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[viljo]

I really miss my younger drug days, taking what I would class as recreational drugs such as dope, gear and x was so much fun. We made the effort and journeyed to raves and events all over the place and the experience was unique and most of all I took drugs with people I would class as friends.

so why did I have to go further and get involved with the meth and heroin crowd. I wasn't prepared for the outcome and although I could say much about trafficking, crime, and the rules one is to follow im just glad im outta that scene, it was like being in a out of control snow ball.

honestly I thought that was it for me and drugs but one night a individual on this forum got me thinking, what is dmt?
so I took the plunge and to my surprise I found a plant I could grow legally a simple extraction and maby a whole new experience and outlook. Maby the good old days are just around the corner,
I hope so.

 

[Affirmatory]

Good times.

Is DMT going to be your first non-recreational, non-destructive drug?

In my opinion, psychedelics are not fun. Sure, sometimes you have fun but mostly it's dead serious shit.

Do you mind me asking what legal plant you're growing? I'm thinking of planting some acacia maidenii trees. It's hard to figure out what's legal and what's not these days... You know technically any plant with DMT in it is illegal in Australia?

 

[viljo]

yes, dmt will be my first time.

I know it going to be serious that's why i've never just randomly dropped acid and its been offered to me a few times. when I say fun I mean getting prepared for the experience, if you have any advice don't hold back.

im growing phalaris arundinacea, don't tell me there illegal. fuck im going to have to find out the truth now.

 

[Crimzen]

there are a few native plants in australia that have DMT you can extract
i think i found something on erowid about them...not 100% sure

i tried DMT but it was a dud, let us know how it goes for you, it's something im pretty interested in

 

[Affirmatory]

Here viljo

http://www.austlii.edu.au/au/legis/sa/c ... /sch3.html

See, 'any plant containing dmt' is illegal. :roll:

Advice... Don't Panic. Sorry nothing else comes to mind today I haven't done dmt. I don't know if it would be a good idea to smoke dmt as a first psychedelic experience. Or were you going to do an ayahuasca?

EDIT: oops. Those are S.A. laws. Sorry for scaring you. (hope you don't live in SA)

 

[viljo]

you might be right in what u say affimatory
but its all Caduceus Mercurius fault she captured my imagination with her post on aliens and psychedelics by rick strassman.
what do you think of magic shrooms the equipment is easy and I already got the knowledge, all I need is the spore.
im very attached to those plants though.
I think ijesuscrist turned me off when he said he wanted to go back in time and not throw them up.

 

[IJesusChrist]

Haha, don't let me scare you. I am not one to tolerate psychadelics.

What happens when I eat mushrooms is my mind on the first 5 minutes of onset goes on melt-down. I start screaming in my head, why did I do this, this is going to be exactly the same thing, over and over, I can't handle 8 hours of this, puke it up. Now.

The real thing is, my first trip slayed me. It was that, and only that night. You do need friends for your first trip. You really need someone to talk to.

At the time of my first trip I was at a party, a birthday party. I had been the only one to eat them, I was very strong willed, and I had been practiving mind over matter in all situations, and I had a good grasp on everything. I could handle pain, emotional and physical very well.

Well how I did that was over time, I slowly became stronger to these things, and I learned how to cope. But when I was on shrooms the first time, I felt odd at first, you get this warm gut sensation, kind of like a light drunk. Then you actually feel drunk, but your thoughts are clear as a bell, and about 2 times faster and denser than normal. The people I was with weren't my favorite, they are the heavy metal, kind of ... weird crowd. I can't hang out with them often, they can be real downers. (They drink all the time, talk about reality and what not, but mostly are just very... something) Anyways, I left and I was in a good mood to leave. I got in my car and it was like I was 3. I had no idea what I was doing. Then I got the ist of it and went crazy everything was swirling, the clouds were purple and pink and high definition, I was driving all over the road, so I pulled over. Stared at the sky and called a friend.

I got a little sleepy and went home, and I was alone and it was dark. I have always had slight depression, and I guess thats what got me. I went to be, and I started down the childhood days of my depression, and I didn't realize I was going down it until it was too late. I was 16, I just didn't know what was going on. Pretty soon my mind started projecting my own death, brain damage, permamanent psychosis, and how stupid I was.

Every time I write about it I feel better.

But Viljo, if you have a good friend that you can talk to about anything, small talk, deep talk. It is great. I remember at about midnight, I was swirling in a vortex of black and green fractals, melting and bubbling in my mind, impending my doom, I got up to vomit, but I couldn't. I dialed a friend "Dude... I think I'm dieing...."


.

"Whoa, man, you're gonna be ok. You'll be ok, plenty of people have eaten more than you and were fine."

Euphoria. The rest of the night was me sitting there, realizing how weak I was. I'd be fine, and I'd tell everyone to be careful with shrooms.

But every onset I get with psychadelics, even weed, brings me right back to that feeling, where I didn't exist, but everyone else did. I was alone, but surrounded. Everything was empty.

Do not fear though Viljo, you are very intelligent now. I can handle mushrooms, DMT, and ayahuasca, I can smoke weed now, I love them all. It was just a learning experience that took a long time, but I wanted to get through it, determined to see a sober day.

The end. Not based on a true story.

 

[mrvn]

Dude, CM is like a dude, dude hehehe I'm pretty sure about that :lol: