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What's your biggest sin?

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Brugmansia

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According shrooms. When and where did they told you? Did you acted on it afterwards?
 
I can't sin since I'm not a Christian and sin is a Christian concept or, at least the breaking of a religious law in my dictionary.

So I'll talk about my 'bad habits' instead if you don't mind ;)

They (the mushrooms) pointed out to me many times that worrying is preposterous. That's the only thing I keep 'forgetting', the longer it has been I made a journey.
 
Goran.Hrsak a dit:
Datura guy, :lol: what you mean with bigggggest sin(city) on shrooms :?:

He means: What is the biggest sin in your life that the mushrooms pointed out to you, and did you act on that information :)
 
Yes, couple of things-events! Earthly things:
1. I start to work :)
2. Strait my life, become more sober, less poisoned! :wink:
3. Strength mush gave me! Opiate addiction solved. From 125mg of methadone straight to ZERO! POWERFULL 8) :)
 
Haha thanks HC! :thumbsup: 'swhat I meant. Bad habits fits better in the context.
 
The Mushrooms have opened my eyes to the people I was 'harming'. My parents split up when I first starting using Mushrooms. I wasn't ever fond about the choices my mom was making, but never seen that she was just trying to help me. She was doing her best, and she loved me very much. I was totally blind to this, and was treating her like shit. I had a vision of the interactions we have from a day to day basis, and noticed I was being a complete idiot. I noticed that she deserves more respect and I should help her out more around the house, because after all, she was a single parent just trying to get by. So yes I did act on it, I try my best to help her in any way. I have developed a new love for her, and have learnt a lot of things about her now that we talk more. I have told her about my views on life and my psychedelic useage. I would like the thanks Psilocybin Mushrooms for opening my eyes to the things I could not see. They are truly a beautiful substance.

PEACE & LOVE
 
What?
 
user_1919 a dit:
The Mushrooms have opened my eyes to the people I was 'harming'. My parents split up when I first starting using Mushrooms. I wasn't ever fond about the choices my mom was making, but never seen that she was just trying to help me. She was doing her best, and she loved me very much. I was totally blind to this, and was treating her like shit. I had a vision of the interactions we have from a day to day basis, and noticed I was being a complete idiot. I noticed that she deserves more respect and I should help her out more around the house, because after all, she was a single parent just trying to get by. So yes I did act on it, I try my best to help her in any way.

Believe it or not, but I had the exact same revelation... with speed :shock:
 
NOt so much sin as in realizing what the next step in my development is. Beyond Skepticism into Existentialism.
 
I love this topic. I've only tripped once on shrooms and did not feel something like that (I had taken philosopher stones and had my trip was like "rediscovering of the city" when walking by the streets), but I really find interesting the way shrooms can make you realize things like that.
 
Acting in self interest.
It is a sick series of behaviors designed only to harm yourself and others to satiate an imaginary distinction which your ego builds between You and All.
 
user_1919 a dit:
The Mushrooms have opened my eyes to the people I was 'harming'. My parents split up when I first starting using Mushrooms. I wasn't ever fond about the choices my mom was making, but never seen that she was just trying to help me. She was doing her best, and she loved me very much. I was totally blind to this, and was treating her like shit. I had a vision of the interactions we have from a day to day basis, and noticed I was being a complete idiot. I noticed that she deserves more respect and I should help her out more around the house, because after all, she was a single parent just trying to get by. So yes I did act on it, I try my best to help her in any way. I have developed a new love for her, and have learnt a lot of things about her now that we talk more. I have told her about my views on life and my psychedelic useage. I would like the thanks Psilocybin Mushrooms for opening my eyes to the things I could not see. They are truly a beautiful substance.

That last bit made me think of you giving a speech and people applauding after :)

I find very very interesting and important that ability of psychedelics, the intensification of awareness of the self that you describe here, the way one sees oneself doing silly things and thinking it's very wrong and why do it in the first place and so on. I have experienced these things the very first times I got high on mj, it's like seeing yourself without bias and taking a more objective view on your actions, almost like seeing yourself as a character and seeing your flaws and all. This happenings have brought me to tears on occasions, regret and so on but I like when this goes on, I think it makes me a better person. Definitely one of the reasons to recommend psychedelics.
 
Exactly! You know what I am talking about. When you describe it, it is almost like a flashback to that time. Good ol MJ :D

PEACE & LOVE
 
Goran.Hrsak a dit:
Yes, couple of things-events! Earthly things:
1. I start to work :)
2. Strait my life, become more sober, less poisoned! :wink:
3. Strength mush gave me! Opiate addiction solved. From 125mg of methadone straight to ZERO! POWERFULL 8) :)
that is really amazing! big up for yourself 8)
 
Psychoid a dit:
user_1919 a dit:
The Mushrooms have opened my eyes to the people I was 'harming'. My parents split up when I first starting using Mushrooms. I wasn't ever fond about the choices my mom was making, but never seen that she was just trying to help me. She was doing her best, and she loved me very much. I was totally blind to this, and was treating her like shit. I had a vision of the interactions we have from a day to day basis, and noticed I was being a complete idiot. I noticed that she deserves more respect and I should help her out more around the house, because after all, she was a single parent just trying to get by. So yes I did act on it, I try my best to help her in any way.

Believe it or not, but I had the exact same revelation... with speed :shock:
OMG it's a trend! :D
I recently had some big revelations on the relationship with my mother as well. I also realized she deserved way more respect and love than I was giving her for everything she has done for me, which I hadn't realized before. Our relationship has improved since then 8)
 
On my only real shroom trip I felt like I was looking back at my life from some distant perspective in the future, as if the present had become a memory and i was just living the memory as an old man..

So I could say I guess it reinforced how valuable the here and now is. As a person raised a christian who lived for some distant future, learning to live in the now has been a huge part of my life the past few years..

Acid has had more profound lessons for me as well though.. more in the vein of figuring out where some of my actual fears and prejudices have originated from.. and by having the memories rekindled of where these aspects of my personality originated, I think I have been able to at least be more aware of myself, if not better myself somewhat..

And all psychedelics in general have made me just more aware of how substances affect my body.. I've cut back my caffeine intake almost to zip.. i still smoke and drink but to the level i enjoy it, rather than feeling crappy as a result of overindulging or just wasting money. I'm also eating far healthier than I did previously. My body craves salads and veggies these days... it used to crave.. chips haha
 
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