Thanx GOD. This help me a lot! I am borderliner. So I do not know when I cross black-white line cause gray doesn't exist for me. And I am "nice" guy. Never fuck someones in deal, steal important things(minor yes, just as everyone). Whole thing is that I am teached by sorroundings to be non violent and rude person.
But leave that behind. U and I have made that clear. Yes? Yes suppose.
Do U write your post beside forum and then paste it into post? Maybe I misunderstand you.
"I`m half way through writing a thread about things like that and will post it soon and it should stop verbal nazis talking shit." - this are your words from last post.So am I wrong bout this? Writing post before and copy-paste it after when U make sensible and intelligent sentences for postings which are pretty long(2/3 of them)?
Why I am asking U this. Cause this is very good Idea! When U write something after reading comments, post can very easily sound weird just like mine now. But U have experience how to sensible read my English writings and spelling so U very easy brake my "Enigmatic" English postings.
Also thanx for standing up for me in situations which can be stupid like this one and rude writings, aka fuck words. Also I am fighting for U, made such battles before, and in future also.
But if U are wrong in something or maybe ours(and other members)mind perceptions and believes bout something or somewhat are different (maybe even contradictorily!) I will post U my opinion without offending words.(why I need to offend U? Shit, sorry) Meaning U shouldn't take that as offending statement. We are all different and also younger or older in age which affects mind level or spiritual perception of the World and beyond. Like your argument with couple of guys bout magic.
Magic is something invisible, years of study are needed to accomplish it (which stage? Hell if I know). Why I study "magic"? Cause my grandma and mom have such "powers" which are so weird and logically-scientifically deniable. People round hers would tell that they are not normal! Crazy maybe!(they keep that for themselves and for "known" people, also my grandma is desisted(dead) but I like to talk bout her like she's alive)
But define me what is normal NOW, HERE, in this WORLD? People and society has given such declarations what it normal and what is obscene! Also HERE is big thing. Peruvian people look on sex and materialism as "taboo behavior"! They respect PEDRO and never use it alone, only big groups like 10+++ people.One user or fun user is big SIN)
Magic isn't right word for rituals, religions, myths, believes, spirits of life, nature, "lower life" like serpents, insects, fungus, non living material like minerals, soil, stones, water (which are all 100% of our structure, material structure, so why we call it immaterial material?) Also "magic" live in our DNA. DNA isn't only factory of amino acids, enzymes, carriers of genome. DNA is radio transmitter just like it is also radio transmitter!
First DNA or actually RNA comes from something 3,5-4 billions of years. "Magic" or life forms which we call spirits and Gods define changes in that RNA (which has transformed herself into DNA). So we are all part of first virus, every tree or plant generally, every animal, even The Earth herself and Universe as whole "magical" generator! And please tell me that Universe is physical formula and definitions!??? I would like to hear what U say bout that.
Entheogens are "magical" tools which we need to use cause our perceptions of life, existence and connections with Universe are lost and DNA can't speak with The World and Universe any more. Westerns are the most critical population. We are lost in fear of dieing, lack of money, wrong values, material body, looks, and so on..., I can write whole day bout vices and lost ways in western life!
DNA is the ONE!! DNA is ultimate connector of everybody with everything! Read some books bout DNA and "everything". I could give U some advices?. And PM how U are doing. U know what I mean (C). Can give U advices what to do to help yourself. Peace
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