Oh.

[IJesusChrist]

I've been really stable with my emotions and vantage points for the past 6 or 7 months, and finally last week it started to unravel again! My friend, see "How to say no to people" thread, was about to take ayahuasca in the wilderness. Him and his friend were going to be sat by me out in the middle of no where - a very beautiful place.

The most amazing storm I have ever been in took place within 5 minutes of us finally finding our destination and we had to hold on to the roots of trees for 30 minutes or grim death would have had our heads. I know how it is to survive a tornado now.

Anyways, I was put in a very good, psychonautical and analytical head space on the trip up to the park. I obtained self-reflection I hadn't in long months, and finally I had a sense of clarity, or at least I knew clarity was on the horizon. Today I put on some music (I havn't listened to any in a while) and it was very intense. Took me right back to the head spinning speed thoughts, and I've come to some grand questions about my life and where I am to be. Its been very good.

But my realization is that I may no longer need psychedelics for introspection, just simply the reminder and feeling of others tripping catapulted me to levels I haven't witnessed in years. Or perhaps it is the slow increase of THC in my body - I've been smoking nearly every other week now (a difference of every other 4 months or so).

Anyways tata,

 

[ophiuchus]

these things come in waves, you know. some times are more introspective, sometimes you can hardly think straight. this is what got me looking into astrology, and also how my diet affects my mood. it is rather funny though how the pre-high almost "sets the stage" for those thoughts so to speak. makes you wonder where the introspection even comes from in the first place :lol: . good to hear you had a good experience, a good trip.