Talking to my mom

[user_1919]

I was thinking on talking to my mom about my use of "psychedelic drugs". The only two I really use are Marijuana and Magic Mushrooms. When I become a little more experienced with psychedelics, I plan on getting into LSD, DMT, and other drugs of that nature. I really want my mom to know for some reason. Maybe is it because my dad knows and she doesn't(they don't live together and my dads view on psychedelics are different from those of my mom). My mom is a very understanding person. I'm positive she knows, I just want to talk to her about it. It seems like I can't have a proper experience on Mushrooms ever. This would be because I almost feel guilty using them without her knowledge about it and I get panoriod she will come home whem I'm in that bewildered state. I want her to be content with me using them, and when I feel the urge to have an experience, I can do so without having to worry, and I can truly get in touch with the mushroom gods, without panorina fogging everything. I was wondering if you guys have any tips on starting a conversation in this nature?

thanks, PEACE.

 

[GOD]

Look at your personal mails , i hope it contains something that will help you . If not at least you will have something good to read for a few weeks .

 

[Guest]

How old are you ?

 

[user_1919]

17, ill be 18 in may

 

[GOD]

Thank god for that , i was thinking afterwards that you might be another 15 year old(???) asking for illegal help .

 

[user_1919]

Thank god for that , i was thinking afterwards that you might be another 15 year old(???) asking for illegal help .

lol, no i'm not 15. I am still pretty young to be using these substances, but my use is moderate, and I use them in a respectable way. My school marks are still very high. I plan on attending University after I graduate from highschool. So, these substances are not impacting me in a negative way. I'm just not sure if she will understand me fully...

 

[Rymmen]

Welll, my ultimate goal as of now is to have a cabin some woodland area and live isolated from such irrational, submissive and depressing society. I may study Economics in a college (I would study psychology, too, but... psychology is such a soft science these days) -- but what I desperately want is to learn mycology, botany and have survival training... This stemming from some revelations that came about while using drugs.

Though, I must say, before these revelations, my life was set towards being a loser in society. Despite everyone loving me, seeking out conversation with me and just being in awe of some things that my mind can think up, I had no destination -- no motivation. My life was fueled by alcohol and savage partying. I'unno why or how I found myself using psychedelics and dissociatives... mostly it was to see amazing things, but then I fell in love with the altered thought processes, and finally the revelations came.

I now do not drink, smoke tobacco in very small moderation (though frequently chew nicotine gum after meals), read more than before (I've always been a good reader), drink more water, eat less junk, get moderate to good grades. But I'm not in the game to benifit society -- I'm here to experience.