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PuMan
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Hi all! I'm PuMan, and I just found this site in my search for answers.
I've very recently been acquainted with the magic of mushrooms, and I'd love to incorporate them in my life for years to come. However, I have a few questions, concerns and worries that I'd like to be resolved before I start heavier doses.
To start off, I should give a bit of a background of myself and my situation:
I regularly smoke weed
I don't drink or smoke cigarettes (I do enjoy the occasional cigar or pipe, though, and I love hookah)
I have no intention of using any drugs other than cannabis and shrooms
I am of average hight (5'9") and slightly heavy build (210 lbs).
I think a lot. Too much imo...
So far, I've only had shrooms 4 times, and I've had strong effects twice. Both times I've eaten ~1.5-2g of dried shrooms (don't know what variety) and smoked ~.5g of weed. Both those times I've also had disturbing panic attacks (though not severe enough as to say I had bad trips).
I did a little research on what I felt, and can reasonably conclude that my anxiety was caused by uncomfortable feelings of dissociation and depersonalization.
I've also noticed that my trips took cycles of dysphoria and euphoria. Upon overcoming the dysphoria, I was rewarded with a very intense euphoria that gradually morphed back to dysphoria. It felt as though I was being tested and then rewarded for succeeding. I also felt very spiritually aware and can even say I felt the presence of "god."
However, there were times of great anxiety that I couldn't overcome. I've noticed these times occurred as the effects of the cannabis was wearing off (while being in a "stoned" state). During these panic attacks I felt that my "conscious being" was separated from my physical body. I was afraid that I had left behind a gibbering, mindless body, and my consciousness was trapped in a "dream world" in my head (with no way of experiencing the physical world). I also recall that I had forgotten I was on shrooms during those episodes. On top of this I felt that I lost my sense of self: I had no motivations, personality, had almost no memories, and what few emotions I had consisted primarily of worry, anxiety and despair.
Questions:
~I know this sounds silly, but is it possible to go insane as a result of tripping on shrooms?
~Is it possible for there to be a "permanence" to any of the effects (i.e. for the perceived experience to last beyond the influence of the drug)?
~What are some ways that I can overcome my anxiety attacks, and have an overall pleasant trip?
~What are some things to keep in mind as I trip?
~If I smoke weed, when should I smoke it?
~What general mindset should I have as I trip?
~What should I be aware of when I start to feel dysphoric?
~Any other tips you would give a novice tripper?
I've also got a few general questions regarding shrooms:
~I've heard about making a tea out of the mushrooms. Is this method effective?
~If I make weed brownies and eat shrooms while I eat the brownies, how will this effect my trip? Will the weed and the shrooms kick in at the same time?
~Any tips on ways to enhance my experience?
~While, tripping I noticed that I want to do things. What are some safe things to do while tripping?
I greatly appreciate any replies, and I hope to become a regular visitor of these forums.
I've very recently been acquainted with the magic of mushrooms, and I'd love to incorporate them in my life for years to come. However, I have a few questions, concerns and worries that I'd like to be resolved before I start heavier doses.
To start off, I should give a bit of a background of myself and my situation:
I regularly smoke weed
I don't drink or smoke cigarettes (I do enjoy the occasional cigar or pipe, though, and I love hookah)
I have no intention of using any drugs other than cannabis and shrooms
I am of average hight (5'9") and slightly heavy build (210 lbs).
I think a lot. Too much imo...
So far, I've only had shrooms 4 times, and I've had strong effects twice. Both times I've eaten ~1.5-2g of dried shrooms (don't know what variety) and smoked ~.5g of weed. Both those times I've also had disturbing panic attacks (though not severe enough as to say I had bad trips).
I did a little research on what I felt, and can reasonably conclude that my anxiety was caused by uncomfortable feelings of dissociation and depersonalization.
I've also noticed that my trips took cycles of dysphoria and euphoria. Upon overcoming the dysphoria, I was rewarded with a very intense euphoria that gradually morphed back to dysphoria. It felt as though I was being tested and then rewarded for succeeding. I also felt very spiritually aware and can even say I felt the presence of "god."
However, there were times of great anxiety that I couldn't overcome. I've noticed these times occurred as the effects of the cannabis was wearing off (while being in a "stoned" state). During these panic attacks I felt that my "conscious being" was separated from my physical body. I was afraid that I had left behind a gibbering, mindless body, and my consciousness was trapped in a "dream world" in my head (with no way of experiencing the physical world). I also recall that I had forgotten I was on shrooms during those episodes. On top of this I felt that I lost my sense of self: I had no motivations, personality, had almost no memories, and what few emotions I had consisted primarily of worry, anxiety and despair.
Questions:
~I know this sounds silly, but is it possible to go insane as a result of tripping on shrooms?
~Is it possible for there to be a "permanence" to any of the effects (i.e. for the perceived experience to last beyond the influence of the drug)?
~What are some ways that I can overcome my anxiety attacks, and have an overall pleasant trip?
~What are some things to keep in mind as I trip?
~If I smoke weed, when should I smoke it?
~What general mindset should I have as I trip?
~What should I be aware of when I start to feel dysphoric?
~Any other tips you would give a novice tripper?
I've also got a few general questions regarding shrooms:
~I've heard about making a tea out of the mushrooms. Is this method effective?
~If I make weed brownies and eat shrooms while I eat the brownies, how will this effect my trip? Will the weed and the shrooms kick in at the same time?
~Any tips on ways to enhance my experience?
~While, tripping I noticed that I want to do things. What are some safe things to do while tripping?
I greatly appreciate any replies, and I hope to become a regular visitor of these forums.