Symbolic Dream

[Alias55A]

now this dream i had near the end of april 2008, and still makes me ponder till this day.

i found myslef steadely at a slow pace walking on a long gravel path which end i could not see, the sides of the paht sloped into ditches(reminded me of roman style road ditches), beyond the ditches on both sides were thich dense dark woods, the sky and air(or everything) was a dim grey light, on the one sid(i beleive it was my left, there were weird looking dogs, small in body size but head overly large, eating scraps on the side of the path i was walking, a couple steps ahead of me a wolf appeared(as i like them and one of my totem animals)and told me it was ok to trust hit, so i took a step and put my hand out and the fuckers ran towards me and leaped on me,(scared shitless) while hes trying to naw my head off a whole pack runs up and starts trying to rip me apart, and the only thing that appeared in my hand at the time was a very small pocket knife, looked like a tiny swiss, so i was like wtf! and started stabing anything i could.

then i was above myself, and remember thinking how is he supposed to do want is meant for him if he is being atacked by wolves, then the scene changes, i appear beside a door way in a small white room with noting in it but me sitting in i think lotus position meditating, except i was bold and wearing light tan monk robes, weird thing was i saw my aura while meditating and it was extremely powerfull, the impression was blissfull as if i ascended to become a god or something, and it came to me again how am i supposed to fullfill my destiney with wovles trying to kill me.(im guessing the monk me meditating was how i am supposed to turn out witht he destiney thing or something), then the scene switched again.

I was sitting indian style in a living room with ppl in it, i think my wife was one, and i was the bold monk, and i watch a black spider come up to me and bite my big toe! which hurt like a bitch and watch it bleed with a phang in it?.

the next couple days at work i could feal the venom of the spider in my vains though, it was weird, and during that time in my life i was severley emotionaly closed up and battleing alot of inner deamons that i am still healing from.

i am a bit comfused, so idk, anybody??? :roll:

 

[????????]

wow that's quite the dream you had. i can't imagine how you must've felt when those gods gnawed your head. i picture them shaking their heads violently from left to right like they do when attacking small animals.

why are you so confused? it's totally normal to have intense dreams when you're living through intense emotion-filled periods, like you said you were. i doubt there's a secret message hidden in every dream we have; like it was discussed in the other thread, the best discussion comes from the dreamer himself because it is his unconscious after all, and he can relate the feelings and concepts better than anyone else.

 

[GOD]

The way is your life . The monsters / animals are the dificulty/s you are / have had . The monk bit is showing you that mastering the dificultys of life and becoming an "adult" is possible . The spider was to let you know that when you have gone the way and become "adult" that you still have to take care of things . Not to get complacent and take the safety and aloofness "adulthood" brings for granted .


In this case adult has nothing to do with age . It has to do with the ability to solve problems and not let life live you but that you live life .

 

[Alias55A]

nice, replys and all are good explanations, but the monk thing keeps reaperring in my dreams, two weeks after i had another dream i saw myself as the same monk, sitting cross legged in the same woods but almost at the end of the road, and the sky seemed like it was dusk, and in front of me was an apex down red pentagram levitaing in the aire abot 2 feet high made of flamy energy.
what confuses me in the apex down pentgram and monk park, i dont think they mix, do they?

and just resently two nights ago i had another one, i saw myself as the monk again, bold(which asctually i have long black hairr"died" in RL) sitting in some desert or baren landscape with a camper behind me? and some magickal tools and herbs on both sides, meditating, but this time it was on more of the earth element, and i said to myslef i need a structure on which to build apon, so i can become who i am ment to be, not litteraly as in job or finance, but b/ci have been struggleing with finding my path in esoterics, i like satanism, not new age, luciferian, druidism(if you want to call it) bhakti yoga, and the whole list b/ci see some truth in them, bits and parts i like ect..
and also have recently been trying to get over the flip flopping is what i call it, one minute ive crossed the line into i guess what you could say the otherworld, new fiew ect. and then being ripped back unwillingly into negative view and shit of my past, and its killing my root chakra and driving me crazy.

Call me crazy but when i feal connect to myself(when my root chakra isnt killing me), i have the feal of knowing that i am meant to become as powerfulll if not more then what has been shown in my dreams, almost like a god is human form at the end of my path, but i just have trouble, idk staying on the otherside.?

and no i do not injest or smoke anything on a daily basics except for food and nicotine :wink:

 

[GOD]

Mx opinion , i`m trying to help you not hurt you :-

If you read my first post the answer is there to these dreams to .

Basicaly the dreams you have talked about now mean be carefull not to fall into esoteric fantasy and ego traps and that you shouldnt fool yourself . They are reflections of the esoteric confusion that you have in your mind .

Druidism doesnt exist . No one knows what the druids believed exept that part of it had something to do with trees . Anything else that is said today is pure fantasy . Like most of what is said about wiches and the people who pretend to be wiches .

If i were you i`d stop reading books about fantasy esoterics and start to try and limit the damage already done . If you dont it will very probably cause you big trouble .

Please keep us informed about your progress in life . I for one am very interested and concerned .

 

[GOD]

"also could mabye brainwashing also be a cause of some part of it? since "I AM" making a conclusion that they HAVE NOT examined this to its full extent. b/c during ealier childhood is when one is most impressionsable, when you shape their mind in a way, could it possibly tinker with the shaping of the brain at such a young age?"