on my recent forum inactivity

[poisoninthestain]

I feel like I've been away from the forum for quite some time, when in reality I bet it's only been a month or two.

I was working on a few things chemistry related until my college courses slapped me in the face. Now I am seriously in deep shit and I hope something positive comes my way.

I'm currently in school for my RN degree as a nurse. I've been doing extremely well for myself until recently. Last semester I got a D in general microbiology and the following semester got accepted into the nursing program which is extremely difficult to enter(lucky me).

Aside from getting a D in micro they still accepted me because my scores in everything else were pretty decent along with my NET test(nursing entrance test). Anyways, to stay in the nursing program you need at least a C or better.

Last semester(which just ended this week) I retook micro and got a D again ...I go to a community college and I'm scared that I may not be able to retake it again for a 3rd time for whatever reasons. I really don't want to fuck this up and it's really stressing me out.

I spoke to someone today who knows someone who already got accepted into the program, failed the same course as me(micro), retook it, passed, and is still in the program...only difference is I wasn't in the program when I got the first D, and this will be my third time as opposed to my 2nd.

He also said that he heard from several people that you can't retake micro more than twice. If that's the case I'm screwed. That's pretty much my job down the drain.

I'm just wondering...if anyone else out there can share some insight it'd be greatly appreciated.

I can't risk this. I could've tried harder. I'm over it. I won't let it happen again and that's the point. I just need this last chance.

So fucking stressed.

 

[Getafix]

Participation on the forum should never be at the cost of educational pursuits or fulfilling ones responsibilities. Though from your post it doesn't seem you got your Ds because of your online activity. In any case, good luck getting better grades!

 

[mysticwarrior]

Dont be so afraid to fail! Everything just is like it is, sometimes difficult and destructive and other times there will be a positive flow love, luck and happiness. But you never will be able to walk away from the difficult part of life!

http://www.thegreatillusion.com/cause&effect.html

The search for the answers to life and its laws,
is rooted in everything, since effects have their cause.
It's as easy as saying when words hit a wall,
they come back at the speaker like a red rubber ball.

You can't hide any garbage, or mess up in this dream...
all your actions are viewed from beyond the mainstream.
The ancients all looked for that place ~ Shangri-La,
and reflected in the knowledge of what is known as Karma.

You can study the ancients for all that's concealed,
or you can look toward intentions to have all be revealed.
It's as simple as saying that your thoughts are alive,
they create actions & reactions unseen to the eyes.

It's difficult understanding that life's a charade,
or that fears create reality ...if you're slightly afraid.
A guru can teach you the path that's unsaid,
these words try to show you that it's inside your head.

The effect of knowledge is about to unfold...
the missing link in this puzzle is not seizing your goals.

Goodluck! You will finally get somewhere