Schwanke668
Alpiniste Kundalini
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Just ate .21g of Amanita Muscaria.
Before that smoked I dunno a minimum to moderate amount of Amanita Muscaria as well as Panama Bud and Salvia.
I always pray about what I put in my body even if I screw up and take the wrong thing but I stopped and focused really hard this time taking a few moments of zen-focused-prayer before each piece. 3 pieces plus some dusty bits.
This was from that B stock that I got from the company that screwed up with the infestation of bugs. I am highly confident that only certain pieces got infected because even after the bugs came out after I first found them they seemed to stay on only the one piece. I seperated the other pieces into seperate bags and gave them a few days and have been checking them each day with nothing strange going. I seperated out what was clearly Amanita Muscaria and broke it up carefully checking it for bugs into very small pieces. Been smoking that for a few days as something to do. Nice mild almost high feeling. More like its triggering memories of how it feels to be high and im getting high off the memories. Very nice.
Anyway. Obviosly babling which is probably from the smoking that happened about 20 minutes before I ate the .21g.
You know I just realized wasnt there a movie called 21g? maybe I should watch it. Maybe it will be 100 times more interesting lol!
Anyway I prayed over the three pieces carefully plus the shake I guess its called and as I focused on each individual piece I lift myself up above myself and brought myself to a focal point of awareness that allowed me to percieve in a near visual state the 'area' surrounding my oncoming trip so that I could plan and direct the choices in advance. I very clearly decided the best option based on future unpredictable events was to maintain a direction of heading to bed and relaxing myself to sleep.
I assume this wont be enough to be mind blowing enough to keep me awake but might be nice to fall asleep to. Then again i have such a low tolerance and I did smoke I have no idea what might happen lol.
Oh the lifting up is normal for me for my trips. I focus myself before each trip and bring myself into a self-god awareness of the situation planing what I can with the factors i am aware of. Sometimes God allows me to see clearly what might happen while other times he just simply says 'let go'. It was a mixture of both this time though most of it was encrypted with my personal spiritual key with a time referential that seemed mostly linear. Be funny if I am more normal on shrooms then off. I tend to perceive time so non-linearly off them Id almost gotten used to it. Maybe this will shake me up a little bit. Hope so.
Anyway. Off to go do other things besides babble incoherently to strangers.
Before that smoked I dunno a minimum to moderate amount of Amanita Muscaria as well as Panama Bud and Salvia.
I always pray about what I put in my body even if I screw up and take the wrong thing but I stopped and focused really hard this time taking a few moments of zen-focused-prayer before each piece. 3 pieces plus some dusty bits.
This was from that B stock that I got from the company that screwed up with the infestation of bugs. I am highly confident that only certain pieces got infected because even after the bugs came out after I first found them they seemed to stay on only the one piece. I seperated the other pieces into seperate bags and gave them a few days and have been checking them each day with nothing strange going. I seperated out what was clearly Amanita Muscaria and broke it up carefully checking it for bugs into very small pieces. Been smoking that for a few days as something to do. Nice mild almost high feeling. More like its triggering memories of how it feels to be high and im getting high off the memories. Very nice.
Anyway. Obviosly babling which is probably from the smoking that happened about 20 minutes before I ate the .21g.
You know I just realized wasnt there a movie called 21g? maybe I should watch it. Maybe it will be 100 times more interesting lol!
Anyway I prayed over the three pieces carefully plus the shake I guess its called and as I focused on each individual piece I lift myself up above myself and brought myself to a focal point of awareness that allowed me to percieve in a near visual state the 'area' surrounding my oncoming trip so that I could plan and direct the choices in advance. I very clearly decided the best option based on future unpredictable events was to maintain a direction of heading to bed and relaxing myself to sleep.
I assume this wont be enough to be mind blowing enough to keep me awake but might be nice to fall asleep to. Then again i have such a low tolerance and I did smoke I have no idea what might happen lol.
Oh the lifting up is normal for me for my trips. I focus myself before each trip and bring myself into a self-god awareness of the situation planing what I can with the factors i am aware of. Sometimes God allows me to see clearly what might happen while other times he just simply says 'let go'. It was a mixture of both this time though most of it was encrypted with my personal spiritual key with a time referential that seemed mostly linear. Be funny if I am more normal on shrooms then off. I tend to perceive time so non-linearly off them Id almost gotten used to it. Maybe this will shake me up a little bit. Hope so.
Anyway. Off to go do other things besides babble incoherently to strangers.
