I've always known I was a psychonaut only I didn't know the term or concept.
At the age of 4 I had a concussion cause I fell off my bike in a tunnel near the GGD(healthservice) and I felt I had been in a weird place somewhere else in my head. Then I had my tonsels removed at 5 and I was sedated with gas, the smell was awfull but I loved it when the room started to spin.
3 months later I broke my elbow and they asked me if I wanted an injection or the gas, so ofcourse I wanted the gas, 'cause it made the room spin
And I loved dreaming, as a kid I had some lucid dreams and I could control where my dream went and I could control how everything looked and I remember always distorting reallity really similar to acid or shrooms.
Creating all kinds of different colors and things moved around, it was like magic.
But to the point, I've always been interested in the human mind, what it is capable of and that's one of the main reasons I use psychedelics, also seeking a more positive and peacefull state through the amazing things I experience.
HeartCore a dit:
What I mainly get out of it is reconfirmation of the illusory properties of reality, the certainty that dead is not the end and a good, happy feeling for days after.
Me too, it's the most beautifull thing. I've done acid twice now and I think it's really healthy for your mind. It's like exercising. To me it seems like my brains are running 4 times as fast. 1 weekend ago I was at a party and all the images came in so fast, but time stretched like 4 seconds. I met my bazooko circus that night (not in a bad way though
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I also had some really cool insights on mushrooms, but not always 'cause the people I usually was with were only in it for the fun and games. Luckely I now have very very close friends who I can further "develop" with.
But I'm wondering off.
The afterglow of acid is the nicest of all psychedelics, I don't feel bad or tired and see the world through whole new eyes. Like Vilo
Although I was also intensly happy after recieving a hug from Gaia on DMT
I even hugged my 3 trip buddies afterwards
vilo a dit:
The thing i prefer when i trip, is that impression i have to be 7years old, to [-re]discover everything... :wink:
Using psychedelics for me is having the time of my life with the addition of percieving knowledge and insight about life in general and my own life and the life of others. The trip ussually reflects my questions and feelings and I feel it makes me much more aware and complete.
I always end up better after a trip. The insight and awareness that I get out of it is very important to me, that's why I'm giving up on the mindnumbing drugs.
I'm not judging the people who are doing those drugs, but why numb your mind if you can sit at the table with god?