Wow, quantum physics, that's really impressive. Still, that's way too much mathematics for me
Yeah, I know it's quite complex. I am not even sure if I can do it, but all I know is I can sure try! I find it interesting, and I am gonna dedicate myself to do it. This is what I have been looking for, something 'accepted' by society, and that interests me. Before I decided Quantum Mechanics, I wanted to study psychedelics. I have came to a conclusion; that psychedelics should not be studied through science, because they have something to them that science cannot and should not try to explain. I am reading a book called Plant Spirit Healing- and in it it says that the more we try to scientifically explain stuff, the more separate we become from the spirit world. Here is the quote:
"The relationship to the world that modern science fostered and shaped now appears to have exhausted its potential. It is increasingly clear that, strangely, the relationship is missing something....Today, for instance, we may know immeasurably more about the universe than our ancestors did, and yet it increasingly seems they knew something more essential about it that we do, something that escapes us.... The more throughly our organs and their functions, their internal structure, and biochemical reactions that take place within them are described, the more we seem to fail to grasp the spirit, purpose and meaning of the system that they create together and that we experience as our unique self"
To me if seems very true. But what are you suppose to do? I decided to go a different way in life because of this quote. Sorry for the long post about really nothing, but it seems important to me when deciding on what to do with your life. At least I know, I am stuck in the middle. Between my spiritual self, and the scientific material world. If I want to pursue a spiritual life, it seems like just the fact of living in this society is limiting my spiritual potential. Every influence affects it. Anyways I am done rambling on...
peace & love