IJesusChrist
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I have been trying to meditate for about a month now, and I realised I've never actually done it. I just kind of sleep-think before bed for about half an hour.
Here is how I have been doing it, and some results:
I usually close my eyes, and cross my legs, sitting up or laying down, I bend as much of my body as possible, so no appendages are straight (for some reason this seems necessary). After I close my eyes, instantly I make a horizon. The next idea varies, but here are some examples: I draw a desert, a sea, or last night I had very good visualizations, almost reality - inducing visualizations of a kind of cubic snake, moving and running to infinity. These are usually to just set me into dream land.
Meditation when I want to think about things, or relax and absorb, usually start with the horizon, and I focus on a sun coming up, and then I branch off my ideas - I have created a system to beat the living shit out of my anxiety and its quite funny, I enjoy it alot. It only works with moderate to light amounts though, but I have really learned that I have to trust myself more with my emotions. I have to be incharge of who I am, not my anxiety.. This was a very important insight that I have been over looking for too long.
But what I really want to know is am I doing real meditation?? I seem to not be getting what most others get - I don't get that sense of ... I don't know.
How do you do it? :?:
Here is how I have been doing it, and some results:
I usually close my eyes, and cross my legs, sitting up or laying down, I bend as much of my body as possible, so no appendages are straight (for some reason this seems necessary). After I close my eyes, instantly I make a horizon. The next idea varies, but here are some examples: I draw a desert, a sea, or last night I had very good visualizations, almost reality - inducing visualizations of a kind of cubic snake, moving and running to infinity. These are usually to just set me into dream land.
Meditation when I want to think about things, or relax and absorb, usually start with the horizon, and I focus on a sun coming up, and then I branch off my ideas - I have created a system to beat the living shit out of my anxiety and its quite funny, I enjoy it alot. It only works with moderate to light amounts though, but I have really learned that I have to trust myself more with my emotions. I have to be incharge of who I am, not my anxiety.. This was a very important insight that I have been over looking for too long.
But what I really want to know is am I doing real meditation?? I seem to not be getting what most others get - I don't get that sense of ... I don't know.
How do you do it? :?: