Forkbender a dit:
Smile, know that you can change your mind. It is the single most enlightening experience I ever had.
I agree. When you feel negative energy flowing through you, you can make the promise with yourself that you'll work on it when sober levels have returned and then it drops immediately, and a new phase may start.
Do not try to think how you're going to do it by drawning a structure, just be aware that you KNOW that you'll be in able to solve it after. You already knew what to do, you don't need advice from the altered state of conciousness since it's already present within yourself. You just needed a signal for a start, it's often not your lack of capacity but more a lack of will or belief in the self.
It works out perfectly for keeping balance in a dimension with no ground to stand on. Just saying 'I'll do it, now take me further, take me further' while imaging the substance or plant you've taken. The negative stuff you've dealt with, is then put in a jar and saved as a memory for later, heaven gets it's space to expand around the observer who is no one else than yourself. If all the negative aspects within yourself have passed, all that will remain is heaven and the universe if being in the right environment. The now with no bondage presents itself.
And when looking back on the negative phases later, you know you'll have to do something with it, otherwise the disturbing energy will occur again. And if you've ever had such a moment in where you're pressured in a 360 degree circle all around you, I suppose everyone had such a moment at least once, you'll be amazed about your own willingness to work on the proper path which is nothing more than the actual truth which you're procrastinating yourself in order to avoid change.
Of course, idealogically you want to start with heaven from the very first moment, but we all know it's hard to keep up a life which always guarantees us the ground to have this perfect trip on. Although such trips certainly occur if you follow the entheogenic path with diligence, and those are the experiences in where you transform. From the beginning till the end, the divine as a diamond, seeing life itself as God if you have pushed yourself over the limit with the dose.