This is so beautiful!

[Maxi]

My words during and after my amazing mushroom trip.

This is beautiful...

This is beautiful,
to discover yourself,
to feel yourself as you are,
to have yourself,
to be yourself,
to take yourself as you are
just to be you.

This is beautiful,
to discover your freedom,
to feel your freedom,
to have freedom,
to claim freedom,
i am free.

This is beautiful,
feeling no pain,
to have no pain,
let it go.

This is beautiful,
all emotions become one,
emotions in shape of tears,
emotions where we don't have a name for,
accepting emotions for what they are.

This is beautiful,
to feel no worry,
to have no worry,
to get no worry,
to be carefree.

This is beautiful,
discovering strength,
to feel the strength,
to have the strength,
to be the strength.

This is beautiful,
to discover peace,
to feel the peace,
to have the peace,
to be the peace.

This is beautiful,
the visuals, the fractals,
the colors where we have no name for,
the smooth moves,
the detail.

This is beautiful,
what nature gives me,
what i accept from nature,
to see as it is,
the world around me,
more beautiful it can not be.

This is beautiful,
finding my own place,
my own home,
to know that each moment i am home
my home.

This is beautiful,
total surrender,
accepting it as it is.

This is beautiful....

 

[buffachino]

Nice work.

beautifull!

 

[DevXavier]

Very nice, I normally cannot get any words on paper when tripping. A lot of drawings though.

 

[Maxi]

I wasn`t writing during the trip...
This is what i was talking about during the trip, my words.
So next morning, just writing it all down.
I am not a writer, but after a trip i just have to 8)

Next trip ill try it during the trip to see if i can....

Hugs Maxi

 

[Forkbender]

1 word:
taperecorder

 

[Maxi]

Yeah good idea!! Every time just before i start i think about that, and then i don`t have a taperecorder

Adding to shoppinglist:
-taperecorder

Thx for the tip Forkbender!

Hugs Maxi

 

[Forkbender]

It's just that I have the same thing: I keep channeling poetry, freestyling without missing a word, with the most beatific insights.

But I always forget.

So it's on my shoppinglist as well. :wink:

I don't have this on any other drug than mushrooms (except in my dreams sometimes).

 

[DevXavier]

Hmm, taperecorder, excellent idea.

I always trip near my computer, because music is so essential to me, I'll hook up a decent microphone and tape it on my harddrive.

 

[Maxi]

I don't have this on any other drug than mushrooms (except in my dreams sometimes).

Both, mushrooms and ayahuasca i had a need to write.
But there is a diffrence in writing.

(added the writing after using ayahuasca)

It is a beautiful world.
It is hard to hold on ones you have seen it.
We all think we do the right thing, but i can cry when i see people not knowing what it is about.
It is a beautiful world if you look close.
Holding on is something that others make it difficult for you, trying to controle you, and by that destroy the world.

It is really not that hard, totaly letting go of everything you know.
You are getting a beautiful thing in return, and it is so beautiful, so much more then anything else.
It`s life itself!

If someone askes me why i use/need psychedelics?
Then ill ask them, what do you need?
How do you find your soul?
How do you know you really find it?
How do you live?
How do you give?
Who are you?

For many i do not exist, they don`t know me.
Many will be scared to know me because of there own fears.
But it does not matter.
I have found a way to follow.
I have seen so many beautiful things and i know there is more.
Ofcourse i do not have all the answers, do you?
Many think they do.
Read all the books of all diffrent religions there are for example.
They are making it look so beautiful, but they would not tell you what they changed about it before you read it. Or just leaving information out the books that they think you should not know.
But there is so much more information out there, just be honest to yourself and respect yourself enough to explore.

We keep growing and we always will.
In my eyes you are perfect, if you keep looking to what life is all about, when you do research, when you speak up and accept that there is more then you know.
Do not accept what others tell you but give you along the way if you don`t have a clue about it and do your research.
That way you discover your opinion.
Doing nothing, it will make it all useless for you.
And yes, ofcourse you will experience also difficult and sad things, but accept it, embrace it, and grow.

Everything i have done untill this moment is a life lesson for me.
Everything i discover is an opening for me.
Totaly accepted myself, total repsect.

This body was given me to honor and protect.
You hear people say, it`s all about the inside.
Don`t forget that many do not know the inside.
But also the outside is important because it`s your home, your temple, your garden, what name you want to give it.
Be sweet to your body, only give it what it asks and needs.
Repsect it, love it.
It is beautiful!


Hugs Maxi

 

[Forkbender]

^wise words.

I did not experience the need to talk/write on ayahuasca both times I did it. Planning on doing a ceremony early next year, so I guess we'll see what number three brings.

 

[Maxi]

I did not experience the need to talk/write on ayahuasca both times I did it

Well, i do not see this as a guarantee for me tho, who knows what the next mushroom/ayahuasca trip brings for me.
Can be totaly different then writing.
I think it is important just to let it happen and not expecting.
Only thing i know that we all take with us what we already have discovered in other trips and also besides the trips.
We keep growing 8)

Hugs Maxi

 

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