal in a couple hours but this did not calm me a single bit it was like I didn’t even know what they were saying like their speaking a different language meanwhile im seeing insane shit im seeing people standing all around like a crowd gathering all over my room people I don’t know I see millions of images of everything imaginable pass before my eyes I see faces of people I know and don’t know laugh and there faces stretch outa proportion it looks like there chins go into their necks idk wtf is going on but my neighbour and grampa go to away just leave me to sleep it off and another thing I gotta add is threw everything I feel this weird de ja vu like feeling like ive experiences everything before in a dream or something then I think I went unconscious.
The rest of what I remember is just fragments that came back to me days even months after I tripped I don’t know what happened first or in what order but I remember existence feeling like it was just some 2 dimensional big picture then I was stuck in a time loop and there was like a hook shaped thing that was like the bar on youtube videos it would start empty and fill up as the loop progressed and idk how many time it repeated but I remember it was of me dying I would start standing then I would fall into a little right triangle like shape in the bottom corner of the existential picture people would then begin to gather around me some laughing some looking disappointed and I remember this sentence kept repeating too don’t remember it but it was like saying I fucked up royally or something and I was gonna die it felt familluar too like id been hearing it all my life and this kept going over n over I was trying with all my might to stop the hook shaped thing not to fill cuz I knew id die and I think it filled finally and I died and I saw a big crowd of people and they hugged me and I kinda opened my eyes and that was the end of the peak at first I saw the light of the laptop my friend was on and it looked like the ceiling was raining black rain but I blinked and got up and it stoped I was pretty much done now I went up stairs it was about 7 am now and the ground in the bathroom there tiles with like colors on it they were moving still and I went back downstairs the ceiling has like these tile things with cracks between them and the cracks looked like they were opening and closing and that’s it I couldn’t fall asleep even tho I was really tired until about 12 pm
i tried a small dose of 1.5g grams after this and had a horrible time gonna write a report on that and also the problems ive been facing since
information
Male, 17 years old at time of trip 6’2 about 220 pounds
Species of mushrooms is unclear but they were dry and said to be strong
Dose: 11 grams
Consumption on the way home affects at home in basement with a good friend who was not shrooming just really high
The onset took around 2 hours I was thinking they weren’t gonna work not sure how long the duration
Okay so I started smoking pot like half a year before I decided to shroom and I was a big pothead smoked everyday so I was at a friends house with about 6 ppl waiting for the dealer to brg 11 grams of shrooms I was gonna buy while we were waiting we smoked a ton of weed over an ounce I personally chipped in about a quarter ounce and then when we got the shrooms I was super baked I was planning to eat them with a couple friends (J) (W) (S) but (S) decided he didn’t want to and went home and we couldn’t get a hold of (J) and now (W) didn’t want to but he was spending the night at my place I began eating them at around 12 am while walking home handfuls at a time they actually tasted good idk if It was cuz I was high cuz I heard there posed to be grose I thought I was prepared for shrooms id read a lot about them but I guess I wasn’t or I was just really high cuz idk why I ate them all
I was laying down on the couch feeling disappointed because I tought the mushies were duds it has been almost 2 hours by now and I never felt any thing. I had my laptop on my lap looking up trippy videos on youtube trying to trip my self out to no success (W) then put on prying open my third eye by tool this is when the shrooms started kicking in the song was really bothering me and tripping me out so I turned it off at this time my ceiling was a bright orange and it seemed like it was alive the letters on the laptop screen started moving off the screen itself. the laptop felt wet and started melting so I put the laptop down the way my arms moved was just insane I remember thinking I had 4 arms and they were stretching or something now I lay down enjoying the lights of the ceiling for awhile and then I closed my eyes I had intense close eyed visuals that were Blue and black swirling tunnels i then started concentrating on the tunnel and whats at the end all of a sudden it turned into this 3d image of a guy sitting by a fire who stands up and is moving around I was enjoying the trip up until this but this completely freaks me out I don’t know why I don’t know if I stood up right then but the next thing I remember is getting up completely confused not knowing what’s happening, what I am, where am I, I look to (W) who was sleeping, I call his name and asked what’s happening and he says I don’t know in a certain tone that just added to the confusion (it was like a tone that was like saying I did something soooo stupid and wrong) so I run up stairs and im not sure what exactly happened after this at all but I remember going to open the fridge and I remember going inside the fridge or something but I broke it somehow and I live with my grandfather and he hears it and comes down creaming and shit and now I run out the front door I felt like a ran to a familiar street which is pretty far from my house I was sure I was there but im told I just ran to the street and came back and that I fell down my front steps but my grandpa helped me back into the house and I ran out the back door again to my back gate and then i remember feeling like my tongue had disconnected and was moving freely my mouth was the outer edges of the universe and my tongue was moving around it (best way I can describe it) then I felt my tongue disappear I thought the universe was over or something and then I got back inside and down to the basement back on the couch my grandpa found out I was on mushrooms (W) cuz I was too fucked up to talk I remember thinking I was breaking everything or that everything was just breaking I actually grabbed my Call of duty game disc and supposedly bit it and bent the fuck outa it idk y so my grampa calls his friend who is our neighbour cuz he dosent know what to do and figures he will cuz hes done them before and there talking to me idk what there saying but I kept asking am I gonna die and he would say no ur gonna be back to normal in a couple hours but this did not calm me a single bit it was like I didn’t even know what they were saying like their speaking a different language meanwhile im seeing insane shit im seeing people standing all around like a crowd gathering all over my room people I don’t know I see millions of images of everything imaginable pass before my eyes I see faces of people I know and don’t know laugh and there faces stretch outa proportion it looks like there chins go into their necks idk wtf is going on but my neighbour and grampa go to away just leave me to sleep it off and another thing I gotta add is threw everything I feel this weird de ja vu like feeling like ive experiences everything before in a dream or something then I think I went unconscious.
The rest of what I remember is just fragments that came back to me days even months after I tripped I don’t know what happened first or in what order but I remember existence feeling like it was just some 2 dimensional big picture then I was stuck in a time loop and there was like a hook shaped thing that was like the bar on youtube videos it would start empty and fill up as the loop progressed and idk how many time it repeated but I remember it was of me dying I would start standing then I would fall into a little right triangle like shape in the bottom corner of the existential picture people would then begin to gather around me some laughing some looking disappointed and I remember this sentence kept repeating too don’t remember it but it was like saying I fucked up royally or something and I was gonna die it felt familluar too like id been hearing it all my life and this kept going over n over I was trying with all my might to stop the hook shaped thing not to fill cuz I knew id die and I think it filled finally and I died and I saw a big crowd of people and they hugged me and I kinda opened my eyes and that was the end of the peak at first I saw the light of the laptop my friend was on and it looked like the ceiling was raining black rain but I blinked and got up and it stoped I was pretty much done now I went up stairs it was about 7 am now and the ground in the bathroom there tiles with like colors on it they were moving still and I went back downstairs the ceiling has like these tile things with cracks between them and the cracks looked like they were opening and closing and that’s it I couldn’t fall asleep even tho I was really tired until about 12 pm
i tried a small dose of 1.5g grams after this and had a horrible time gonna write a report on that and also the problems ive been facing since
Hope this experience doesn't discourage you from continuing mind exploration.
