Hehe.
The very absolute first time I felt high was by far the most mind altering experience I had experienced: I kept 'waking up'. I would be walking along, and then all of a sudden become lucid, and say damn I'm dreaming! I'm dreaming! Then BAM no you're not this is real life! ... Then slowly, I'd look at my hands: You're dreaming!! You're dreaming and you know it you're lucid! BAM nope, this is real!
So very, very odd were the first 2-3 times I smoked. Man was it good stuff though. I remember just sitting, laughing, giggling... Most of the time it was me and my friends just looking at the plants & woods. We'd get down on all fours and just look at every single plant and organism on the earth, losing our balance once in a while. I remember listening to "The Decline" by nofx, and when it ended I wanted to die because it was the best thing I had ever heard in my life, same goes with older infected mushroom.
First time with mushrooms - post many a time here about that, was horrific and took me quite a few years to cope with what had been stirred up on that one. I can't wait to avenge my mind set pre-trip. :wink:
Overall I can almost see a split between the happy, tripping in the woods, amazed by every color and plant, lost in intricacy, and the void, the awkwardness, the anxiety attacks. All about happened right at the same time, like wham, lets see if you can handle a 180°